第 18 节
作者:九十八度      更新:2021-02-21 16:18      字数:9322
  arrangement of everything showed a sense of order; a feeling for
  harmony; which would certainly have influenced any one; even a
  Minoret…Levrault。 It was plain that the things about her were dear to
  Ursula; and that she loved a room which contained; as it were; her
  childhood and the whole of her girlish life。
  Looking the room well over that he might seem to have a reason for his
  visit; the doctor saw at once how the windows looked into those of
  Madame de Portenduere。 During the night he had meditated as to the
  course he ought to pursue with Ursula about his discovery of this
  dawning passion。 To question her now would commit him to some course。
  He must either approve or disapprove of her love; in either case his
  position would be a false one。 He therefore resolved to watch and
  examine into the state of things between the two young people; and
  learn whether it were his duty to check the inclination before it was
  irresistible。 None but an old man could have shown such deliberate
  wisdom。 Still panting from the discovery of the truth of these
  magnetic facts; he turned about and looked at all the various little
  things around the room; he wished to examine the almanac which was
  hanging at a corner of the chimney…piece。
  〃These ugly things are too heavy for your little hands;〃 he said;
  taking up the marble candlesticks which were partly covered with
  leather。
  He weighed them in his hand; then he looked at the almanac and took
  it; saying; 〃This is ugly too。 Why do you keep such a common thing in
  your pretty room?〃
  〃Oh; please let me have it; godfather。〃
  〃No; no; you shall have another to…morrow。〃
  So saying he carried off this possible proof; shut himself up in his
  study; looked for Saint Savinien and found; as the somnambulist had
  told him; a little red dot at the 19th of October; he also saw another
  before his own saint's day; Saint Denis; and a third before Saint
  John; the abbe's patron。 This little dot; no larger than a pin's head;
  had been seen by the sleeping woman in spite of distance and other
  obstacles! The old man thought till evening of these events; more
  momentous for him than for others。 He was forced to yield to evidence。
  A strong wall; as it were; crumbled within him; for his life had
  rested on two bases;indifference in matters of religion and a firm
  disbelief in magnetism。 When it was proved to him that the senses
  faculties purely physical; organs; the effects of which could be
  explainedattained to some of the attributes of the infinite;
  magnetism upset; or at least it seemed to him to upset; the powerful
  arguments of Spinoza。 The finite and the infinite; two incompatible
  elements according to that remarkable man; were here united; the one
  in the other。 No matter what power he gave to the divisibility and
  mobility of matter he could not help recognizing that it possessed
  qualities that were almost divine。
  He was too old now to connect those phenomena to a system; and compare
  them with those of sleep; of vision; of light。 His whole scientific
  belief; based on the assertions of the school of Locke and Condillac;
  was in ruins。 Seeing his hollow ideas in pieces; his scepticism
  staggered。 Thus the advantage in this struggle between the Catholic
  child and the Voltairean old man was on Ursula's side。 In the
  dismantled fortress; above these ruins; shone a light; from the center
  of these ashes issued the path of prayer! Nevertheless; the obstinate
  old scientist fought his doubts。 Though struck to the heart; he would
  not decide; he struggled on against God。
  But he was no longer the same man; his mind showed its vacillation。 He
  became unnaturally dreamy; he read Pascal; and Bossuet's sublime
  〃History of Species〃; he read Bonald; he read Saint…Augustine; he
  determined also to read the works of Swedenborg; and the late Saint…
  Martin; which the mysterious stranger had mentioned to him。 The
  edifice within him was cracking on all sides; it needed but one more
  shake; and then; his heart being ripe for God; he was destined to fall
  into the celestial vineyard as fall the fruits。 Often of an evening;
  when playing with the abbe; his goddaughter sitting by; he would put
  questions bearing on his opinions which seemed singular to the priest;
  who was ignorant of the inward workings by which God was remaking that
  fine conscience。
  〃Do you believe in apparitions?〃 asked the sceptic of the pastor;
  stopping short in the game。
  〃Cardan; a great philosopher of the sixteenth century said he had seen
  some;〃 replied the abbe。
  〃I know all those that scholars have discussed; for I have just reread
  Plotinus。 I am questioning you as a Catholic might; and I ask if you
  think that dead men can return to the living。〃
  〃Jesus reappeared to his disciples after his death;〃 said the abbe。
  〃The Church ought to have faith in the apparitions of the Savior。 As
  for miracles; they are not lacking;〃 he continued; smiling。 〃Shall I
  tell you the last? It took place in the eighteenth century。〃
  〃Pooh!〃 said the doctor。
  〃Yes; the blessed Marie…Alphonse of Ligouri; being very far from Rome;
  knew of the death of the Pope at the very moment the Holy Father
  expired; there were numerous witnesses of this miracle。 The sainted
  bishop being in ecstasy; heard the last words of the sovereign pontiff
  and repeated them at the time to those about him。 The courier who
  brought the announcement of the death did not arrive till thirty hours
  later。〃
  〃Jesuit!〃 exclaimed old Minoret; laughing; 〃I did not ask you for
  proofs; I asked you if you believed in apparitions。〃
  〃I think an apparition depends a good deal on who sees it;〃 said the
  abbe; still fencing with his sceptic。
  〃My friend;〃 said the doctor; seriously; 〃I am not setting a trap for
  you。 What do you really believe about it?〃
  〃I believe that the power of God is infinite;〃 replied the abbe。
  〃When I am dead; if I am reconciled to God; I will ask Him to let me
  appear to you;〃 said the doctor; smiling。
  〃That's exactly the agreement Cardan made with his friend;〃 answered
  the priest。
  〃Ursula;〃 said Minoret; 〃if danger ever threatens you; call me; and I
  will come。〃
  〃You have put into one sentence that beautiful elegy of 'Neere' by
  Andre Chenier;〃 said the abbe。 〃Poets are sublime because they clothe
  both facts and feelings with ever…living images。〃
  〃Why do you speak of your death; dear godfather?〃 said Ursula in a
  grieved tone。 〃We Christians do not die; the grave is the cradle of
  our souls。〃
  〃Well;〃 said the doctor; smiling; 〃we must go out of the world; and
  when I am no longer here you will be astonished at your fortune。〃
  〃When you are here no longer; my kind friend; my only consolation will
  be to consecrate my life to you。〃
  〃To me; dead?〃
  〃Yes。 All the good works that I can do will be done in your name to
  redeem your sins。 I will pray God every day for his infinite mercy;
  that he may not punish eternally the errors of a day。 I know he will
  summon among the righteous a soul so pure; so beautiful; as yours。〃
  That answer; said with angelic candor; in a tone of absolute
  certainty; confounded error and converted Denis Minoret as God
  converted Saul。 A ray of inward light overawed him; the knowledge of
  this tenderness; covering his years to come; brought tears to his
  eyes。 This sudden effect of grace had something that seemed electrical
  about it。 The abbe clasped his hands and rose; troubled; from his
  seat。 The girl; astonished at her triumph; wept。 The old man stood up
  as if a voice had called him; looking into space as though his eyes
  beheld the dawn; then he bent his knee upon his chair; clasped his
  hands; and lowered his eyes to the ground as one humiliated。
  〃My God;〃 he said in a trembling voice; raising his head; 〃if any one
  can obtain my pardon and lead me to thee; surely it is this spotless
  creature。 Have mercy on the repentant old age that this pure child
  presents to thee!〃
  He lifted his soul to God; mentally praying for the light of divine
  knowledge after the gift of divine grace; then he turned to the abbe
  and held out his hand。
  〃My dear pastor;〃 he said; 〃I am become as a little child。 I belong to
  you; I give my soul to your care。〃
  Ursula kissed his hands and bathed them with her tears。 The old man
  took her on his knee and called her gayly his godmother。 The abbe;
  deeply moved; recited the 〃Veni Creator〃 in a species of religious
  ecstasy。 The hymn served as the evening prayer of the three Christians
  kneeling together for the first time。
  〃What has happened?〃 asked La Bougival; amazed at the sight。
  〃My godfather believes in God at last!〃 replied Ursula。
  〃Ah! so much the better; he only needed that to make him perfect;〃
  cried the old woman; crossing herself with artless gravity。
  〃Dear doctor;〃 said the good priest; 〃you will soon comprehend the
  grandeur of religion and the value of its practi