第 44 节
作者:朝令夕改      更新:2021-02-21 16:09      字数:9322
  eyes wore a furtive; frightened look。  But they valiantly fought
  down their fears; and for all that the hearts within them may have
  been sick with horror; they contrived to twist a smile on to their
  pale lips。  They did not lack for stout patterns of high bearing;
  and in addition they had their own arrogant pride  …the pride that
  had brought them at last to this pass … to sustain them in their
  extremity。  Noblesse les obligeait。  The rabble; the canaille of
  the new regime; might do what they would with their bodies; but
  their spirits they could not break; nor overcome their indomitable
  pride。  By the brave manner of their death it remained for them to
  make amends for the atrocious manner of their lives; and such a
  glamour did they shed upon themselves by the same brave manner;
  that it compelled sympathy and admiration of those that beheld them;
  and made upon humanity an impression deep enough to erase the former
  impression left by their misdeeds。
  Like heroes; like sainted martyrs; they died; these men who; through
  generation after generation; had ground and crushed the people 'neath
  the iron heel of tyranny and oppression; until the people had; of a
  sudden; risen and reversed the position; going to excesses; in their
  lately…awakened wrath; that were begotten of the excesses which for
  centuries they had endured。
  Last of this gallant and spruce company (for every man had donned
  his best; and dressed himself with the utmost care) came Caron La
  Boulaye。  He walked alone; for although their comrade in death; he
  was their comrade in nothing else。  Their heads might lie together
  in the sawdust of Sanson's basket; but while they lived; no contact
  would they permit themselves; of body or of soul; with this
  sans…culotte。  Had they known why he died; perhaps; they had shown
  him fellowship。  But in their nescience of the facts; it would need
  more than death to melt them into a kindness to a member of the
  Convention; for death was the only thing they had in common; and
  death; as we have seen; had not conquered them。
  As he was about to pass out; a gaoler suddenly thrust forward a hand
  to detain him; and almost simultaneously the door; which had swung
  to behind the last of his death…fellows; re…opened to admit the
  dapper figure of the Incorruptible。
  He eyed Caron narrowly as he advanced into the hall; and at the
  composure evident in the young man's bearing; his glance seemed to
  kindle with admiration; for all that his lips remained cruel in
  their tightened curves。
  Caron gave him good…day with a friendly smile; and before Robespierre
  could utter a word the young man was expressing his polite regrets
  at having baulked him as he had done。
  〃I had a great object to serve; Maximilien;〃 he concluded; 〃and my
  only regret is that it should have run counter to your wishes。  I
  owe you so much … everything in fact … that I am filled with shame
  at the thought of how ill a return I am making you。  My only hope
  is that by my death you will consider that I have sufficiently
  atoned for my ingratitude。〃
  〃Fool!〃 croaked Robespierre; 〃you are sacrificing yourself for some
  chimaera and the life you are saving is that of a very worthless
  and vicious individual。  Of your ingratitude to me wee will not
  speak。  But even now; in the eleventh hour; I would have you bethink
  you of yourself。〃
  He held out 'his hands to him; and entreaty was stamped upon
  Robespierre's countenance to a degree which perhaps no man had yet
  seen。  〃Bethink you; cher Caron … 〃 he began again。  But the young
  man shook his head。
  〃My friend; my best of friends;〃 he exclaimed; 〃I beg that you will
  not make it harder for me。  I am resolved; and your entreaties do
  but heighten my pain of thwarting your … the only pain that in this
  supreme hour I am experiencing。  It is not a difficult thing to die;
  Maximilien。  Were I to live; I must henceforth lead a life of
  unsatisfied desire。  I must even hanker and sigh after a something
  that is unattainable。  I die; and all this is extinguished with me。
  At the very prospect my desires fade immeasurably。  Let me go in
  peace; and with your forgiveness。〃
  Robespierre eyed him a moment or two in astonishment。  Then he made
  an abrupt gesture of impatience。
  〃Fool that you are!  It is suicide you are committing。  And for
  what?  For a dream a shadow。  Is this like a man; Caron'?  Is this …
  Will you be still; you animal?〃 he barked at a gaoler who had once
  before touched him upon the arm。  〃Do you not see that I am occupied?〃
  But the man leant forward; and said some words hurriedly into
  Robespierre's ear; which cast the petulance out of his face and mind;
  and caused him of a sudden to become very attentive。
  〃Ah?〃 he said at last。  Then; with a sudden briskness: 〃Let the
  Citizen La Boulaye not go forth until I return;〃 he bade the gaoler;
  and to Caron he said: 〃You will have the goodness to await my return。〃
  With that he turned and stepped briskly across the hall and through
  the door; which the gaoler; all equality notwithstanding; hastened
  to open for him with as much servility as ever the haughtiest
  aristocrat had compelled。
  Saving that single gaoler; La Boulaye was alone in the spacious hall
  of the Conciergerie。  From without they heard the wild clamouring
  and Ca…iraing of the mob。  Chafing at this fresh delay; which was
  as a prolongation of his death…agony; La Boulaye was pacing to and
  fro; the ring of his footsteps on the stone floor yielding a hollow;
  sepulchral echo。
  〃Is he never returning?〃 he cried at last; and as if in answer to
  his question; the drums suddenly began to roll; and the vociferations
  of the rabble swelled in volume and grew shriller。  〃What is that?〃
  he inquired。
  The gaoler; on whose dirty face some measure of surprise was
  manifested; approached the little grating that overlooked the yard
  and peered out。
  〃Sacrenom!〃 he swore。  〃The tumbrils are moving。  They have left
  you behind; Citizen。〃
  But La Boulaye gathered no encouragement; such as the gaoler thought
  he might; from that contingency。  He but imagined that it was
  Robespierre's wish to put him back for another day in the hope that
  he might still loosen his tongue。  An oath of vexation broke from
  him; and he stamped his foot impatiently upon the floor。
  Then the door opened suddenly; and Robespierre held it whilst into
  the room came a woman; closely veiled; whose tall and shapely figure
  caused the young Deputy's breath to flutter。  The Incorruptible
  followed her; and turning to the gaoler:
  〃Leave us;〃 he commanded briskly。
  And presently; when those three stood alone; the woman raised her
  veil and disclosed the face he had expected … the beautiful face of
  Suzanne de Bellecour; but; alas! woefully pale and anguished of
  expression。  She advanced a step towards Caron; and then stood still;
  encountering his steadfast; wonder…struck gaze; and seeming to
  falter。  With a sob; at last she turned to Maximilien; who had
  remained a pace or two behind。
  〃Tell him; Monsieur;〃 she begged。
  Robespierre started out of his apparent abstraction。  He peered at
  her with his short…sighted eyes; and from her to Caron。  Then he
  came forward a step and cleared his throat; rather as a trick of
  oratory than to relieve any huskiness。
  〃To put it briefly; my clear Caron;〃 said he; 〃the Citoyenne here
  has manifested a greater solicitude for your life than you did
  yourself; and she has done me the twofold service of setting it
  in my power to punish an enemy; and to preserve a friend from a
  death that was very imminent。  In the eleventh hour she came to me
  to make terms for your pardon。  She proposed to deliver up to me
  the person of the ci…devant Vicomte d'Ombreval provided that I
  should grant you an unconditional pardon。  You can imagine; my
  good Caron; with what eagerness I agreed to her proposal; and with
  what pleasure I now announce to you that you are free。〃
  〃Free!〃 gasped La Boulaye; his eyes travelling fearfully from
  Robespierre to Mademoiselle; and remaining riveted upon the latter
  as though he were attempting to penetrate into the secrets of her
  very soul。
  〃Practically free;〃 answered the Incorruptible。  〃You may leave
  the Conciergerie when you please; thought I shall ask you to remain
  at your lodging in the Rue Nationale until this Ombreval is actually
  taken。  Once he has been brought to Paris; I shall send you your
  papers that you may leave France; for; much though I shall regret
  your absence; I think that it will be wiser for you to make your
  fortune elsewhere after what has passed。〃
  La Boulaye took a step in Suzanne's direction。
  〃You have done this?〃 he cried; in a quivering voice。  〃You have
  betrayed the man to whom you were betrothed?〃
  〃Do not use that word; Monsieur;〃 she cried; with a shudder。  〃My
  action cannot be ranked among betrayals。  He would have let you go
  to the guillotine in his stead。  He had not the virtue to come
  forward; for all that he knew that you must die if he did not。  On
  the contrary; such a condition of things afforded him amusement;
  matter to scorn and insult you with。  He would have complacently
  allowed a dozen men to have gone to the guillotine that his own
  worthless life might have been spare