第 45 节
作者:不言败      更新:2021-02-21 15:47      字数:9303
  their previous conversation。
  Pyotr Petrovitch had the good sense to accept the disavowal。 He made
  up his mind to take leave in another minute or two。
  〃I trust our acquaintance;〃 he said; addressing Raskolnikov; 〃may;
  upon your recovery and in view of the circumstances of which you are
  aware; become closer。。。。 Above all; I hope for your return to
  health。。。〃
  Raskolnikov did not even turn his head。 Pyotr Petrovitch began
  getting up from his chair。
  〃One of her customers must have killed her;〃 Zossimov declared
  positively。
  〃Not a doubt of it;〃 replied Razumihin。 〃Porfiry doesn't give his
  opinion; but is examining all who have left pledges with her there。〃
  〃Examining them?〃 Raskolnikov asked aloud。
  〃Yes。 What then?〃
  〃Nothing。〃
  〃How does he get hold of them?〃 asked Zossimov。
  〃Koch has given the names of some of them; other names are on the
  wrappers of the pledges and some have come forward of themselves。〃
  〃It must have been a cunning and practised ruffian! The boldness
  of it! The coolness!〃
  〃That's just what it wasn't!〃 interposed Razumihin。 〃That's what
  throws you all off the scent。 But I maintain that he is not cunning;
  nor practised; and probably this was his first crime! The
  supposition that it was a calculated crime and a cunning criminal
  doesn't work。 Suppose him to have been inexperienced; and it's clear
  that it was only a chance that saved him… and chance may do
  anything。 Why; he did not foresee obstacles; perhaps! And how did he
  set to work? He took jewels worth ten or twenty roubles; stuffing
  his pockets with them; ransacked the old woman's trunk; her rags…
  and they found fifteen hundred roubles; besides notes; in a box in the
  top drawer of the chest! He did not know how to rob; he could only
  murder。 It was his first crime; I assure you; his first crime; he lost
  his head。 And he got off more by luck than good counsel!〃
  〃You are talking of the murder of the old pawnbroker; I believe?〃
  Pyotr Petrovitch put in; addressing Zossimov。 He was standing; hat and
  gloves in hand; but before departing he felt disposed to throw off a
  few more intellectual phrases。 He was evidently anxious to make a
  favourable impression and his vanity overcame his prudence。
  〃Yes。 You've heard of it?〃
  〃Oh; yes; being in the neighbourhood。〃
  〃Do you know the details?〃
  〃I can't say that; but another circumstance interests me in the
  case… the whole question; so to say。 Not to speak of the fact that
  crime has been greatly on the increase among the lower classes
  during the last five years; not to speak of the cases of robbery and
  arson everywhere; what strikes me as the strangest thing is that in
  the higher classes; too; crime is increasing proportionately。 In one
  place one hears of a student's robbing the mail on the high road; in
  another place people of good social position forge false banknotes; in
  Moscow of late a whole gang has been captured who used to forge
  lottery tickets; and one of the ringleaders was a lecturer in
  universal history; then our secretary abroad was murdered from some
  obscure motive of gain。。。。 And if this old woman; the pawnbroker;
  has been murdered by some one of a higher class in society… for
  peasants don't pawn gold trinkets… how are we to explain this
  demoralisation of the civilised part of our society?〃
  〃There are many economic changes;〃 put in Zossimov。
  〃How are we to explain it?〃 Razumihin caught him up。 〃It might be
  explained by our inveterate unpracticality。〃
  〃How do you mean?〃
  〃What answer had your lecturer in Moscow to make to the question why
  he was forging notes? 'Everybody is getting rich one way or another;
  so I want to make haste to get rich too。' I don't remember the exact
  words; but the upshot was that he wants money for nothing; without
  waiting or working! We've grown used to having everything
  ready…made; to walking on crutches; to having our food chewed for
  us。 Then the great hour struck;* and every man showed himself in his
  true colours。〃
  …
  * The emancipation of the serfs in 1861 is meant。… TRANSLATOR'S
  NOTE。
  …
  〃But morality? And so to speak; principles。。。〃
  〃But why do you worry about it?〃 Raskolnikov interposed suddenly。
  〃It's in accordance with your theory!〃
  〃In accordance with my theory?〃
  〃Why; carry out logically the theory you were advocating just now;
  and it follows that people may be killed。。。〃
  〃Upon my word!〃 cried Luzhin。
  〃No; that's not so;〃 put in Zossimov。
  Raskolnikov lay with a white face and twitching upper lip; breathing
  painfully。
  〃There's a measure in all things;〃 Luzhin went on superciliously。
  〃Economic ideas are not an incitement to murder; and one has but to
  suppose。。。〃
  〃And is it true;〃 Raskolnikov interposed once more suddenly; again
  in a voice quivering with fury and delight in insulting him; 〃is it
  true that you told your fiancee。。。 within an hour of her acceptance;
  that what pleased you most。。。 was that she was a beggar。。。 because
  it was better to raise a wife from poverty; so that you may have
  complete control over her; and reproach her with your being her
  benefactor?〃
  〃Upon my word;〃 Luzhin cried wrathfully and irritably; crimson
  with confusion; 〃to distort my words in this way! Excuse me; allow
  me to assure you that the report which has reached you; or rather
  let me say; has been conveyed to you; has no foundation in truth;
  and I。。。 suspect who。。。 in a word。。。 this arrow。。。 in a word; your
  mamma。。。 She seemed to me in other things; with all her excellent
  qualities; of a somewhat highflown and romantic way of thinking。。。。
  But I was a thousand miles from supposing that she would misunderstand
  and misrepresent things in so fanciful a way。。。。 And indeed。。。
  indeed。。。〃
  〃I tell you what;〃 cried Raskolnikov; raising himself on his
  pillow and fixing his piercing; glittering eyes upon him; 〃I tell
  you what。〃
  〃What?〃 Luzhin stood still; waiting with a defiant and offended
  face。 Silence lasted for some seconds。
  〃Why; if ever again。。。 you dare to mention a single word。。。 about my
  mother。。。 I shall send you flying downstairs!〃
  〃What's the matter with you?〃 cried Razumihin。
  〃So that's how it is?〃 Luzhin turned pale and bit his lip。 〃Let me
  tell you; sir;〃 he began deliberately; doing his utmost to restrain
  himself but breathing hard; 〃at the first moment I saw you you were
  ill…disposed to me; but I remained here on purpose to find out more。 I
  could forgive a great deal in a sick man and a connection; but
  you。。。 never after this。。。〃
  〃I am not ill;〃 cried Raskolnikov。
  〃So much the worse。。。〃
  〃Go to hell!〃