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作者:辩论      更新:2021-02-21 15:41      字数:9321
  A Charmed Life
  by Richard Harding Davis
  She loved him so; that when he went away to a little war in which
  his country was interested she could not understand; nor quite
  forgive。
  As the correspondent of a newspaper; Chesterton had looked on at
  other wars; when the yellow races met; when the infidel Turk
  spanked the Christian Greek; and one he had watched from inside a
  British square; where he was greatly alarmed lest he should be
  trampled upon by terrified camels。  This had happened before he and
  she had met。  After they met; she told him that what chances he had
  chosen to take before he came into her life fell outside of her
  jurisdiction。  But now that his life belonged to her; this talk of
  his standing up to be shot at was wicked。  It was worse than
  wicked; it was absurd。
  When the Maine sank in Havana harbor and the word 〃war〃 was
  appearing hourly in hysterical extras; Miss Armitage explained her
  position。
  〃You mustn't think;〃 she said; 〃that I am one of those silly girls
  who would beg you not to go to war。〃
  At the moment of speaking her cheek happened to be resting against
  his; and his arm was about her; so he humbly bent his head and
  kissed her; and whispered very proudly and softly; 〃No; dearest。〃
  At which she withdrew from him frowning。
  〃No!  I'm not a bit like those girls;〃 she proclaimed。  〃I merely
  tell you YOU CAN'T GO!  My gracious!〃 she cried; helplessly。  She
  knew the words fell short of expressing her distress; but her
  education had not supplied her with exclamations of greater
  violence。
  〃My goodness!〃 she cried。  〃How can you frighten me so?  It's not
  like you;〃 she reproached him。  〃You are so unselfish; so noble。
  You are always thinking of other people。  How can you talk of going
  to warto be killedto me?  And now; now that you have made me
  love you so?〃
  The hands; that when she talked seemed to him like swallows darting
  and flashing in the sunlight; clutched his sleeve。  The fingers;
  that he would rather kiss than the lips of any other woman that
  ever lived; clung to his arm。  Their clasp reminded him of that of
  a drowning child he had once lifted from the surf。
  〃If you should die;〃 whispered Miss Armitage。  〃What would I do。
  What would I do!〃
  〃But my dearest;〃 cried the young man。  〃My dearest ONE!  I've GOT
  to go。  It's our own war。  Everybody else will go;〃 he pleaded。
  〃Every man you know; and they're going to fight; too。  I'm going
  only to look on。  That's bad enough; isn't it; without sitting at
  home?  You should be sorry I'm not going to fight。〃
  〃Sorry!〃 exclaimed the girl。  〃If you love me〃
  〃If I love you;〃 shouted the young man。  His voice suggested that
  he was about to shake her。  〃How dare you?〃
  She abandoned that position and attacked from one more logical。
  〃But why punish me?〃 she protested。  〃Do I want the war?  Do I want
  to free Cuba?  No!  I want YOU; and if you go; you are the one who
  is sure to be killed。  You are so bigand so brave; and you will
  be rushing in wherever the fighting is; and thenthen you will
  die。〃  She raised her eyes and looked at him as though seeing him
  from a great distance。  〃And;〃 she added fatefully; 〃I will die;
  too; or maybe I will have to live; to live without you for years;
  for many miserable years。〃
  Fearfully; with great caution; as though in his joy in her he might
  crush her in his hands; the young man drew her to him and held her
  close。  After a silence he whispered。  〃But; you know that nothing
  can happen to me。  Not now; that God has let me love you。  He could
  not be so cruel。  He would not have given me such happiness to take
  it from me。  A man who loves you; as I love you; cannot come to any
  harm。  And the man YOU love is immortal; immune。  He holds a
  charmed life。  So long as you love him; he must live。〃
  The eyes of the girl smiled up at him through her tears。  She
  lifted her lips to his。  〃Then you will never die!〃 she said。
  She held him away from her。  〃Listen!〃 she whispered。  〃What you
  say is true。  It must be true; because you are always right。  I
  love you so that nothing can harm you。  My love will be a charm。
  It will hang around your neck and protect you; and keep you; and
  bring you back to me。  When you are in danger my love will save
  you。  For; while it lives; I live。  When it dies〃
  Chesterton kissed her quickly。
  〃What happens then;〃 he said; 〃doesn't matter。〃
  The war game had run its happy…go…lucky course briefly and
  brilliantly; with 〃glory enough for all;〃 even for Chesterton。
  For; in no previous campaign had good fortune so persistently stood
  smiling at his elbow。  At each moment of the war that was critical;
  picturesque; dramatic; by some lucky accident he found himself
  among those present。  He could not lose。  Even when his press boat
  broke down at Cardenas; a Yankee cruiser and two Spanish gun…boats;
  apparently for his sole benefit; engaged in an impromptu duel
  within range of his megaphone。  When his horse went lame; the
  column with which he had wished to advance; passed forward to the
  front unmolested; while the rear guard; to which he had been forced
  to join his fortune; fought its way through the stifling
  underbrush。
  Between his news despatches; when he was not singing the praises of
  his fellow…countrymen; or copying lists of their killed and
  wounded; he wrote to Miss Armitage。  His letters were scrawled on
  yellow copy paper and consisted of repetitions of the three words;
  〃I love you;〃 rearranged; illuminated; and intensified。
  Each letter began much in the same way。  〃The war is still going
  on。  You can read about it in the papers。  What I want you to know
  is that I love you as no man ever〃  And so on for many pages。
  From her only one of the letters she wrote reached him。  It was
  picked up in the sand at Siboney after the medical corps; in an
  effort to wipe out the yellow…fever; had set fire to the post…
  office tent。
  She had written it some weeks before from her summer home at
  Newport; and in it she said: 〃When you went to the front; I thought
  no woman could love more than I did then。  But; now I know。  At
  least I know one girl who can。  She cannot write it。  She can never
  tell you。  You must just believe。
  〃Each day I hear from you; for as soon as the paper comes; I take
  it down to the rocks and read your cables; and I look south across
  the ocean to Cuba; and try to see you in all that fighting and heat
  and fever。  But I am not afraid。  For each morning I wake to find I
  love you more; that it has grown stronger; more wonderful; more
  hard to bear。  And I know the charm I gave you grows with it; and
  is more powerful; and that it will bring you back to me wearing new
  honors; 'bearing your sheaves with you。'
  〃As though I cared for your new honors。  I want YOU; YOU; YOUonly
  YOU。〃
  When Santiago surrendered and the invading army settled down to
  arrange terms of peace; and imbibe fever; and General Miles moved
  to Porto Rico; Chesterton moved with him。
  In that pretty little island a command of regulars under a general
  of the regular army had; in a night attack; driven back the
  Spaniards from Adhuntas。  The next afternoon as the column was in
  line of march; and the men were shaking themselves into their
  accoutrements; a dusty; sweating volunteer staff officer rode down
  the main street of Adhuntas; and with the authority of a field
  marshal; held up his hand。
  〃General Miles's compliments; sir;〃 he panted; 〃and peace is
  declared!〃
  Different men received the news each in a different fashion。  Some
  whirled their hats in the air and cheered。  Those who saw promotion
  and the new insignia on their straps vanish; swore deeply。
  Chesterton fell upon his saddle…bags and began to distribute his
  possessions among the enlisted men。  After he had remobilized; his
  effects consisted of a change of clothes; his camera; water…bottle;
  and his medicine case。  In his present state of health and spirits
  he could not believe he stood in need of the medicine case; but it
  was a gift from Miss Armitage; and carried with it a promise from
  him that he always would carry it。  He had 〃packed〃 it throughout
  the campaign; and for others it had proved of value。
  〃I take it you are leaving us;〃 said an officer enviously。
  〃I am leaving you so quick;〃 cried Chesterton laughing; 〃that you
  won't even see the dust。  There's a transport starts from Mayaguez
  at six to…morrow morning; and; if I don't catch it; this pony will
  die on the wharf。〃
  〃The road to Mayaguez is not healthy for Americans;〃 said the
  general in command。  〃I don't think I ought to let you go。  The
  enemy does not know peace is on yet; and there are a lot of
  guerillas〃
  Chesterton shook his head in pitying wonder。
  〃Not let me go!〃 he exclaimed。  〃Why; General; you haven't enough
  men in your command to stop me; and as for the Spaniards and
  guerillas!  I'm homesick;〃 cried the young man。  〃I'm so damned
  homesick that I am liable to die of it before the transport gets me
  to Sandy Hook。〃
  〃If you are shot up by an outpost;〃 growled the general; 〃you will
  be worse off than homesick。  It's forty miles to Mayaguez。  Better
  wait till daylight。  Where's the sense of dying; after the
  fighting's over?〃
  〃If I