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作者:津夏      更新:2021-02-21 14:26      字数:9321
  slow as was becoming to their great age; others garrulous and hurried。 All
  these   told   out   the   seconds   in   an   intricate   chorus   of   tickings。   Then   the
  passage of   a   lad's   feet;  heavily  running   on   the pavement;   broke   in   upon
  these smaller voices and startled Markheim into the consciousness of his
  surroundings。   He       looked    about    him   awfully。   The    candle   stood    on   the
  counter;      its  flame     solemnly      wagging      in   a   draught;     and    by   that
  inconsiderable movement the whole room was filled with noiseless bustle
  and kept heaving like a sea: the tall shadows nodding; the gross blots of
  darkness      swelling    and   dwindling     as  with    respiration;   the   faces   of  the
  portraits and the china gods changing and wavering like images in water。
  The inner door stood ajar; and peered into that leaguer of shadows with a
  long slit of daylight like a pointing finger。
  From   these     fear…stricken     rovings;   Markheim's       eyes   returned    to  the
  body of his victim;  where it lay; both humped and sprawling; incredibly
  small and strangely meaner than in life。 In these poor; miserly clothes; in
  that ungainly attitude; the dealer lay like so much sawdust。 Markheim had
  feared to see it; and; lo! it was nothing。 And yet; as he gazed; this bundle
  of old clothes and pool of blood began to find eloquent voices。 There it
  must lie; there was none to work the cunning hinges or direct the miracle
  of   locomotion;   there   it   must   lie   till   it   was   found。   Found!   ay;   and   then?
  Then would this dead flesh lift up a cry that would ring over England; and
  fill the world with the echoes of pursuit。 Ay; dead or not; this was still the
  enemy。 〃Time was that when the brains were out;〃 he thought; and the first
  word struck into his mind。 Time;  now that the   deed was   accomplished
  time; which had closed for the victim; had become instant and momentous
  for the slayer。
  The   thought   was   yet   in   his   mind;   when;   first   one   and   then   another;
  with every variety of pace and voiceone deep as the bell from a cathedral
  turret; another ringing on its treble notes the prelude of a waltz;the clocks
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  began to strike the hour of three in the afternoon。
  The     sudden     outbreak     of  so   many     tongues     in  that   dumb     chamber
  staggered him。 He began to bestir himself; going to and fro with the candle;
  beleaguered       by   moving      shadows;      and   startled    to  the   soul   by   chance
  reflections。 In many rich mirrors; some of home design; some from Venice
  or Amsterdam; he saw his face repeated and repeated; as it were an army
  of   spies;   his   own   eyes   met   and detected him;   and   the   sound of   his   own
  steps;   lightly   as   they   fell;   vexed   the   surrounding   quiet。 And   still;   as   he
  continued       to  fill  his  pockets;    his  mind     accused     him   with    a  sickening
  iteration;  of   the   thousand   faults   of   his   design。   He   should   have   chosen   a
  more   quiet   hour;   he   should   have   prepared   an   alibi;   he   should   not   have
  used   a   knife;   he   should   have   been   more   cautious;   and   only   bound   and
  gagged the dealer; and not killed him; he should have been more bold; and
  killed the servant also; he should have done all things otherwise。 Poignant
  regrets;     weary;     incessant     toiling   of   the   mind     to   change      what    was
  unchangeable;   to   plan   what   was   now   useless;   to   be   the   architect   of   the
  irrevocable past。 Meanwhile; and behind all this activity; brute terrors; like
  the scurrying of rats in a deserted attic; filled the more remote chambers of
  his   brain   with   riot;   the   hand   of   the   constable   would   fall   heavy   on   his
  shoulder;  and his   nerves   would   jerk   like  a  hooked   fish; or   he  beheld; in
  galloping defile; the dock; the prison; the gallows; and the black coffin。
  Terror   of   the   people   in   the   street   sat   down   before   his   mind   like   a
  besieging army。 It was impossible; he thought; but that some rumour of the
  struggle must have reached their ears and set on edge their curiosity; and
  now;   in   all   the   neighbouring   houses;   he   divined   them   sitting   motionless
  and    with    uplifted    earsolitary   people;     condemned        to  spend    Christmas
  dwelling alone on memories of the past; and now startingly recalled from
  that   tender   exercise;   happy   family   parties   struck   into   silence   round   the
  table; the mother still with raised fingerevery degree and age and humour;
  but all; by their own hearths; prying and hearkening and weaving the rope
  that was to hang him。 Sometimes it seemed to him he could not move too
  softly; the clink of the tall Bohemian goblets rang out loudly like a bell;
  and   alarmed   by   the   bigness   of   the   ticking;   he   was   tempted   to   stop   the
  clocks。   And   then;   again;   with   a   swift   transition   of   his   terrors;   the   very
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  silence of the place appeared a source of peril; and a thing to strike and
  freeze   the   passer…by;   and   he   would   step   more   boldly;   and   bustle   aloud
  among the contents of the shop; and imitate; with elaborate bravado; the
  movements of a busy man at ease in his own house。
  But   he   was   now   so   pulled   about   by   different   alarms   that;   while   one
  portion of  his   mind   was   still   alert and   cunning;  another  trembled   on the
  brink of lunacy。 One hallucination in particular took a strong hold on his
  credulity。 The   neighbour   hearkening   with   white   face beside   his   window;
  the passer…by arrested by a horrible surmise on the pavementthese could
  at   worst    suspect;    they   could    not   know;    through     the   brick   walls    and
  shuttered windows only sounds could penetrate。 But here; within the house;
  was   he   alone?   He   knew   he   was;   he   had   watched   the   servant   set   forth
  sweet…hearting; in her poor best; 〃out for the day〃 written in every ribbon
  and   smile。  Yes;   he   was   alone;   of   course;   and   yet;   in   the   bulk   of   empty
  house above him; he could surely hear a stir of delicate footing; he was
  surely conscious; inexplicably conscious of some presence。 Ay; surely; to
  every room and corner of the house his imagination followed it; and now
  it was a faceless thing; and yet had eyes to see with; and again it was a
  shadow   of   himself;   and   yet   again   behold   the   image   of   the   dead   dealer;
  reinspired with cunning and hatred。
  At times; with a strong effort; he would glance at the open door which
  still seemed to repel his eyes。 The house was tall; the skylight small and
  dirty; the day blind with fog; and the light that filtered down to the ground
  story   was   exceedingly   faint;   and   showed   dimly   on   the   threshold   of   the
  shop。   And   yet;   in   that   strip   of   doubtful   brightness;   did   there   not   hang
  wavering a shadow?
  Suddenly;   from   the   street   outside;   a   very   jovial   gentleman   began   to
  beat with a staff   on the shop door;   accompanying his blows with   shouts
  and   railleries   in   which   the   dealer   was   continually   called   upon   by   name。
  Markheim; smitten into ice; glanced at the dead man。 But no! he lay quite
  still; he was fled away far beyond earshot of these blows and shoutings; he
  was sunk beneath seas of silence; and his name; which would once have
  caught   his   notice   above   the   howling   of   a   storm;   had   become   an   empty
  sound。 And presently the jovial gentleman desisted from his knocking and
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  departed。
  Here was a broad hint to hurry what remained to be done; to get forth
  from     this  accusing    neighbourhood;        to  plunge    into  a  bath   of   London
  multitudes; and to reach; on the other side of day; that haven of safety and
  apparent      innocencehis     bed。    One    visitor  had    come;    at  any   moment
  another might follow and be more obstinate。 To have done the deed; and
  yet not to reap the profit; would be too abhorrent a failure。 The money
  that was now Markheim's concern; and as a means to that; the keys。
  He glanced over his shoulder at the open door; where the shadow was
  still   lingering   and   shivering;   and   with   no   conscious   repugnance   of   the