第 21 节
作者:疯狂热线      更新:2021-02-21 14:15      字数:9322
  neck; and all those who speak of him say that he is right fair
  and valiant。 The king loves him and honours him more than any of
  all his nephews。
  Cliges stays with the king until the beginning of summer; by that
  time he has been over all Britain and over France and over
  Normandy; and has wrought many a knightly deed; so that he has
  well proved himself。 But the love with which he is wounded grows
  neither lighter nor easier。 The wish of his heart keeps him ever
  constant to one thought: he remembers Fenice who far from him is
  torturing her heart。 A longing seizes him to return home; for too
  long has he abstained from seeing the lady more yearned for than
  any lady; that ever heard of man has yearned for。 And he will not
  abstain longer from her。 He prepares for the journey to Greece;
  he has taken leave and returns。 Much; I ween; did it grieve my
  lord Gawain and the king when they can no longer keep him。 But he
  longs to reach her whom he loves and desires; and he hastens o'er
  sea and land; and the way seems very long to him; so eagerly does
  he yearn to see her who takes away and purloins his heart from
  him。 But she yields him a fair return; and well does she pay and
  compensate him for the toll she has extorted from him; for she in
  her turn gives her own heart in payment to him; whom she loves no
  less。 But he is not a whit certain about it; never had he pledge
  or promise in the matter; and he grieves cruelly。 And she also
  laments; for her love of him is tormenting and killing her; and
  nothing can give pleasure or joy in her eyes since that hour when
  she ceased to see him。 She does not even know if he is alive;
  whereof great sorrow strikes her to the heart。 But Cliges gets
  nearer each day; and in his journey he has had good luck; for he
  has had a fair wind and calm weather; and has anchored with joy
  and delight before Constantinople。 The news reached the city; it
  was welcome to the emperor and a hundred times more welcome to
  the empress。 If anyone doubt this it will be to his own sorrow。
  Cliges and his company have repaired to Greece; straight to the
  port of Constantinople。 All the most powerful and noble come to
  the port to meet him。 And when the emperor who had advanced in
  front of all meets him; and the empress who walks by his side;
  the emperor; before all; runs to fall on his neck and to greet
  him。 And when Fenice greets him; the one changes colour because
  of the other; and the marvel is how when they come close to each
  other they keep from embracing and kissing each other with such
  kisses as please Love。 But folly would it have been and madness。
  The folk run up in all directions and delight to see him。 They
  all lead him through the midst of the town; some on foot and some
  on horseback; as far as the imperial palace。 Of the joy that
  there was made will never word here be told; nor of the honour;
  nor of the homage; but each has striven to do whatever he thinks
  and believes will please Cliges and be welcome to him。 And his
  uncle yields to him all that he has save the crown。 He is right
  willing that Cliges take at his pleasure whatsoever he shall wish
  to obtain from him; be it land or treasure; but Cliges makes no
  account of silver or of gold; since he dare not disclose his
  thought to her for whom he loses his rest; and yet he has leisure
  and opportunity for telling her if only he were not afraid of
  being refused; for every day he can see her and sit alone by her
  side without anyone gainsaying or forbidding; for nobody imagines
  or thinks evil of it。
  A space of time after he had returned; one day he came unattended
  into the room of her who was not forsooth his enemy; and be well
  assured that the door was not shut against the meeting。 He was
  close by her side and all the rest had gone away; so that no one
  was sitting near them who could hear their words。 Fenice first of
  all questioned him about Britain。 She asks him concerning the
  disposition and courtesy of my lord Gawain; and at last she
  ventures to speak of what she dreaded。 She asked him if he loved
  dame or maiden in that land。 To this Cliges was not unwilling or
  slow to reply。 Quickly was he able to explain all to her; as soon
  as she challenged him on the point。 〃Lady;〃 quoth he; 〃I was in
  love while yonder; but I loved none who was of yonder land。 In
  Britain my body was without a heart like bark without timber。
  When I left Germany; I knew not what became of my heart; save
  that it went away hither after you。 Here was my heart and there
  my body。 I was not absent from Greece; for my heart had gone
  thither; and to reclaim it have I come back here; but it neither
  comes nor returns to me; and I cannot bring it back to me; and
  yet I seek it not and cannot do so。 And how have you fared since
  you have come into this land? What joy have you had here? Do the
  people; does the land please you? I ought to ask you nothing
  further save thiswhether the land please you。〃 〃Formerly it
  pleased me not; but now there dawns for me a joy and a pleasure
  that I would not lose; be assured; for Pavia or for Placentia;
  for I cannot dissever my heart from it; nor shall I ever use
  force to do so。 In me is there nought save the bark; for without
  my heart I live and have my being。 Never was I in Britain; and
  yet my heart has made I know not what contract in Britain without
  me。〃 〃Lady; when was your heart there? Tell me when it went; at
  what time and at what season; if it is a matter that you can
  reasonably tell me or another。 Was it there when I was there?〃
  〃Yes; but you knew it not。 It was there as long as you were there
  and departed with you。〃 〃God! and I neither knew nor saw it
  there。 God! why did I know it not? If I had known it; certainly;
  lady; I would have borne it good company。〃 〃Much would you have
  comforted me and well would it have become you to do so; for I
  would have been very gracious to your heart; if it had pleased it
  to come there where it might have known me to be。〃 〃Of a surety;
  lady; it came to you。〃 〃To me? Then it came not into exile; for
  mine also went to you。〃 〃Lady; then are both our hearts here with
  us as you say; for mine is wholly yours。〃 〃Friend; and you on
  your side have mine; and so we are well matched。 And know well
  that; so may God guard me; never had your uncle share in me; for
  neither did it please me nor was it permitted to him。 Never yet
  did he know me as Adam knew his wife。 Wrongly am I called dame;
  but I know well that he who calls me dame knows not that I am a
  maid。 Even your uncle knows it not; for he has drunk of the
  sleeping draught and thinks he is awake when he sleeps; and he
  deems that he has his joy of me; just as he fain would have it;
  and just as though I were lying between his arms; but well have I
  shut him out。 Yours is my heart; yours is my body; nor indeed
  will any one by my example learn to act vilely; for when my heart
  set itself on you; it gave and promised you my body; so that
  nobody else shall have a share in it。 Love for you so wounded me
  that never did I think to recover any more than the sea can dry
  up。 If I love you and you love me; never shall you be called
  Tristram; and never shall I be Iseult; for then the love would
  not be honourable。 But I make you a vow that never shall you have
  other solace of me than you now have; if you cannot bethink
  yourself how I may be stolen from your uncle and from his bed; so
  that he may never find me again; or be able to blame either you
  or me or have anything he may lay hold of herein。 To…night must
  you bend your attention to the matter and to…morrow you will be
  able to tell me the best device that you will have thought of;
  and I also will ponder on the matter。 To…morrow; when I shall
  have risen; come early to speak to me; and each will say his
  thought; and we will carry out that which we shall consider
  best。〃
  When Cliges heard her wish; he has granted her all; and says that
  it shall be right well done。 He leaves her blithe; and blithe he
  goes away; and each lies awake in bed all night and they think
  with great delight over what seems best to them。 The morrow they
  come again together; as soon as they were risen; and they took
  counsel in private; as there was need for them to do。 First
  Cliges says and recounts what he had thought of in the night。
  〃Lady;〃 quoth he; 〃I think and believe that we could not do
  better than go away to Britain: thither have I devised to take
  you away。 Now take heed that the matter fall not through on your
  side。 For never was Helen received at Troy with such great joy;
  when Paris had brought her thither; that there will not be yet
  greater joy felt throughout the whole land of the king; my uncle;
  anent you and me。 And if this please you not well; tell me your
  thought; for I am ready; whatever come of it; to cleave to your
  thought。〃 She replies: 〃And I shall speak it。 Never will I go
  with you thus; for then; when we had gone away; we should be
  spoken of throughout the world as the blonde Iseult and Tristram
  are spoken of; but here and there all women and men would blame
  our happiness。 No one would believe or could be expected to
  believe the actual truth of the matter。 Who would believe then as
  regards your uncle that I have gone off and escaped from him
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