第 5 节
作者:悟来悟去      更新:2021-02-21 14:00      字数:9322
  thoughtful manhooda medical missionary who had given up
  a brilliant career in science to take the charge of a hospital in
  darkest Africaa beautiful woman with silver hair who had
  resigned her dreams of love and marriage to care for an invalid
  father;
  and after his death had made her life a long; steady search for
  ways of
  doing kindnesses to othersa poet who had walked among the
  crowded
  tenements of the great city; bringing cheer and comfort not only
  by
  his songs; but by his wise and patient works of practical aida
  paralyzed
  woman who had lain for thirty years upon her bed; helpless but
  not hopeless; succeeding by a miracle of courage in her single
  aim;
  never to complain; but always to impart a bit of joy and peace to
  every one who came near her。  All these; and other persons like
  them;
  people of little consideration in the world; but now seemingly
  all full of
  great contentment and an inward gladness that made their steps
  light;
  were in the company that passed along the road; talking together
  of
  things past and things to come; and singing now and then with
  clear voices from which the veil of age and sorrow was lifted。
  John Weightman joined in some of the songswhich were familiar
  to him
  from their use in the churchat first with a touch of
  hesitation;
  and then more confidently。  For as they went on his sense of
  strangeness and fear at his new experience diminished; and his
  thoughts
  began to take on their habitual assurance and complacency。  Were
  not these
  people going to the Celestial City?  And was not he in his right
  place
  among them?  He had always looked forward to this journey。
  If they were sure; each one; of finding a mansion there; could
  not he be
  far more sure?  His life had been more fruitful than theirs。
  He had been a leader; a founder of new enterprises; a pillar of
  Church and State; a prince of the House of Israel。  Ten talents
  had been
  given him; and he had made them twenty。  His reward would be
  proportionate。
  He was glad that his companions were going to find fit dwellings
  prepared for them; but he thought also with a certain pleasure of
  the surprise that some of them would feel when they saw
  his appointed mansion。
  So they came to the summit of the moorland and looked over into
  the world beyond。  It was a vast; green plain; softly rounded
  like
  a shallow vase; and circled with hills of amethyst。  A broad;
  shining river flowed through it; and many silver threads of water
  were woven across the green; and there were borders of tall trees
  on the banks of the river; and orchards full of roses abloom
  along
  the little streams; and in the midst of all stood the city;
  white and wonderful and radiant。
  When the travelers saw it they were filled with awe and joy。
  They passed over the little streams and among the orchards
  quickly and silently; as if they feared to speak lest the city
  should vanish。
  The wall of the city was very low; a child could see over it;
  for it was made only of precious stones; which are never large。
  The gate of the city was not like a gate a all; for it was not
  barred with iron or wood; but only a single pearl; softly
  gleaming;
  marked the place where the wall ended and the entrance lay open。
  A person stood there whose face was bright and grave; and whose
  robe
  was like the flower of the lily; not a woven fabric; but a living
  texture。
  〃Come in;〃 he said to the company of travelers; 〃you are at
  your journey's end; and your mansions are ready for you。〃
  John Weightman hesitated; for he was troubled by a doubt。
  Suppose that he was not really; like his companions; at his
  journey's end;
  but only transported for a little while out of the regular course
  of
  his life into this mysterious experience?  Suppose that; after
  all;
  he had not really passed through the door of death; like these
  others;
  but only through the door of dreams; and was walking in a vision;
  a living man among the blessed dead。  Would it be right for him
  to go
  with them into the heavenly city?  Would it not be a deception;
  a desecration; a deep and unforgivable offense?  The strange;
  confusing question had no reason in it; as he very well knew;
  for if he was dreaming; then it was all a dream; but if his
  companions
  were real; then he also was with them in reality; and if they had
  died
  then he must have died too。  Yet he could not rid his mind of
  the sense that there was a difference between them and him;
  and it made him afraid to go on。  But; as he paused and turned;
  the Keeper of the Gate looked straight and deep into his eyes;
  and beckoned to him。  Then he knew that it was not only right but
  necessary that he should enter。
  They passed from street to street among fair and spacious
  dwellings;
  set in amaranthine gardens; and adorned with an infinitely varied
  beauty of
  divine simplicity。  The mansions differed in size; in shape; in
  charm:
  each one seemed to have its own personal look of loveliness;
  yet all were alike in fitness to their place; in harmony with one
  another;
  in the addition which each made to the singular and tranquil
  splendor of
  the city。
  As the little company came; one by one; to the mansions which
  were
  prepared for them; and their Guide beckoned to the happy
  inhabitant
  to enter in and take possession; there was a soft murmur of joy;
  half wonder and half recognition; as if the new and immortal
  dwelling
  were crowned with the beauty of surprise; lovelier and nobler
  than
  all the dreams of it had been; and yet also as if it were touched
  with
  the beauty of the familiar; the remembered; the long…loved。
  One after another the travelers were led to their own mansions;
  and went in gladly; and from within; through the open doorways
  came sweet voices of welcome; and low laughter; and song。
  At last there was no one left with the Guide but the two old
  friends;
  Doctor McLean and John Weightman。  They were standing in front of
  one of the largest and fairest of the houses; whose garden glowed
  softly
  with radiant flowers。  The Guide laid his hand upon the doctor's
  shoulder。
  〃This is for you;〃 he said。  〃Go in; there is no more pain here;
  no more death; nor sorrow; nor tears; for your old enemies are
  all conquered。  But all the good that you have done for others;
  all the help that you have given; all the comfort that you have
  brought;
  all the strength and love that you have bestowed upon the
  suffering;
  are here; for we have built them all into this mansion for you。〃
  The good man's face was lighted with a still joy。  He clasped his
  old friend's hand closely; and whispered: 〃How wonderful it is!
  Go on; you will come to your mansion next; it is not far away;
  and we shall see each other again soon; very soon。〃
  So he went through the garden; and into the music within。
  The Keeper of the Gate turned to John Weightman with level;
  quiet;
  searching eyes。  Then he asked; gravely:
  〃Where do you wish me to lead you now?〃
  〃To see my own mansion;〃 answered the man; with half…concealed
  excitement。
  〃Is there not one here for me?  You may not let me enter it yet;
  perhaps;
  for I must confess to you that I am only〃
  〃I know;〃 said the Keeper of the Gate〃I know it all。
  You are John Weightman。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said the man; more firmly than he had spoken at first;
  for it gratified him that his name was known。  〃Yes; I am John
  Weightman;
  Senior Warden of St。 Petronius' Church。  I wish very much to see
  my mansion here; if only for a moment。  I believe that you have
  one for me。
  Will you take me to it?〃
  The Keeper of the Gate drew a little book from the breast of his
  robe
  and turned over the pages。
  〃Certainly;〃 he said; with a curious look at the man; 〃your name
  is here;
  and you shall see your mansion if you will follow me。〃
  It seemed as if they must have walked miles and miles; through
  the
  vast city; passing street after street of houses larger and
  smaller;
  of gardens richer and poorer; but all full of beauty and delight。
  They came into a kind of suburb; where there were many small
  cottages;
  with plots of flowers; very lowly; but bright and fragrant。
  Finally they reached an open field; bare and lonely…looking。
  There were two or three little bushes in it; without flowers;
  and the grass was sparse and thin。  In the center of the field
  was a tiny hut; hardly big enough for a shepherd's shelter。
  It looked as if it had been built of discarded things; scraps and
  fragments of other buildings; put together with care and pains;
  by some one who had tried to make the most of cast…off material。
  There was something pitiful and shamefaced about the hut。
  It shrank and drooped and faded in its barren field; and seemed
  to
  cling only by suffer