第 17 节
作者:卡车      更新:2021-02-21 10:46      字数:9322
  held the tangible memories of his past life。  If he was still under
  the influence of his reflections; it was with very different
  sensations that he now regarded them。  Was it possible that these
  ashes might be warmed again; and these scattered embers rekindled?
  His practical sense said No! whatever his wish might have been。  A
  sudden chill came over him; he began to realize the terrible change
  that was probable; more by the impossibility of his accepting the
  old order of things than by his voluntarily abandoning the new。
  His wife and children would never submit。  They would go away from
  this place; far away; where no reminiscence of either former wealth
  or former poverty could obtrude itself upon them。  Mamiehis
  Mamieshould never go back to the cabin; since desecrated by
  Slinn's daughters; and take their places。  No!  Why should she?
  because of the half…sick; half…crazy dreams of an old vindictive
  man?
  He stopped suddenly。  In moodily turning over a heap of mining
  clothing; blankets; and india…rubber boots; he had come upon an old
  pickaxethe one he had found in the shaft; the one he had
  carefully preserved for a year; and then forgotten!  Why had he not
  remembered it before?  He was frightened; not only at this sudden
  resurrection of the proof he was seeking; but at his own fateful
  forgetfulness。  Why had he never thought of this when Slinn was
  speaking?  A sense of shame; as if he had voluntarily withheld it
  from the wronged man; swept over him。  He was turning away; when he
  was again startled。
  This time it was by a voice from belowa voice calling him
  Slinn's voice。  How had the crippled man got here so soon; and what
  did he want?  He hurriedly laid aside the pick; which; in his first
  impulse; he had taken to the door of the loft with him; and
  descended the stairs。  The old man was standing at the door of his
  office awaiting him。
  As Mulrady approached; he trembled violently; and clung to the
  doorpost for support。
  〃I had to come over; Mulrady;〃 he said; in a choked voice; 〃I could
  stand it there no longer。  I've come to beg you to forget all that
  I have said; to drive all thought of what passed between us last
  night out of your head and mine forever!  I've come to ask you to
  swear with me that neither of us will ever speak of this again
  forever。  It is not worth the happiness I have had in your
  friendship for the last half…year; it is not worth the agony I have
  suffered in its loss in the last half…hour。〃
  Mulrady grasped his outstretched hand。  〃P'raps;〃 he said; gravely;
  〃there mayn't be any use for another word; if you can answer one
  now。  Come with me。  No matter;〃 he added; as Slinn moved with
  difficulty; 〃I will help you。〃
  He half supported; half lifted the paralyzed man up the three
  flights of stairs; and opened the door of the loft。  The pick was
  leaning against the wall; where he had left it。  〃Look around; and
  see if you recognize anything。〃
  The old man's eyes fell upon the implement in a half…frightened
  way; and then lifted themselves interrogatively to Mulrady's face。
  〃Do you know that pick?〃
  Slinn raised it in his trembling hands。  〃I think I do; and yet〃
  〃Slinn! is it yours?〃
  〃No;〃 he said hurriedly。
  〃Then what makes you think you know it?〃
  〃It has a short handle like one I've seen。〃
  〃And is isn't yours?〃
  〃No。  The handle of mine was broken and spliced。  I was too poor to
  buy a new one。〃
  〃Then you say that this pick which I found in my shaft is not
  yours?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Slinn!〃
  The old man passed his hand across his forehead; looked at Mulrady;
  and dropped his eyes。  〃It is not mine;〃 he said simply。
  〃That will do;〃 said Mulrady; gravely。
  〃And you will not speak of this again?〃 said the old man; timidly。
  〃I promise younot until I have some more evidence。〃
  He kept his word; but not before he had extorted from Slinn as full
  a description of Masters as his imperfect memory and still more
  imperfect knowledge of his former neighbor could furnish。  He
  placed this; with a large sum of money and the promise of a still
  larger reward; in the hands of a trustworthy agent。  When this was
  done he resumed his old relations with Slinn; with the exception
  that the domestic letters of Mrs。 Mulrady and Mamie were no longer
  a subject of comment; and their bills no longer passed through his
  private secretary's hands。
  Three months passed; the rainy season had ceased; the hillsides
  around Mulrady's shaft were bridal…like with flowers; indeed; there
  were rumors of an approaching fashionable marriage in the air; and
  vague hints in the 〃Record〃 that the presence of a distinguished
  capitalist might soon be required abroad。  The face of that
  distinguished man did not; however; reflect the gayety of nature
  nor the anticipation of happiness; on the contrary; for the past
  few weeks; he had appeared disturbed and anxious; and that rude
  tranquillity which had characterized him was wanting。  People shook
  their heads; a few suggested speculations; all agreed on
  extravagance。
  One morning; after office hours; Slinn; who had been watching the
  careworn face of his employer; suddenly rose and limped to his
  side。
  〃We promised each other;〃 he said; in a voice trembling with
  emotion; 〃never to allude to our talk of Christmas Eve again unless
  we had other proofs of what I told you then。  We have none; I don't
  believe we'll ever have any more。  I don't care if we ever do; and
  I break that promise now because I cannot bear to see you unhappy
  and know that this is the cause。〃
  Mulrady made a motion of deprecation; but the old man continued
  〃You are unhappy; Alvin Mulrady。  You are unhappy because you want
  to give your daughter a dowry of two hundred and fifty thousand
  dollars; and you will not use the fortune that you think may be
  mine。〃
  〃Who's been talking about a dowry?〃 asked Mulrady; with an angry
  flush。
  〃Don Caesar Alvarado told my daughter。〃
  〃Then that is why he has thrown off on me since he returned;〃 said
  Mulrady; with sudden small malevolence; 〃just that he might unload
  his gossip because Mamie wouldn't have him。  The old woman was
  right in warnin' me agin him。〃
  The outburst was so unlike him; and so dwarfed his large though
  common nature with its littleness; that it was easy to detect its
  feminine origin; although it filled Slinn with vague alarm。
  〃Never mind him;〃 said the old man; hastily; 〃what I wanted to say
  now is that I abandon everything to you and yours。  There are no
  proofs; there never will be any more than what we know; than what
  we have tested and found wanting。  I swear to you that; except to
  show you that I have not lied and am not crazy; I would destroy
  them on their way to your hands。  Keep the money; and spend it as
  you will。  Make your daughter happy; and; through her; yourself。
  You have made me happy through your liberality; don't make me
  suffer through your privation。〃
  〃I tell you what; old man;〃 said Mulrady; rising to his feet; with
  an awkward mingling of frankness and shame in his manner and
  accent; 〃I should like to pay that money for Mamie; and let her be
  a princess; if it would make her happy。  I should like to shut the
  lantern jaws of that Don Caesar; who'd be too glad if anything
  happened to break off Mamie's match。  But I shouldn't touch that
  capitalunless you'd lend it to me。  If you'll take a note from
  me; payable if the property ever becomes yours; I'd thank you。  A
  mortgage on the old house and garden; and the lands I bought of Don
  Caesar; outside the mine; will screen you。〃
  〃If that pleases you;〃 said the old man; with a smile; 〃have your
  way; and if I tear up the note; it does not concern you。〃
  It did please the distinguished capitalist of Rough…and…Ready; for
  the next few days his face wore a brightened expression; and he
  seemed to have recovered his old tranquillity。  There was; in fact;
  a slight touch of consequence in his manner; the first ostentation
  he had ever indulged in; when he was informed one morning at his
  private office that Don Caesar Alvarado was in the counting…house;
  desiring a few moments' conference。  〃Tell him to come in;〃 said
  Mulrady; shortly。  The door opened upon Don Caesarerect; sallow;
  and grave。  Mulrady had not seen him since his return from Europe;
  and even his inexperienced eyes were struck with the undeniable
  ease and grace with which the young Spanish…American had
  assimilated the style and fashion of an older civilization。  It
  seemed rather as if he had returned to a familiar condition than
  adopted a new one。
  〃Take a cheer;〃 said Mulrady。
  The young man looked at Slinn with quietly persistent significance。
  〃You can talk all the same;〃 said Mulrady; accepting the
  significance。  〃He's my private secretary。〃
  〃It seems that for that reason we might choose another moment for
  our conversation;〃 returned Don Caesar; haughtily。  〃Do I
  understand you cannot see me now?〃
  Mulrady hesitated; he had always revered and recognized a certain
  social superiority in Don Ramon Alvarado; somehow his sona young
  man of half his age; and once a possible son…in…lawappeared to
  claim that recognition also。  He rose; without a word; and preceded
  Don Caesar up…stairs into the drawing…room。  Th