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作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9305
  The men; staring intently; began to wait for some of the distant walls of
  smoke   to   move   and   dis…   close   to   them   the   scene。   Since   much   of   their
  strength and their breath had vanished; they re… turned to caution。                     They
  were become men again。
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  The youth had a vague belief that he had run miles; and he thought; in
  a way; that he was now in some new and unknown land。
  The moment the regiment ceased its advance the protesting splutter of
  musketry   became   a   steadied   roar。      Long   and   accurate   fringes   of   smoke
  spread out。      From the top of a small hill came level belchings of yellow
  flame that caused an inhuman whistling in the air。
  The    men;    halted;   had   opportunity      to  see   some    of  their   comrades
  dropping with moans and shrieks。              A few lay under foot; still or wailing。
  And now for an instant the men stood; their rifles slack in their hands; and
  watched the regiment dwindle。             They appeared dazed and stupid。               This
  spectacle seemed to paralyze them; overcome them with a fatal fascination。
  They   stared   wood…   enly   at   the   sights;   and;   lowering   their   eyes;   looked
  from face to face。       It was a strange pause; and a strange silence。
  Then; above the sounds of the outside commo… tion; arose the roar of
  the lieutenant。      He strode suddenly forth; his infantile features black with
  rage。
  〃Come on; yeh fools!〃 he bellowed。              〃Come on!       Yeh can't stay here。
  Yeh   must   come   on。〃   He   said   more;   but   much   of   it   could   not   be   under…
  stood。
  He   started    rapidly   forward;    with    his   head  turned    toward    the   men。
  〃Come on;〃 he was shouting。             The men stared with blank and yokel… like
  eyes at him。      He was obliged to halt and retrace his steps。             He stood then
  with his back to the enemy and delivered gigantic curses into the faces of
  the    men。      His    body     vibrated    from     the   weight    and    force    of   his
  imprecations。       And   he   could   string   oaths   with   the   facility   of   a   maiden
  who strings beads。
  The   friend   of   the   youth   aroused。     Lurching   suddenly   forward   and
  dropping   to   his   knees;   he   fired   an   angry   shot   at   the   persistent   woods。
  This    action    awakened      the   men。    They     huddled     no   more    like   sheep。
  They   seemed   suddenly   to   be…   think   them   of   their   weapons;   and   at   once
  com…   menced   firing。       Belabored   by   their   officers;   they   began   to   move
  forward。      The regiment; involved like a cart involved in mud and muddle;
  started unevenly with many jolts and jerks。               The men stopped now every
  few paces to fire and load; and in this manner moved slowly on from trees
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  to trees。
  The flaming opposition in their front grew with their advance until it
  seemed that all for… ward ways were barred by the thin leaping tongues;
  and off to the right an ominous demon… stration could sometimes be dimly
  discerned。 The smoke lately generated was in confusing clouds that made
  it difficult   for   the   regiment   to   proceed   with   intelligence。  As   he   passed
  through each curling mass the youth wondered what would confront him
  on the farther side。
  The command went painfully forward until an open space interposed
  between them and the lurid lines。           Here; crouching and cowering be… hind
  some trees; the   men   clung   with desperation;  as   if threatened by  a   wave。
  They looked wild… eyed; and as if amazed at this furious disturbance they
  had    stirred。   In    the  storm    there   was   an   ironical   expression     of  their
  importance。       The faces of the men; too; showed a lack of a certain feeling
  of responsibility for being there。          It was as if they had been driven。            It
  was the dominant animal failing to remember in the supreme mo… ments
  the   forceful    causes   of  various    superficial   qualities。    The    whole    affair
  seemed incompre… hensible to many of them。
  As they halted thus the lieutenant again be… gan to bellow profanely。
  Regardless of the vin… dictive threats of the bullets; he went about coaxing;
  berating;   and   bedamning。       His   lips;   that   were   habitually   in   a   soft   and
  childlike curve; were now writhed into unholy contortions。                  He swore by
  all possible deities。
  Once he grabbed the youth by the arm。 〃Come on; yeh lunkhead!〃 he
  roared。     〃Come on!       We'll all git killed if we stay here。         We've on'y got
  t' go across that lot。     An' then〃the remainder of his idea disappeared in a
  blue haze of curses。
  The   youth   stretched   forth   his   arm。  〃Cross   there?〃      His   mouth   was
  puckered in doubt and awe。
  〃Certainly。     Jest   'cross   th'   lot! We   can't   stay   here;〃   screamed   the
  lieutenant。     He   poked   his   face   close   to   the   youth   and   waved   his   ban…
  daged hand。       〃Come on!〃        Presently he grap… pled with him as if for a
  wrestling bout。       It was as if he planned to drag the youth by the ear on to
  the assault。
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  The private felt a sudden unspeakable indig… nation against his officer。
  He wrenched fiercely and shook him off。
  〃Come on herself; then;〃 he yelled。             There was a bitter challenge in
  his voice。
  They     galloped     together    down     the   regimental     front。    The    friend
  scrambled after them。         In front of the colors the three men began to bawl:
  〃Come on! come on!〃           They danced and gy… rated like tortured savages。
  The   flag;   obedient   to   these   appeals;   bended   its   glittering   form   and
  swept toward them。          The men wavered in indecision for a moment; and
  then with a long; wailful cry the dilapidated regiment surged forward and
  began its new journey。
  Over   the   field   went   the   scurrying   mass。    It   was   a   handful   of   men
  splattered into the faces of the enemy。           Toward it instantly sprang the yel…
  low    tongues。     A   vast   quantity    of  blue   smoke     hung    before    them。    A
  mighty banging made ears valueless。
  The youth ran like a madman to reach the woods before a bullet could
  discover   him。      He   ducked   his   head   low;   like   a   football   player。 In   his
  haste   his   eyes   almost   closed;   and   the   scene   was   a   wild   blur。 Pulsating
  saliva stood at the corners of his mouth。
  Within     him;    as  he   hurled    himself    forward;     was   born    a  love;   a
  despairing fondness for this flag which was near him。                   It was a creation
  of beauty and invulnerability。           It was a goddess; radiant; that bended its
  form with an imperious gesture to him。               It was a woman; red and white;
  hating and loving; that called him with the voice of his hopes。                   Because
  no harm could come to it he en… dowed it with power。                  He kept near; as if
  it could be a saver of lives; and an imploring cry went from his mind。
  In   the   mad   scramble   he   was   aware   that   the   color   sergeant   flinched
  suddenly;     as   if  struck  by   a  bludgeon。     He     faltered;  and    then  became
  motion… less; save for his quivering knees。
  He   made   a   spring   and   a   clutch   at   the   pole。 At   the   same   instant   his
  friend grabbed it from the other side。           They jerked at it; stout and furious;
  but the color sergeant was dead; and the corpse would not relinquish its
  trust。    For    a  moment      there   was   a   grim   encounter。      The    dead    man;
  swinging      with    bended    back;    seemed     to  be   obsti…   nately   tugging;    in
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  ludicrous and awful ways; for the possession of the flag。
  It was past in an instant of time。         They wrenched the flag furiously
  from the dead man; and; as they turned again; the corpse swayed for… ward
  with bowed head。        One   arm swung high;  and the curved   hand fell  with
  heavy protest on the friend's unheeding shoulder。
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