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作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  gods and doomed to greatness?
  He remembered how some of the men had run from the battle。                      As he
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  recalled   their   terror…   struck   faces   he   felt   a   scorn   for   them。 They   had
  surely   been     more    fleet  and   more    wild   than   was   absolutely   necessary。
  They were weak mortals。 As for himself; he had fled with discretion and
  dignity。
  He was aroused from this reverie by his friend; who; having hitched
  about nervously and blinked at the trees for a time; suddenly coughed in
  an introductory way; and spoke。
  〃Fleming!〃
  〃What?〃
  The   friend   put   his   hand   up   to   his   mouth   and   coughed   again。    He
  fidgeted in his jacket。
  〃Well;〃   he   gulped;   at   last;   〃I   guess   yeh   might   as   well   give   me   back
  them   letters。〃    Dark;   prick…   ling   blood   had   flushed   into   his   cheeks   and
  brow。
  〃All right; Wilson;〃 said the youth。            He loosened two buttons of his
  coat; thrust in his hand; and brought forth the packet。              As he ex… tended it
  to his friend the latter's face was turned from him。
  He had been slow in the act of producing the packet because during it
  he   had   been   trying   to   invent   a   remarkable   comment   upon   the   affair。   He
  could conjure nothing of sufficient point。            He was compelled to allow his
  friend to escape unmolested with his packet。                And for this he took unto
  himself considerable credit。         It was a generous thing。
  His    friend    at  his   side   seemed      suffering    great   shame。      As     he
  contemplated   him;   the   youth   felt   his   heart   grow   more   strong   and   stout。
  He had never been compelled to blush in such manner for his acts; he was
  an individual of extraordi… nary virtues。
  He   reflected;   with   condescending   pity:   〃Too   bad!        Too   bad!     The
  poor devil; it makes him feel tough!〃
  After this incident; and as he reviewed the battle pictures he had seen;
  he felt quite com… petent to return home and make the hearts of the people
  glow with stories of war。          He could see himself in a room of warm tints
  telling    tales   to   listeners。     He    could     exhibit    laurels。    They      were
  insignificant; still; in a district where laurels were infrequent; they might
  shine。
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  He   saw   his   gaping   audience   picturing   him   as   the   central   figure   in
  blazing scenes。       And he imagined the consternation and the ejaculations
  of his mother and the young lady at the seminary as they drank his recitals。
  Their vague feminine formula for beloved ones doing brave deeds on the
  field of battle without risk of life would be destroyed。
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  CHAPTER XVI。
  A  SPUTTERING   of   musketry   was   always   to   be   heard。          Later;   the
  cannon had entered the dis… pute。           In the fog…filled air their voices made a
  thudding sound。        The reverberations were con… tinued。             This part of the
  world led a strange; battleful existence。
  The youth's regiment was marched to relieve a command that had lain
  long in some damp trenches。            The men took positions behind a curv… ing
  line of rifle pits that had been turned up; like a large furrow; along the line
  of woods。      Before them was a level stretch; peopled with short; deformed
  stumps。       From      the   woods     beyond     came    the   dull   popping     of   the
  skirmishers and pickets; firing in the fog。           From the right came the noise
  of a terrific fracas。
  The   men   cuddled   behind   the   small   embank…   ment   and   sat   in   easy
  attitudes   awaiting   their  turn。    Many  had   their   backs to   the  firing。     The
  youth's friend lay down; buried his face in his
  154 arms; and almost instantly; it seemed; he was in a deep sleep。
  The youth leaned his breast against the brown dirt and peered over at
  the woods and up and down the line。             Curtains of trees interfered with his
  ways   of   vision。    He   could   see   the   low   line   of   trenches   but   for   a   short
  distance。     A few idle flags were perched on the dirt hills。              Behind them
  were rows of dark bodies with a few heads sticking curiously over the top。
  Always the noise of skirmishers came from the woods on the front and
  left; and the din on the right had grown to frightful proportions。 The guns
  were   roaring   without   an   instant's   pause   for   breath。   It   seemed   that   the
  cannon      had   come    from    all  parts  and   were    engaged     in  a  stupendous
  wrangle。      It became impossible to make a sen… tence heard。
  The   youth   wished   to   launch   a   jokea   quota…   tion   from   newspapers。
  He desired to say; 〃All quiet on the Rappahannock;〃 but the guns refused
  to   permit    even   a  comment       upon   their   uproar。   He   never    successfully
  concluded the sentence。 But at last the guns stopped; and among the men
  in the rifle pits rumors again flew; like birds; but they were now for the
  most   part   black   creatures   who   flapped   their   wings   drearily   near   to   the
  ground and refused to rise on any wings of hope。                 The men's faces grew
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  doleful     from    the   interpreting     of   omens。      Tales     of   hesitation    and
  uncertainty on the part of those high in place and responsibility came to
  their   ears。   Stories   of   disaster   were   borne   into   their   minds   with   many
  proofs。     This din of musketry on the right; grow… ing like a released genie
  of sound; expressed and emphasized the army's plight。
  The men were disheartened and began to mutter。                 They made gestures
  expressive of the sentence:   〃Ah; what   more   can   we do?〃              And it   could
  always be seen that they were bewildered by the alleged news and could
  not fully compre… hend a defeat。
  Before the gray mists had been totally ob… literated by the sun rays; the
  regiment   was   march…   ing   in   a   spread   column   that   was   retiring   carefully
  through the   woods。        The disordered;  hurrying   lines of   the   enemy  could
  sometimes be seen down through the groves and little fields。                   They were
  yelling; shrill and exultant。
  At   this  sight   the  youth    forgot   many   personal     matters    and   became
  greatly   enraged。      He   ex…   ploded   in   loud   sentences。     〃B'jiminey;   we're
  generaled by a lot 'a lunkheads。〃
  〃More than one feller has said that t'…day;〃 observed a man。
  His friend; recently aroused; was still very drowsy。             He looked behind
  him until his mind took in the meaning of the movement。                  Then he sighed。
  〃Oh; well; I s'pose we got licked;〃 he remarked sadly。
  The   youth   had   a   thought   that   it   would   not   be   handsome   for   him   to
  freely condemn other men。 He made an attempt to restrain himself; but the
  words   upon   his   tongue   were   too bitter。     He   presently  began   a   long   and
  intricate denunciation of the commander of the forces。
  〃Mebbe; it wa'n't   all his faultnot   all to… gether。         He  did th' best   he
  knowed。       It's our luck t' git licked often;〃 said his friend in a weary tone。
  He was trudging along with stooped shoulders and shifting eyes like a man
  who has been caned and kicked。
  〃Well; don't we fight like the devil?           Don't we do all that men can?〃
  demanded the youth loudly。
  He was secretly dumfounded at this sentiment when it came from his
  lips。   For   a   moment   his   face   lost   its   valor   and   he   looked   guiltily   about
  him。     But no one questioned his right to deal in such words; and presently
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  he recovered his air of courage。           He went on to repeat a statement he had
  heard     going   from    group    to  group    at  the   camp    that   morning。      〃The
  brigadier   said    he   never   saw   a   new   reg'ment   fight   the   way   we   fought
  yestirday; didn't he?       And we didn't do better than many another reg'me