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作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  scampering all about him。 Their blanched faces shone in the dusk。                    They
  seemed; for the most part; to be very burly men。 The youth turned from
  one to another of them as they galloped along。               His incoherent questions
  were lost。     They were heedless of his appeals。 They did not seem to see
  him。
  They sometimes gabbled insanely。             One huge man was asking of the
  sky: 〃Say; where de plank road?            Where de plank road!〃          It was as if he
  had lost a child。     He wept in his pain and dismay。
  Presently;    men    were   running    hither   and   thither  in  all  ways。    The
  artillery  booming;   forward;   rearward;   and   on   the   flanks   made   jumble   of
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  ideas   of   direction。    Landmarks   had   vanished   into   the   gathered   gloom。
  The     youth    began    to  imagine     that  he   had   got   into   the  center    of  the
  tremendous   quarrel;   and   he   could   perceive   no   way  out   of   it。    From   the
  mouths   of   the   fleeing   men   came   a   thousand   wild   questions;   but   no   one
  made answers。
  The    youth;    after  rushing    about    and   throwing     interrogations     at  the
  heedless bands of retreating infantry; finally clutched a man by the  arm。
  They swung around face to face。
  〃Whywhy〃         stammered      the   youth    strug…   gling   with   his   balking
  tongue。
  The   man   screamed:   〃Let   go   me!       Let   go   me!〃    His   face   was   livid
  and his   eyes   were  roll…  ing   uncontrolled。       He  was   heaving   and panting。
  He   still   grasped   his   rifle;   perhaps   having   for…   gotten   to   release   his   hold
  upon   it。   He   tugged   frantically;   and   the   youth   being   compelled   to   lean
  forward was dragged several paces。
  〃Let go me!       Let go me!〃
  〃Whywhy〃 stuttered the youth。
  〃Well; then!〃 bawled the man in a lurid rage。              He adroitly and fiercely
  swung his rifle。 It crushed upon the youth's head。               The man ran on。
  The   youth's   fingers   had   turned   to   paste   upon   the   other's   arm。   The
  energy was smitten from his muscles。              He saw the flaming wings of light…
  ning flash before his vision。          There was a deaf… ening rumble of thunder
  within his head。
  Suddenly   his   legs   seemed   to   die。     He   sank   writhing   to   the   ground。
  He tried to arise。       In his efforts against the numbing pain he was like a
  man wrestling with a creature of the air。
  There was a sinister struggle。
  Sometimes he would achieve a position half erect; battle with the air
  for a moment; and then fall again; grabbing at the grass。                 His face was of
  a clammy pallor。        Deep groans were wrenched from him。
  At last; with a twisting movement; he got upon his hands and knees;
  and   from   thence;   like   a   babe   trying   to   walk;   to   his   feet。 Pressing   his
  hands to his temples he went lurching over the grass。
  He   fought   an   intense   battle   with   his   body。   His   dulled   senses   wished
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  him    to   swoon    and   he   opposed     them   stubbornly;     his  mind    portraying
  unknown   dangers   and   mutilations   if   he   should   fall   upon   the   field。   He
  went tall soldier fashion。 He imagined secluded spots where he could fall
  and be unmolested。          To search   for one   he strove   against the   tide of   his
  pain。
  Once he put his hand to the top of his head and timidly touched the
  wound。      The scratching pain of the contact made him draw a long breath
  through   his   clinched   teeth。    His   fingers   were   dabbled   with   blood。     He
  regarded them with a fixed stare。
  Around      him   he   could    hear   the  grumble     of  jolted   cannon     as  the
  scurrying horses were lashed toward the front。               Once; a young officer on
  a besplashed charger nearly ran him down。                 He turned and watched the
  mass of guns; men; and horses sweeping in a wide curve toward a gap in a
  fence。     The officer was making excited motions with a gauntleted hand。
  The    guns    followed     the  teams    with   an  air  of  unwillingness;      of  being
  dragged by the heels。
  Some   officers   of   the   scattered   infantry   were   cursing   and   railing   like
  fishwives。      Their scold… ing voices could be heard above the din。                  Into
  the unspeakable jumble in the roadway rode a squadron of cavalry。                      The
  faded     yellow    of  their   facings    shone    bravely。    There     was    a  mighty
  altercation。
  The artillery were assembling as if for a con… ference。
  The blue haze of evening was upon the field。 The lines of forest were
  long     purple   shadows。      One    cloud    lay  along    the   western     sky   partly
  smothering the red。
  As   the   youth   left   the   scene   behind   him;   he   heard   the   guns   suddenly
  roar out。     He imagined them shaking in black rage。                They belched and
  howled like brass devils guarding a gate。             The soft air was filled with the
  tremendous remon… strance。           With it came the shattering peal of opposing
  infantry。    Turning to look behind him; he could see sheets of orange light
  illumine the shadowy distance。            There were subtle and sudden lightnings
  in the far air。    At times he thought he could see heaving masses of men。
  He hurried on in the dusk。          The day had faded until he could barely
  distinguish place for his feet。         The purple darkness was filled with men
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  who lectured and jabbered。           Sometimes he could see them gesticulating
  against the blue and somber sky。           There seemed to be a great ruck of men
  and munitions spread about in the forest and in the fields。
  The   little   narrow   roadway   now   lay   lifeless。   There   were   overturned
  wagons      like  sun…dried    bowlders。      The    bed   of  the  former    torrent   was
  choked with the bodies of horses and splintered parts of war machines。
  It   had   come   to   pass   that   his   wound   pained   him   but   little。 He   was
  afraid to move rapidly; how… ever; for a dread of disturbing it。                  He held
  his head very still and took many precautions against stumbling。                   He was
  filled with anxiety; and his face was pinched and drawn in anticipation of
  the pain of any sudden mistake of his feet in the gloom。
  His thoughts; as he walked; fixed intently upon his hurt。               There was a
  cool; liquid feeling about it and he imagined blood moving slowly down
  under his hair。      His head seemed swollen to a size that made him think
  his neck to be inadequate。
  The   new     silence   of  his  wound   made      much    worriment。      The    little
  blistering    voices    of  pain   that  had   called   out  from   his   scalp   were;   he
  thought; definite in their expression of danger。 By them he believed that he
  could measure his plight。          But when they remained ominously silent he
  became   frightened   and   imagined   ter…   rible   fingers   that   clutched   into   his
  brain。
  Amid it he began to reflect upon various incidents and conditions of
  the past。     He be… thought him of certain meals his mother had cooked at
  home;     in  which    those    dishes   of  which    he   was   particularly    fond   had
  occupied prominent positions。           He saw the spread table。          The pine walls
  of the kitchen were glowing in the warm light from the stove。                     Too; he
  remembered   how   he   and   his   companions   used   to   go   from   the   school…
  house   to   the   bank   of   a   shaded   pool。 He   saw   his   clothes   in   disorderly
  array upon the grass of the bank。           He felt the swash of the fragrant water
  upon his body。       The leaves of the overhanging maple rustled with melody
  in the wind of youth… ful summer。
  He was overcome presently by a dragging weariness。                   His head hung
  forward   and   his   shoulders   were   stooped   as   if   he   were   bearing   a   great
  bundle。     His feet shuffled along the ground。
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  He held continuous arguments as to whethe