第 82 节
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  streets。  Plague on her!but patience; patience! such is the lot
  of virtue。  Would I were Robespierre for a day!〃
  〃Cease these tirades!〃 exclaimed Glyndon; impatiently; 〃and to
  the point。  What would you advise?〃
  〃Leave your Fillide behind。〃
  〃Leave her to her own ignorance; leave her unprotected even by
  the mind; leave her in the Saturnalia of Rape and Murder?  No!  I
  have sinned against her once。  But come what may; I will not so
  basely desert one who; with all her errors; trusted her fate to
  my love。〃
  〃You deserted her at Marseilles。〃
  〃True; but I left her in safety; and I did not then believe her
  love to be so deep and faithful。  I left her gold; and I imagined
  she would be easily consoled; but since THEN WE HAVE KNOWN DANGER
  TOGETHER!  And now to leave her alone to that danger which she
  would never have incurred but for devotion to me!no; that is
  impossible。  A project occurs to me。  Canst thou not say that
  thou hast a sister; a relative; or a benefactress; whom thou
  wouldst save?  Can we nottill we have left Francemake Fillide
  believe that Viola is one in whom THOU only art interested; and
  whom; for thy sake only; I permit to share in our escape?〃
  〃Ha; well thought of!certainly!〃
  〃I will then appear to yield to Fillide's wishes; and resign the
  project; which she so resents; of saving the innocent object of
  her frantic jealousy。  You; meanwhile; shall yourself entreat
  Fillide to intercede with me to extend the means of escape to〃
  〃To a lady (she knows I have no sister) who has aided me in my
  distress。  Yes; I will manage all; never fear。  One word more;
  what has become of that Zanoni?〃
  〃Talk not of him;I know not。〃
  〃Does he love this girl still?〃
  〃It would seem so。  She is his wife; the mother of his infant;
  who is with her。〃
  〃Wife!mother!  He loves her。  Aha!  And why〃
  〃No questions now。  I will go and prepare Viola for the flight;
  you; meanwhile; return to Fillide。〃
  〃But the address of the Neapolitan?  It is necessary I should
  know; lest Fillide inquire。〃
  〃Rue M T; No。 27。  Adieu。〃
  Glyndon seized his hat and hastened from the house。
  Nicot; left alone; seemed for a few moments buried in thought。
  〃Oho;〃 he muttered to himself; 〃can I not turn all this to my
  account?  Can I not avenge myself on thee; Zanoni; as I have so
  often sworn;through thy wife and child?  Can I not possess
  myself of thy gold; thy passports; and thy Fillide; hot
  Englishman; who wouldst humble me with thy loathed benefits; and
  who hast chucked me thine alms as to a beggar?  And Fillide; I
  love her:  and thy gold; I love THAT more!  Puppets; I move your
  strings!〃
  He passed slowly into the chamber where Fillide yet sat; with
  gloomy thought on her brow and tears standing in her dark eyes。
  She looked up eagerly as the door opened; and turned from the
  rugged face of Nicot with an impatient movement of
  disappointment。
  〃Glyndon;〃 said the painter; drawing a chair to Fillide's; 〃has
  left me to enliven your solitude; fair Italian。  He is not
  jealous of the ugly Nicot!ha; ha!yet Nicot loved thee well
  once; when his fortunes were more fair。  But enough of such past
  follies。〃
  〃Your friend; then; has left the house。  Whither?  Ah; you look
  away; you falter;you cannot meet my eyes!  Speak!  I implore; I
  command thee; speak!〃
  〃Enfant!  And what dost thou fear?〃
  〃FEAR!yes; alas; I fear!〃 said the Italian; and her whole frame
  seemed to shrink into itself as she fell once more back into her
  seat。
  Then; after a pause; she tossed the long hair from her eyes; and;
  starting up abruptly; paced the room with disordered strides。  At
  length she stopped opposite to Nicot; laid her hand on his arm;
  drew him towards an escritoire; which she unlocked; and; opening
  a well; pointed to the gold that lay within; and said; 〃Thou art
  poor;thou lovest money; take what thou wilt; but undeceive me。
  Who is this woman whom thy friend visits;and does he love her?〃
  Nicot's eyes sparkled; and his hands opened and clenched; and
  clenched and opened; as he gazed upon the coins。  But reluctantly
  resisting the impulse; he said; with an affected bitterness;
  〃Thinkest thou to bribe me?if so; it cannot be with gold。  But
  what if he does love a rival; what if he betrays thee; what if;
  wearied by thy jealousies; he designs in his flight to leave thee
  behind;would such knowledge make thee happier?〃
  〃Yes!〃 exclaimed the Italian; fiercely; 〃yes; for it would be
  happiness to hate and to be avenged!  Oh; thou knowest not how
  sweet is hatred to those who have really loved!〃
  〃But wilt thou swear; if I reveal to thee the secret; that thou
  wilt not betray me;that thou wilt not fall; as women do; into
  weak tears and fond reproaches; when thy betrayer returns?〃
  〃Tears; reproaches!  Revenge hides itself in smiles!〃
  〃Thou art a brave creature!〃 said Nicot; almost admiringly。  〃One
  condition more:  thy lover designs to fly with his new love; to
  leave thee to thy fate; if I prove this to thee; and if I give
  thee revenge against thy rival; wilt thou fly with me?  I love
  thee!I will wed thee!〃
  Fillide's eyes flashed fire; she looked at him with unutterable
  disdain; and was silent。
  Nicot felt he had gone too far; and with that knowledge of the
  evil part of our nature which his own heart and association with
  crime had taught him; he resolved to trust the rest to the
  passions of the Italian; when raised to the height to which he
  was prepared to lead them。
  〃Pardon me;〃 he said; 〃my love made me too presumptuous; and yet
  it is only that love;my sympathy for thee; beautiful and
  betrayed; that can induce me to wrong; with my revelations; one
  whom I have regarded as a brother。  I can depend upon thine oath
  to conceal all from Glyndon?〃
  〃On my oath and my wrongs and my mountain blood!〃
  〃Enough! get thy hat and mantle; and follow me。〃
  As Fillide left the room; Nicot's eyes again rested on the gold;
  it was much;much more than he had dared to hope for; and as he
  peered into the well and opened the drawers; he perceived a
  packet of letters in the well…known hand of Camille Desmoulins。
  He seizedhe opened the packet; his looks brightened as he
  glanced over a few sentences。  〃This would give fifty Glyndons to
  the guillotine!〃 he muttered; and thrust the packet into his
  bosom。
  O artist!O haunted one!O erring genius!behold the two worst
  foes;the False Ideal that knows no God; and the False Love that
  burns from the corruption of the senses; and takes no lustre from
  the soul!
  CHAPTER 7。III。
  Liebe sonnt das Reich der Nacht。
  〃Der Triumph der Liebe。〃
  (Love illumes the realm of Night。)
  Letter from Zanoni to Mejnour。
  Paris。
  Dost thou remember in the old time; when the Beautiful yet dwelt
  in Greece; how we two; in the vast Athenian Theatre; witnessed
  the birth of Words as undying as ourselves?  Dost thou remember
  the thrill of terror that ran through that mighty audience; when
  the wild Cassandra burst from her awful silence to shriek to her
  relentless god!  How ghastly; at the entrance of the House of
  Atreus; about to become her tomb; rang out her exclamations of
  foreboding woe:  〃Dwelling abhorred of heaven!human shamble…
  house and floor blood…bespattered!〃 (Aesch。 〃Agam。〃 1098。)  Dost
  thou remember how; amidst the breathless awe of those assembled
  thousands; I drew close to thee; and whispered; 〃Verily; no
  prophet like the poet!  This scene of fabled horror comes to me
  as a dream; shadowing forth some likeness in my own remoter
  future!〃  As I enter this slaughter…house that scene returns to
  me; and I hearken to the voice of Cassandra ringing in my ears。
  A solemn and warning dread gathers round me; as if I too were
  come to find a grave; and 〃the Net of Hades〃 had already
  entangled me in its web!  What dark treasure…houses of
  vicissitude and woe are our memories become!  What our lives; but
  the chronicles of unrelenting death!  It seems to me as yesterday
  when I stood in the streets of this city of the Gaul; as they
  shone with plumed chivalry; and the air rustled with silken
  braveries。  Young Louis; the monarch and the lover; was victor of
  the Tournament at the Carousel; and all France felt herself
  splendid in the splendour of her gorgeous chief!  Now there is
  neither throne nor altar; and what is in their stead?  I see it
  yonderthe GUILLOTINE!  It is dismal to stand amidst the ruins
  of mouldering cities; to startle the serpent and the lizard
  amidst the wrecks of Persepolis and Thebes; but more dismal still
  to stand as Ithe stranger from Empires that have ceased to be
  stand now amidst the yet ghastlier ruins of Law and Order; the
  shattering of mankind themselves!  Yet here; even here; Love; the
  Beautifier; that hath led my steps; can walk with unshrinking
  hope through the wilderness of Death。  Strange is the passion
  that makes