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作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:54      字数:9322
  a dinner of baked beans〃and I smacked〃and home made bread〃 and I
  smacked   again   〃and   pumpkin   pie〃and   I   smacked   a   third   time〃that
  will make your mouth water。〃
  All this smacking and the description of baked beans and pumpkin pie
  had an odd counter effect upon ME; for I suddenly recalled my own tragic
  state。 So I jumped up quickly and asked directions for getting down to the
  mill   neighbourhood;   where   I   hoped   to   find   Bill   Hahn。   My   friend   Healy
  instantly volunteered the information。
  〃And now;〃 I said; 〃I want to ask a small favour of you。 I'm looking
  for a friend; and I'd like to leave my bag here for the night。〃
  〃Sure; sure;〃 said the Irishman heartily。 〃Put it there in the officeon
  top o' the desk。 It'll be all right。〃
  So I put it in the office and was about to say good…bye; when my friend
  said to me:
  〃Come in; partner; and have a drink before you go〃and he pointed to
  a nearby saloon。
  〃Thank   you;〃   I   answered   heartily;   for   I   knew   it   was   as   fine   a   bit   of
  hospitality   as   he   could   offer   me;   〃thank   you;   but   I   must   find   my   friend
  before it gets too late。〃
  〃Aw; come on now;〃 he cried; taking my arm。 〃Sure you'll be better off
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  for a bit o' warmth inside。〃
  I had hard work to get away from them; and I am as sure as can be that
  they   would   have   found   supper   and   a   bed   for   me   if   they   had   known   I
  needed either。
  〃Come agin;〃 Healy shouted after me; 〃we're glad to see a farmer any
  toime。〃
  My way led me quickly out of the well…groomed and glittering main
  streets    of   the  town。    I  passed     first  through    several    blocks    of   quiet
  residences;   and   then   came   to   a   street   near   the   river   which   was   garishly
  lighted; and crowded with small; poor shops and stores; with a saloon on
  nearly every corner。 I passed a huge; dark; silent box of a mill; and I saw
  what I never saw before in a city; armed men guarding the streets。
  Although   it   was   growing   lateit   was   after   nine   o'clockcrowds   of
  people were still parading the streets; and there was something intangibly
  restless; something tense; in the very atmosphere of the neighbourhood。 It
  was very plain that I had reached the strike district。 I was about to make
  some   further   inquiries   for   the   headquarters   of   the   mill   men   or   for   Bill
  Hahn personally; when I saw; not far ahead of me; a black crowd of people
  reaching out into the street。 Drawing nearer I saw that an open space or
  block between two rows of houses was literally black with human beings;
  and in the centre on a raised platform; under a gasolene flare; I beheld my
  friend of the road; Bill Hahn。 The overcoat and the hat with the furry ears
  had   disappeared;   and   the   little   man   stood   there   bare…headed;   before   that
  great audience。
  My experience in the world is limited; but I have never heard anything
  like   that   speech    for  sheer   power。    It  was   as  unruly    and   powerful    and
  resistless as life itself。 It was not like any other speech I ever heard; for it
  was no mere giving out by the orator of ideas and thoughts and feelings of
  his own。 It seemed ratherhow shall I describe it?as though the speaker
  was looking   into the  very  hearts of   that vast gathering   of poor   men   and
  poor women and merely telling them what they themselves felt; but could
  not tell。 And I shall never forget the breathless hush of the people or the
  quality of their responses to the orator's words。 It was as though they said;
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  〃Yes; yes〃 with a feeling of vast relief〃Yes; yesat last our own hopes
  and fears and desires are being utteredyes; yes。〃
  As   for   the   orator   himself;   he   held   up   one   maimed   hand   and   leaned
  over the edge of the platform; and his undistinguished face glowed with
  the   white   light   of   a   great   passion   within。  The   man   had   utterly   forgotten
  himself。
  I   confess;   among      those   eager    working     people;    clad  in   their  poor
  garments; I confess I was profoundly moved。 Faith is not so bounteous a
  commodity   in   this   world   that   we   can   afford   to   treat   even   its   unfamiliar
  manifestations   with   contempt。   And   when   a   movement   is   hot   with   life;
  when it stirs common men to their depths; look out! look out!
  Up to that time I had never known much of the practical workings of
  Socialism; and the main contention of its philosophy has never accorded
  wholly with my experience in life。
  But the Socialism of to…day is no mere abstractionas it was; perhaps;
  in the days of Brook Farm。 It is a mode of action。 Men whose view of life
  is   perfectly   balanced   rarely   soil   themselves   with   the   dust   of   battle。   The
  heat    necessary     to   produce     social   conflict    (and   social    progresswho
  knows?)      is  generated     by   a   supreme     faith   that  certain    principles    are
  universal     in  their   application     when    in  reality   they   are   only   local   or
  temporary。
  Thus while one may not accept the philosophy of Socialism as a final
  explanation of human life; he may yet look upon Socialism in action as a
  powerful      method     of  stimulating     human     progress。    The   world    has   been
  lagging behind in its sense of brotherhood; and we now have the Socialists
  knit together in a fighting friendship as fierce and narrow in its motives as
  Calvinism; pricking us to reform; asking the cogent question:
  〃Are we not all brothers?〃
  Oh;   we   are   going   a   long   way   with   these   Socialists;   we   are  going   to
  discover   a   new   world   of   social   relationshipsand   then;   and   then;   like   a
  mighty wave; will flow in upon us a renewed and more wonderful sense of
  the   worth   of   the   individual   human   soul。  A  new   individualism;   bringing
  with    it;  perhaps;    some     faint  realization    of   our   dreams    of   a  race   of
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  Supermen; lies just beyond! Its prophets; girded with rude garments and
  feeding      upon    the  wild    honey    of   poverty;    are  already    crying    in   the
  wilderness。
  I think I could have remained there at the Socialist meeting all night
  long:   there   was   something   about   it   that   brought   a  hard;   dry  twist   to   my
  throat。   But   after   a   time   my   friend   Bill   Hahn;   evidently   quite   worn   out;
  yielded his place to another and far less clairvoyant speaker; and the crowd;
  among   whom   I   now   discovered   quite   a   number   of   policemen;   began   to
  thin out。
  I   made   my   way  forward   and   saw   Bill   Hahn   and   several   other   men
  just leaving the platform。 I stepped up to him; but it was not until I called
  him by name (I knew how absent minded he was!) that he recognized me。
  〃Well; well;〃 he said; 〃you came after all!〃
  He    seized    me   by   both   arms    and   introduced     me   to  several   of   his
  companions as 〃Brother Grayson。〃 They all shook hands with me warmly。
  Although he was perspiring; Bill put on his overcoat and the old fur
  hat   with   the   ears;   and   as   he   now   took   my   arm   I   could   feel   one   of   his
  bulging pockets beating against my leg。 I had not the slightest idea where
  they were going; but Bill   held me   by the arm  and presently  we came;   a
  block or so distant; to a dark; narrow stairway leading up from the street。 I
  recall the stumbling sound of steps on the wooden boards; a laugh or two;
  the high voice of a woman asserting and denying。 Feeling our way along
  the   wall;   we   came   to   the   top   and   went   into   a   long;   low;   rather   dimly
  lighted   room   set     about   with   tables   and   chairsa   sort   of   restaurant。  A
  number of men and a few women had already gathered there。 Among them
  my eyes instantly singled out a huge; rough…looking man who stood at the
  centre of an animated group。 He had thick; shaggy hair; and one side of his
  face over the cheekbone was of a dull blue…black and raked and scarred;
  where it had been burned in a Powder blast。 He had been a miner。 His gray
  eyes;   which   had   a   surprisingly   youthful   and   even   humorous   expression;
  looked out from under coarse; thick; gray brows。 A very remarkable face
  and figure he