第 30 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:54      字数:9322
  A spasm of pain crossed his face。
  〃My daughter?〃 he said。 〃They killed her in the mills。〃
  It was appallingthe dead level of the tone in which he uttered those
  wordsthe monotone of an emotion long ago burned out; and yet leaving
  frightful scars。
  〃My friend!〃 I exclaimed; and I could not help laying my hand on his
  arm。
  I had the feeling I often have with troubled childrenan indescribable
  pity that they have had to pass through the valley of the shadow; and I not
  there to take them by the hand。
  〃And     was   thisyour    daughterwhat      brought     you   to  your   present
  belief?〃
  〃No;〃 said he; 〃oh; no。 I was a Socialist; as you might say; from youth
  up。 That is; I called myself a Socialist; but; comrade; I've learned this here
  truth: that it ain't of so much importance that you possess a belief; as that
  the belief possess you。 Do you understand?〃
  〃I think;〃 said I; 〃that I understand。〃
  Well; he told me his story; mostly in a curious; dull; detached wayas
  though   he   were   speaking   of   some   third   person   in   whom   he   felt   only   a
  brotherly   interest;   but   from   time   to   time   some   incident   or   observation
  would   flame   up   out   of   the   narrative;   like   the   opening   of   the   door   of   a
  molten pitso that the glare hurt one!and then the story would die back
  again into quiet narrative。
  Like most working people he had never lived in the twentieth century
  at all。 He was still in the feudal age; and his whole life had been a blind
  and ceaseless struggle for the bare necessaries of life; broken from time to
  time by fierce irregular wars called strikes。 He had never known anything
  of a real self…governing commonwealth; and such progress as he and his
  kind had made was never the result of their citizenship; of their powers as
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  voters; but grew out of the explosive and ragged upheavals; of their own
  half…organized societies and unions。
  It   was   against   the   〃black people〃   he   said;   that   he   was   first   on   strike
  back   in   the   early   nineties。   He   told   me   all   about   it;   how   he   had   been
  working in   the   mills   pretty  comfortablyhe   was   young   and   strong   then;
  with a fine growing family and a small home of his own。
  〃It was as pretty a place as you would want to see;〃 he said; 〃we grew
  cabbages   and   onions   and   turnipseverything   grew   fine!in   the   garden
  behind the house。〃
  And then the 〃black people〃 began to come in; little by little at first;
  and then by the carload。 By the 〃black people〃 he meant the people from
  Southern Europe; he called them 〃hordes〃〃hordes and hordes of 'em〃
  Italians mostly; and they began getting into the mills and underbidding for
  the   jobs;   so  that   wages    slowly   went    down     and   at  the  same    time   the
  machines   were   speeded   up。   It   seems   that   many   of   these   〃black   people〃
  were single men or vigorous young married people with only themselves
  to support; while the old American workers were men with families and
  little homes to pay for; and plenty of old grandfathers and mothers; to say
  nothing of babies; depending upon them。
  〃There wasn't a living for a decent family left;〃 he said。
  So    they   struckand    he   told  me   in   his  dull  monotone   of     the  long
  bitterness of that strike; the empty cupboards; the approach of winter with
  no coal for the stoves and no warm clothing for the children。 He told me
  that many of the old workers began to leave the town (some bound for the
  larger cities; some for the Far West)。
  〃But;〃 said he with a sudden outburst of emotion; 〃I couldn't leave。 I
  had the woman and the children!〃
  And     presently    the  strike   collapsed;    and   the  workers     rushed    helter
  skelter   back   to   the   mills   to   get   their   old   jobs。   〃Begging   like   whipped
  dogs;〃 he said bitterly。
  Many  of   them  found   their   places   taken   by  the   eager   〃black   people;〃
  and many had to go to work at lower wages in poorer placespunished for
  the fight they had made。
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  But    he   got   along    somehow;      he   said〃the    woman      was   a   good
  manager〃 until one day he had the misfortune to get his hand caught in
  the   machinery。   It   was   a   place   which   should   have   been   protected   with
  guards; but was not。 He was laid up for several weeks; and the company;
  claiming that the accident was due to his own stupidity and carelessness;
  refused even to pay his wages while he was idle。 Well; the family had to
  live somehow; and the woman and the daughter〃she was a little thing;〃
  he said; 〃and frail〃the woman and the daughter went into the mill。 But
  even   with   this   new   source   of   income   they   began   to   fall   behind。   Money
  which should have gone toward making the last payments on their home
  (already long delayed by the strike) had now to go to the doctor and the
  grocer。
  〃We had to live;〃 said Bill Hahn。
  Again and again he used this same phrase; 〃We had to live!〃 as a sort
  of bedrock explanation for all the woes of life。
  After a time; with one finger gone and a frightfully scarred handhe
  held it up for me to seehe went back into the mill。
  〃But it kept getting worse and worse;〃 said he; 〃and finally I couldn't
  stand it any longer。〃
  He and a group of friends got together secretly and tried to organize a
  union; tried to get the workmen together to improve their own condition;
  but   in   some   way   (〃they   had   spies   everywhere;〃   he   said)   the   manager
  learned of the attempt and one morning when he reported at the mill he
  was handed a slip asking him to call for his wages; that his help was no
  longer required。
  〃I'd been with that one company for twenty years and four months;〃 he
  said   bitterly;   〃I'd   helped   in   my   small   way   to   build   it   up;   make   it   a   big
  concern payin' 28 per cent。 dividends every year; I'd given part of my right
  hand in doin' itand they threw me out like an old shoe。〃
  He said he would have pulled up and gone away; but he still had the
  little home and the garden; and his wife and daughter were still at work; so
  he hung on grimly; trying to get some other job。 〃But what good is a man
  for any other sort of work;〃 he said; 〃when he has been trained to the mills
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  for thirty…two years!〃
  It was not very long after that when the 〃great strike〃 beganindeed; it
  grew   out   of   the   organization   which   he   had   tried   to   launchedand   Bill
  Hahn threw himself into it with all his strength。 He was one of the leaders。
  I shall not attempt to repeat here his description of the bitter struggle; the
  coming   of   the   soldiery;  the   street   riots;  the   long lists of   arrests   (〃some;〃
  said he; 〃got into jail on purpose; so that they could at least have enough to
  eat!〃); the late meetings of strikers; the wild turmoil and excitement。
  Of all this he told me; and then he stopped suddenly; and after a long
  pause he said in a low voice:
  〃Comrade;   did   ye   ever   see   your   wife   and   your   sickly   daughter   and
  your kids sufferin' for bread to eat?〃
  He paused again with a hard; dry sob in his voice。
  〃Did ye ever see that?〃
  〃No;〃 said I; very humbly; 〃I have never seen anything like that。〃
  He turned on me suddenly; and I shall never forget the look on his face;
  nor the blaze in his eyes:
  〃Then what can you know about working…man?〃
  What could I answer?
  A moment passed and then he said; as if a little remorseful at having
  turned thus on me:
  〃Comrade; I tell you; the iron entered my soulthem days。〃
  It seems that the leaders of the strike were mostly old employees like
  Bill Hahn; and the company had conceived the idea that if these men could
  be eliminated the organization would collapse; and the strikers be forced
  back to work。 One day Bill Hahn found that proceedings had been started
  to turn him out of his home; upon which he had not been able to keep up
  his payments; and at the same time the merchant; of whom he had been a
  respected customer for years; refused to give him any further credit。
  〃But we lived somehow;〃 he said; 〃we lived and we fought。〃
  It was then that he began to see clearly what it all meant。 He said he
  made   a   great   discovery:   that   the