第 24 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:54      字数:9322
  And all   at   once   I seemed   again to be in   command   of   myself   and of   the
  world。 I felt a sudden lift and thrill of the spirits; a warm sense that this too
  was part of the great adventurethe Thing Itself。
  〃This   is   the  light;〃   I  said looking   up   again   at   the  sky  and   the   single
  bright star; 〃which is set for me to…night。 I will make my bed by it。〃
  I can hope to make no one understand (unless he understands already)
  with what joy of adventure I now crept through the meadow toward the
  wood。 It was an unknown; unexplored world I was in; and I; the fortunate
  discoverer; had here to shift for himself; make his home under the stars!
  Marquette on the wild shores of the Mississippi; or Stanley in Africa; had
  no joy that I did not know at that moment。
  I crept along the meadow and came at last to the wood。 Here I chose a
  somewhat sheltered spot at the foot of a large treeand yet a spot not so
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  obscured that I could not look out over the open spaces of the meadow and
  see the sky。 Here; groping in the darkness; like some primitive creature; I
  raked together a pile of leaves with my fingers; and found dead twigs and
  branches of trees; but in that moist forest (where the rain had fallen only
  the day before) my efforts to kindle a fire were unavailing。 Upon this; I
  considered   using   some   pages   from  my  notebook;  but   another  alternative
  suggested itself:
  〃Why not Montaigne?〃
  With    that   I  groped    for  the  familiar    volume;    and   with    a  curious
  sensation of satisfaction I tore out a handful of pages from the back。
  〃Better    Montaigne      than   Grayson;〃     I  said;  with   a  chuckle。   It  was
  amazing how Montaigne sparkled and crackled when he was well lighted。
  〃There goes a bundle of quotations from Vergil;〃 I  said; 〃and there's
  his observations on the eating of fish。 There are more uses than one for the
  classics。〃
  So I ripped out a good part of another chapter; and thus; by coaxing;
  got my fire to going。 It was not difficult after that to find enough fuel to
  make it blaze up warmly。
  I opened my bag and took out the remnants of the luncheon which Mrs。
  Clark   had   given   me   that   morning;   and   I   was   surprised   and   delighted   to
  find; among the other things; a small bottle of coffee。 This suggested all
  sorts    of  pleasing    possibilities   and;  the   spirit  of  invention    being   now
  awakened; I got out my tin cup; split a sapling stick so I could fit it into
  the handle; and set the cup; full of coffee; on the coals at the edge of the
  fire。 It was soon heated; and although I spilled some of it in getting it off;
  and although it was well spiced with ashes; I enjoyed it; with Mrs。 Clark's
  doughnuts and sandwiches (some of which I toasted with a sapling fork)
  as thoroughly; I think; as ever I enjoyed any meal。
  How little we knowwe who dread lifehow much there is in life!
  My activities around the fire had warmed me to the bone; and after I
  was well through with my meal I gathered a plentiful supply of wood and
  placed it near at hand; I got out   my waterproof cape and put it on;  and;
  finally piling more sticks on the fire; I sat down comfortably at the foot of
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  the tree。
  I wish I could convey the mystery and the beauty of that night。 Did
  you ever sit by a campfire and watch the flames dance; and the sparks fly
  upward into the cool dark air? Did you ever see the fitful light among the
  tree…depths; at one moment opening vast shadowy vistas into the forest; at
  the next dying downward and leaving it all in sombre mystery? It came to
  me that night with the wonderful vividness of a fresh experience。
  And   what   a   friendly   and   companionable   thing   a   campfire   is!   How
  generous and outright it is! It plays for you when you wish so be lively;
  and it glows for you when you wish to be reflective。
  After a while; for I did not feel in the least sleepy; I stepped out of the
  woods to the edge of the pasture。 All   around me   lay the   dark and   silent
  earth; and above the blue bowl of the sky; all glorious with the blaze of a
  million worlds。 Sometimes I have been oppressed by this spectacle of utter
  space;     of  infinite   distance;    of  forces    too  great   for   me   to   grasp   or
  understand; but that night it came upon me with fresh wonder and power;
  and with a sense of great humility that I belonged here too; that I was a
  part of it alland would not be neglected or forgotten。 It seemed to me I
  never had a moment of greater faith than that。
  And so; with a sense of satisfaction and peace; I returned to my fire。
  As   I   sat   there   I   could   hear   the   curious   noises   of   the   woods;   the   little
  droppings; cracklings; rustlings which seemed to make all the world alive。
  I even   fancied I  could see  small   bright eyes   looking out   at my  fire;  and
  once or twice I was almost sure I heard voiceswhisperingperhaps the
  voices of the woods。
  Occasionally   I     added;    with   some    amusement;      a  few   dry   pages   of
  Montaigne to the fire; and watched the cheerful blaze that followed。
  〃No;〃   said   I;   〃Montaigne   is   not   for   the   open   spaces   and   the   stars。
  Without a roof over his head Montaigne wouldwell; die of sneezing。〃
  So I sat all night long there by the tree。 Occasionally I dropped into a
  light sleep; and then; as my fire died down; I grew chilly and awakened; to
  build up the fire and doze again。 I saw the first faint gray streaks of dawn
  above the trees; I saw the pink glow in the east before the sunrise; and I
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  watched the sun himself rise upon a new day
  When I walked out into the meadow by daylight and looked about me
  curiously; I saw; not forty rods away; the back of a barn。
  〃Be   you   the   fellow   that   was   daown   in   my   cowpasture   all   night?〃
  asked the sturdy farmer。
  〃I'm that fellow;〃 I said。
  〃Why didn't you come right up to the house?〃
  〃Well〃 I said; and then paused。
  〃Well 。 。 。〃 said I。
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  CHAPTER VIII。 THE HEDGE
  Strange; strange; how small the big world is!
  〃Why   didn't   you   come   right   into   the   house?〃   the   sturdy   farmer   had
  asked   me   when   I   came   out   of   the   meadow   where   I   had   spent   the   night
  under the stars。
  〃Well;〃 I said; turning the question as adroitly as I could; 〃I'll make it
  up by going into the house now。〃
  So I went with him into his fine; comfortable house。
  〃This is my wife;〃 said he。
  A woman stood there facing me。 〃Oh!〃 she exclaimed; 〃Mr。 Grayson!〃
  I recalled swiftly a childa child she seemed thenwith braids down
  her   back;   whom   I   had   known   when   I   first   came   to   my   farm。   She   had
  grown up; married; and had borne three children; while I had been looking
  the other way for a minute or two。 She had not been in our neighborhood
  for several years。
  〃And how is your sister and Doctor McAlway?〃
  Well;   we   had   quite   a   wonderful   visit;   she   made   breakfast   for   me;
  asking and talking eagerly as I ate。
  〃We've just had news that old Mr。 Toombs is dead。〃
  〃Dead!〃 I exclaimed; dropping my fork; 〃old Nathan Toombs!〃
  〃Yes; he was my uncle。 Did you know him?〃
  〃I knew Nathan Toombs;〃 I said。
  I spent two days there with the Ransomes; for they would not hear of
  my  leaving;  and   half   of our   spare time;   I   think;  was   spent in   discussing
  Nathan Toombs。 I was not able to get him out of my mind for days; for his
  death was one of those   events which prove so   much and leave so   much
  unproven。
  I can recall vividly my astonishment at the first evidence I ever had of
  the strange old man or of his work。 It was not very long after I came to my
  farm to live。 I had taken to spending my spare eveningsthe long evenings
  of   summerin      exploring    the  country    roads   for   miles   around;    getting
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  acquainted with each farmstead; each bit of grove and meadow and marsh;
  making my best bow to each unfamiliar hill; and taking everywhere that
  toll of pleasure whic