第 74 节
作者:套牢      更新:2021-02-20 15:34      字数:9322
  up gloriously。
  Then first Robert bethought himself that they had nothing to eat。
  He himself was full of merriment; and cared nothing about eating;
  for had he not Miss St。 John and Ericson there? but for them
  something must be provided。  He took his lantern and went back
  through the storm。  The hail had ceased; but the wind blew
  tremendously。  The coach stood upon the bridge like a stranded
  vessel; its two lamps holding doubtful battle with the wind; now
  flaring out triumphantly; now almost yielding up the ghost。  Inside;
  the guard was snoring in defiance of the pother o'er his head。
  'Hector!  Hector!' cried Robert。
  'Ay; ay;' answered Hector。 'It's no time to wauken yet。'
  'Hae ye nae basket; Hector; wi' something to eat in 'tnaething
  gaein' to Rothieden 'at a body micht say by yer leave till?'
  'Ow! it's you; is 't?' returned Hector; rousing himself。 'Na。 Deil
  ane。  An' gin I had; I daurna gie ye 't。'
  'I wad mak free to steal 't; though; an' tak my chance;' said
  Robert。 'But ye say ye hae nane?'
  'Nane; I tell ye。  Ye winna hunger afore the mornin'; man。'
  'I'll stan' hunger as weel 's you ony day; Hector。  It's no for
  mysel'。  There's Miss St。 John。'
  'Hoots!' said Hector; peevishly; for he wanted to go to sleep again;
  'gang and mak luve till her。  Nae lass 'll think o' meat as lang 's
  ye do that。  That 'll haud her ohn hungert。'
  The words were like blasphemy in Robert's ear。  He make love to Miss
  St。 John!  He turned from the coach…door in disgust。  But there was
  no place he knew of where anything could be had; and he must return
  empty…handed。
  The light of the fire shone through a little hole in the boards that
  closed the window。  His lamp had gone out; but; guided by that; he
  found the road again; and felt his way up the stairs。  When he
  entered the room he saw Miss St。 John sitting on the floor; for
  there was nowhere else to sit; with the guard's coat under her。  She
  had taken off her bonnet。  Her back leaned against the side of the
  chimney; and her eyes were bent thoughtfully on the ground。  In
  their shine Robert read instinctively that Ericson had said
  something that had set her thinking。  He lay on the floor at some
  distance; leaning on his elbow; and his eye had the flash in it that
  indicates one who has just ceased speaking。  They had not found his
  absence awkward at least。
  'I hae been efter something to eat;' said Robert; 'but I canna fa'
  in wi' onything。  We maun jist tell stories or sing sangs; as fowk
  do in buiks; or else Miss St。 John 'ill think lang。'
  They did sing songs; and they did tell stories。  I will not trouble
  my reader with more than the sketch of one which Robert toldthe
  story of the old house wherein they sata house without a history;
  save the story of its no history。  It had been built for the
  jointure…house of a young countess; whose husband was an old man。  A
  lover to whom she had turned a deaf ear had left the country;
  begging ere he went her acceptance of a lovely Italian grayhound。
  She was weak enough to receive the animal。  Her husband died the
  same year; and before the end of it the dog went mad; and bit her。
  According to the awful custom of the time they smothered her
  between two feather…beds; just as the house of Bogbonnie was ready
  to receive her furniture; and become her future dwelling。  No one
  had ever occupied it。
  If Miss St。 John listened to story and song without as much show of
  feeling as Mysie Lindsay would have manifested; it was not that she
  entered into them less deeply。  It was that she was more; not felt
  less。
  Listening at her window once with Robert; Eric Ericson had heard
  Mary St。 John play: this was their first meeting。  Full as his mind
  was of Mysie; he could not fail to feel the charm of a noble;
  stately womanhood that could give support; instead of rousing
  sympathy for helplessness。  There was in the dignified simplicity of
  Mary St。 John that which made every good man remember his mother;
  and a good man will think this grand praise; though a fast girl will
  take it for a doubtful compliment。
  Seeing her begin to look weary; the young men spread a couch for her
  as best they could; made up the fire; and telling her they would be
  in the hall below; retired; kindled another fire; and sat down to
  wait for the morning。  They held a long talk。  At length Robert fell
  asleep on the floor。
  Ericson rose。  One of his fits of impatient doubt was upon him。  In
  the dying embers of the fire he strode up and down the waste hall;
  with the storm raving around it。  He was destined to an early death;
  he would leave no one of his kin to mourn for him; the girl whose
  fair face had possessed his imagination; would not give one sigh to
  his memory; wandering on through the regions of fancy all the same;
  and the death…struggle over; he might awake in a godless void;
  where; having no creative power in himself; he must be tossed about;
  a conscious yet helpless atom; to eternity。  It was not annihilation
  he feared; although he did shrink from the thought of
  unconsciousness; it was life without law that he dreaded; existence
  without the bonds of a holy necessity; thought without faith; being
  without God。
  For all her fatigue Miss St。 John could not sleep。  The house
  quivered in the wind which howled more and more madly through its
  long passages and empty rooms; and she thought she heard cries in
  the midst of the howling。  In vain she reasoned with herself: she
  could not rest。  She rose and opened the door of her room; with a
  vague notion of being nearer to the young men。
  It opened upon the narrow gallery; already mentioned as leading from
  one side of the first floor to the other at mid…height along the end
  of the hall。  The fire below shone into this gallery; for it was
  divided from the hall only by a screen of crossing bars of wood;
  like unglazed window…frames; possibly intended to hold glass。  Of
  the relation of the passage to the hall Mary St。 John knew nothing;
  till; approaching the light; she found herself looking down into the
  red dusk below。  She stood riveted; for in the centre of the hall;
  with his hands clasped over his head like the solitary arch of a
  ruined Gothic aisle; stood Ericson。
  His agony had grown within himthe agony of the silence that
  brooded immovable throughout the infinite; whose sea would ripple to
  no breath of the feeble tempest of his prayers。  At length it broke
  from him in low but sharp sounds of words。
  'O God;' he said; 'if thou art; why dost thou not speak?  If I am
  thy handiworkdost thou forget that which thou hast made?'
  He paused; motionless; then cried again:
  'There can be no God; or he would hear。'
  'God has heard me!' said a full…toned voice of feminine tenderness
  somewhere in the air。  Looking up; Ericson saw the dim form of Mary
  St。 John half…way up the side of the lofty hall。  The same moment
  she vanishedtrembling at the sound of her own voice。
  Thus to Ericson as to Robert had she appeared as an angel。
  And was she less of a divine messenger because she had a human body;
  whose path lay not through the air?  The storm of misery folded its
  wings in Eric's bosom; and; at the sound of her voice; there was a
  great calm。  Nor if we inquire into the matter shall we find that
  such an effect indicated anything derogatory to the depth of his
  feelings or the strength of his judgment。  It is not through the
  judgment that a troubled heart can be set at rest。  It needs a
  revelation; a vision; a something for the higher nature that breeds
  and infolds the intellect; to recognize as of its own; and lay hold
  of by faithful hope。  And what fitter messenger of such hope than
  the harmonious presence of a woman; whose form itself tells of
  highest law; and concord; and uplifting obedience; such a one whose
  beauty walks the upper air of noble loveliness; whose voice; even in
  speech; is one of the 'sphere…born harmonious sisters?  The very
  presence of such a being gives Unbelief the lie; deep as the throat
  of her lying。  Harmony; which is beauty and law; works necessary
  faith in the region capable of truth。  It needs the intervention of
  no reasoning。  It is beheld。  This visible Peace; with that voice of
  woman's truth; said; 'God has heard me!'  What better testimony
  could an angel have brought him?  Or why should an angel's testimony
  weigh more than such a woman's?  The mere understanding of a man
  like Ericson would only have demanded of an angel proof that he was
  an angel; proof that angels knew better than he did in the matter in
  question; proof that they were not easy…going creatures that took
  for granted the rumours of heaven。  The best that a miracle can do
  is to give hope; of the objects of faith it can give no proof; one
  spiritual testimony is worth a thousand of them。  For to gain the
  sole proof of which these truths admit; a man must grow into harmony
  with them。  If there a