第 19 节
作者:套牢      更新:2021-02-20 15:33      字数:9322
  been compelled to take his fiddle to church with him; and have a
  gentle scrape at it in the pauses of the service; only there are no
  such pauses in the service; alas!  And Dooble Sanny; though not too
  religious to get drunk occasionally; was a great deal too religious
  to play his fiddle on the Sabbath: he would not willingly anger the
  powers above; but it was sometimes a sore temptation; especially
  after he got possession of old Mr。 Falconer's wonderful instrument。
  'Hoots; man!' he would say to Robert; 'dinna han'le; her as gin she
  war an egg…box。  Tak haud o' her as gin she war a leevin' crater。
  Ye maun jist straik her canny; an' wile the music oot o' her; for
  she's like ither women: gin ye be rouch wi' her; ye winna get a word
  oot o' her。  An' dinna han'le her that gait。  She canna bide to be
  contred an' pu'd this gait and that gait。Come to me; my bonny
  leddy。  Ye'll tell me yer story; winna ye; my dauty (pet)?'
  And with every gesture as if he were humouring a shy and invalid
  girl; he would; as he said; wile the music out of her in sobs and
  wailing; till the instrument; gathering courage in his embrace; grew
  gently merry in its confidence; and broke at last into airy
  laughter。  He always spoke; and apparently thought; of his violin as
  a woman; just as a sailor does of his craft。  But there was nothing
  about him; except his love for music and its instruments; to suggest
  other than a most uncivilized nature。  That which was fine in him
  was constantly checked and held down by the gross; the merely animal
  overpowered the spiritual; and it was only upon occasion that his
  heavenly companion; the violin; could raise him a few feet above the
  mire and the clay。  She never succeeded in setting his feet on a
  rock; while; on the contrary; he often dragged her with him into the
  mire of questionable company and circumstances。  Worthy Mr。 Falconer
  would have been horrified to see his umquhile modest companion in
  such society as that into which she was now introduced at times。
  But nevertheless the soutar was a good and patient teacher; and
  although it took Robert rather more than a fortnight to redeem his
  pledge to Shargar; he did make progress。  It could not; however; be
  rapid; seeing that an hour at a time; two evenings in the week; was
  all that he could give to the violin。  Even with this moderation;
  the risk of his absence exciting his grandmother's suspicion and
  inquiry was far from small。
  And now; were those really faded old memories of his grandfather and
  his merry kindness; all so different from the solemn benevolence of
  his grandmother; which seemed to revive in his bosom with the
  revivification of the violin?  The instrument had surely laid up a
  story in its hollow breast; had been dreaming over it all the time
  it lay hidden away in the closet; and was now telling out its dreams
  about the old times in the ear of the listening boy。  To him also it
  began to assume something of that mystery and life which had such a
  softening; and; for the moment at least; elevating influence on his
  master。
  At length the love of the violin had grown upon him so; that he
  could not but cast about how he might enjoy more of its company。  It
  would not do; for many reasons; to go oftener to the shoemaker's;
  especially now that the days were getting longer。  Nor was that what
  he wanted。  He wanted opportunity for practice。  He wanted to be
  alone with the creature; to see if she would not say something more
  to him than she had ever said yet。  Wafts and odours of melodies
  began to steal upon him ere he was aware in the half lights between
  sleeping and waking: if he could only entice them to creep out of
  the violin; and once 'bless his humble ears' with the bodily hearing
  of them!  Perhaps he mightwho could tell?  But how?  But where?
  There was a building in Rothieden not old; yet so deserted that its
  very history seemed to have come to a standstill; and the dust that
  filled it to have fallen from the plumes of passing centuries。  It
  was the property of Mrs。 Falconer; left her by her husband。  Trade
  had gradually ebbed away from the town till the thread…factory stood
  unoccupied; with all its machinery rusting and mouldering; just as
  the work…people had risen and left it one hot; midsummer day; when
  they were told that their services were no longer required。  Some of
  the thread even remained upon the spools; and in the hollows of some
  of the sockets the oil had as yet dried only into a paste; although
  to Robert the desertion of the place appeared immemorial。  It stood
  at a furlong's distance from the house; on the outskirt of the town。
  There was a large; neglected garden behind it; with some good
  fruit…trees; and plenty of the bushes which boys love for the sake
  of their berries。  After grannie's jam…pots were properly filled;
  the remnant of these; a gleaning far greater than the gathering; was
  at the disposal of Robert; and; philosopher although in some measure
  he was already; he appreciated the privilege。  Haunting this garden
  in the previous summer; he had for the first time made acquaintance
  with the interior of the deserted factory。  The door to the road was
  always kept locked; and the key of it lay in one of grannie's
  drawers; but he had then discovered a back entrance less securely
  fastened; and with a strange mingling of fear and curiosity had from
  time to time extended his rambles over what seemed to him the huge
  desolation of the place。  Half of it was well built of stone and
  lime; but of the other half the upper part was built of wood; which
  now showed signs of considerable decay。  One room opened into
  another through the length of the place; revealing a vista of
  machines; standing with an air of the last folding of the wings of
  silence over them; and the sense of a deeper and deeper sinking into
  the soundless abyss。  But their activity was not so far vanished but
  that by degrees Robert came to fancy that he had some time or other
  seen a woman seated at each of those silent powers; whose single
  hand set the whole frame in motion; with its numberless spindles and
  spools rapidly revolvinga vague mystery of endless threads in
  orderly complication; out of which came some desired; to him
  unknown; result; so that the whole place was full of a bewildering
  tumult of work; every little reel contributing its share; as the
  water…drops clashing together make the roar of a tempest。  Now all
  was still as the church on a week…day; still as the school on a
  Saturday afternoon。  Nay; the silence seemed to have settled down
  like the dust; and grown old and thick; so dead and old that the
  ghost of the ancient noise had arisen to haunt the place。
  Thither would Robert carry his violin; and there would he woo her。
  'I'm thinkin' I maun tak her wi' me the nicht; Sanders;' he said;
  holding the fiddle lovingly to his bosom; after he had finished his
  next lesson。
  The shoemaker looked blank。
  'Ye're no gaein' to desert me; are ye?'
  'Na; weel I wat!' returned Robert。 'But I want to try her at hame。
  I maun get used till her a bittie; ye ken; afore I can du onything
  wi' her。'
  'I wiss ye had na brought her here ava。  What I am to du wantin'
  her!'
  'What for dinna ye get yer ain back?'
  'I haena the siller; man。  And; forbye; I doobt I wadna be that sair
  content wi' her noo gin I had her。  I used to think her gran'。  But
  I'm clean oot o' conceit o' her。  That bonnie leddy's ta'en 't clean
  oot o' me。'
  'But ye canna hae her aye; ye ken; Sanders。  She's no mine。  She's
  my grannie's; ye ken。'
  'What's the use o' her to her?  She pits nae vailue upon her。  Eh;
  man; gin she wad gie her to me; I wad haud her i' the best o' shune
  a' the lave o' her days。'
  'That wadna be muckle; Sanders; for she hasna had a new pair sin'
  ever I mind。'
  'But I wad haud Betty in shune as weel。'
  'Betty pays for her ain shune; I reckon。'
  'Weel; I wad haud you in shune; and yer bairns; and yer bairns'
  bairns;' cried the soutar; with enthusiasm。
  'Hoot; toot; man!  Lang or that ye'll be fiddlin' i' the new
  Jeroozlem。'
  'Eh; man!' said Alexander; looking uphe had just cracked the
  roset…ends off his hands; for he had the upper leather of a boot in
  the grasp of the clams; and his right hand hung arrested on its
  blind way to the awl'duv ye think there'll be fiddles there?  I
  thocht they war a' hairps; a thing 'at I never saw; but it canna be
  up till a fiddle。'
  'I dinna ken;' answered Robert; 'but ye suld mak a pint o' seein'
  for yersel'。'
  'Gin I thoucht there wad be fiddles there; faith I wad hae a try。
  It wadna be muckle o' a Jeroozlem to me wantin' my fiddle。  But gin
  there be fiddles; I daursay they'll be gran' anes。  I daursay they
  wad gi' me a new aneI mean ane as auld as Noah's 'at he played i'
  the ark whan the de'il cam' in by to hearken。  I wad fain hae a try。
  Ye ken a' aboot it wi' that grannie o' yours: hoo's a bo