第 17 节
作者:风格1      更新:2021-02-20 15:32      字数:9322
  The position was unpleasantly exposed。  One or two carts went by
  upon the road; and as long as daylight lasted I concealed myself;
  for all the world like a hunted Camisard; behind my fortification
  of vast chestnut trunk; for I was passionately afraid of discovery
  and the visit of jocular persons in the night。  Moreover; I saw
  that I must be early awake; for these chestnut gardens had been the
  scene of industry no further gone than on the day before。  The
  slope was strewn with lopped branches; and here and there a great
  package of leaves was propped against a trunk; for even the leaves
  are serviceable; and the peasants use them in winter by way of
  fodder for their animals。  I picked a meal in fear and trembling;
  half lying down to hide myself from the road; and I daresay I was
  as much concerned as if I had been a scout from Joani's band above
  upon the Lozere; or from Salomon's across the Tarn; in the old
  times of psalm…singing and blood。  Or; indeed; perhaps more; for
  the Camisards had a remarkable confidence in God; and a tale comes
  back into my memory of how the Count of Gevaudan; riding with a
  party of dragoons and a notary at his saddlebow to enforce the oath
  of fidelity in all the country hamlets; entered a valley in the
  woods; and found Cavalier and his men at dinner; gaily seated on
  the grass; and their hats crowned with box…tree garlands; while
  fifteen women washed their linen in the stream。  Such was a field
  festival in 1703; at that date Antony Watteau would be painting
  similar subjects。
  This was a very different camp from that of the night before in the
  cool and silent pine…woods。  It was warm and even stifling in the
  valley。  The shrill song of frogs; like the tremolo note of a
  whistle with a pea in it; rang up from the river…side before the
  sun was down。  In the growing dusk; faint rustlings began to run to
  and fro among the fallen leaves; from time to time a faint chirping
  or cheeping noise would fall upon my ear; and from time to time I
  thought I could see the movement of something swift and indistinct
  between the chestnuts。  A profusion of large ants swarmed upon the
  ground; bats whisked by; and mosquitoes droned overhead。  The long
  boughs with their bunches of leaves hung against the sky like
  garlands; and those immediately above and around me had somewhat
  the air of a trellis which should have been wrecked and half
  overthrown in a gale of wind。
  Sleep for a long time fled my eyelids; and just as I was beginning
  to feel quiet stealing over my limbs; and settling densely on my
  mind; a noise at my head startled me broad awake again; and; I will
  frankly confess it; brought my heart into my mouth。
  It was such a noise as a person would make scratching loudly with a
  finger…nail; it came from under the knapsack which served me for a
  pillow; and it was thrice repeated before I had time to sit up and
  turn about。  Nothing was to be seen; nothing more was to be heard;
  but a few of these mysterious rustlings far and near; and the
  ceaseless accompaniment of the river and the frogs。  I learned next
  day that the chestnut gardens are infested by rats; rustling;
  chirping; and scraping were probably all due to these; but the
  puzzle; for the moment; was insoluble; and I had to compose myself
  for sleep; as best I could; in wondering uncertainty about my
  neighbours。
  I was wakened in the grey of the morning (Monday; 30th September)
  by the sound of foot…steps not far off upon the stones; and opening
  my eyes; I beheld a peasant going by among the chestnuts by a
  footpath that I had not hitherto observed。  He turned his head
  neither to the right nor to the left; and disappeared in a few
  strides among the foliage。  Here was an escape!  But it was plainly
  more than time to be moving。  The peasantry were abroad; scarce
  less terrible to me in my nondescript position than the soldiers of
  Captain Poul to an undaunted Camisard。  I fed Modestine with what
  haste I could; but as I was returning to my sack; I saw a man and a
  boy come down the hillside in a direction crossing mine。  They
  unintelligibly hailed me; and I replied with inarticulate but
  cheerful sounds; and hurried forward to get into my gaiters。
  The pair; who seemed to be father and son; came slowly up to the
  plateau; and stood close beside me for some time in silence。  The
  bed was open; and I saw with regret my revolver lying patently
  disclosed on the blue wool。  At last; after they had looked me all
  over; and the silence had grown laughably embarrassing; the man
  demanded in what seemed unfriendly tones:
  'You have slept here?'
  'Yes;' said I。  'As you see。'
  'Why?' he asked。
  'My faith;' I answered lightly; 'I was tired。'
  He next inquired where I was going and what I had had for dinner;
  and then; without the least transition; 'C'EST BIEN;' he added;
  'come along。'  And he and his son; without another word; turned off
  to the next chestnut…tree but one; which they set to pruning。  The
  thing had passed of more simply than I hoped。  He was a grave;
  respectable man; and his unfriendly voice did not imply that he
  thought he was speaking to a criminal; but merely to an inferior。
  I was soon on the road; nibbling a cake of chocolate and seriously
  occupied with a case of conscience。  Was I to pay for my night's
  lodging?  I had slept ill; the bed was full of fleas in the shape
  of ants; there was no water in the room; the very dawn had
  neglected to call me in the morning。  I might have missed a train;
  had there been any in the neighbourhood to catch。  Clearly; I was
  dissatisfied with my entertainment; and I decided I should not pay
  unless I met a beggar。
  The valley looked even lovelier by morning; and soon the road
  descended to the level of the river。  Here; in a place where many
  straight and prosperous chestnuts stood together; making an aisle
  upon a swarded terrace; I made my morning toilette in the water of
  the Tarn。  It was marvellously clear; thrillingly cool; the soap…
  suds disappeared as if by magic in the swift current; and the white
  boulders gave one a model for cleanliness。  To wash in one of God's
  rivers in the open air seems to me a sort of cheerful solemnity or
  semi…pagan act of worship。  To dabble among dishes in a bedroom may
  perhaps make clean the body; but the imagination takes no share in
  such a cleansing。  I went on with a light and peaceful heart; and
  sang psalms to the spiritual ear as I advanced。
  Suddenly up came an old woman; who point…blank demanded alms。
  'Good;' thought I; 'here comes the waiter with the bill。'
  And I paid for my night's lodging on the spot。  Take it how you
  please; but this was the first and the last beggar that I met with
  during all my tour。
  A step or two farther I was overtaken by an old man in a brown
  nightcap; clear…eyed; weather…beaten; with a faint excited smile。
  A little girl followed him; driving two sheep and a goat; but she
  kept in our wake; while the old man walked beside me and talked
  about the morning and the valley。  It was not much past six; and
  for healthy people who have slept enough; that is an hour of
  expansion and of open and trustful talk。
  'CONNAISSEZ…VOUS LE SEIGNEUR?' he said at length。
  I asked him what Seigneur he meant; but he only repeated the
  question with more emphasis and a look in his eyes denoting hope
  and interest。
  'Ah;' said I; pointing upwards; 'I understand you now。  Yes; I know
  Him; He is the best of acquaintances。'
  The old man said he was delighted。  'Hold;' he added; striking his
  bosom; 'it makes me happy here。'  There were a few who knew the
  Lord in these valleys; he went on to tell me; not many; but a few。
  'Many are called。' he quoted; 'and few chosen。'
  'My father;' said I; 'it is not easy to say who know the Lord; and
  it is none of our business。  Protestants and Catholics; and even
  those who worship stones; may know Him and be known by Him; for He
  has made all。'
  I did not know I was so good a preacher。
  The old man assured me he thought as I did; and repeated his
  expressions of pleasure at meeting me。  'We are so few;' he said。
  'They call us Moravians here; but down in the Department of Gard;
  where there are also a good number; they are called Derbists; after
  an English pastor。'
  I began to understand that I was figuring; in questionable taste;
  as a member of some sect to me unknown; but I was more pleased with
  the pleasure of my companion than embarrassed by my own equivocal
  position。  Indeed; I can see no dishonesty in not avowing a
  difference; and especially in these high matters; where we have all
  a sufficient assurance that; whoever may be in the wrong; we
  ourselves are not completely in the right。  The truth is much
  talked about; but this old man in a brown nightcap showed himself
  so simp