第 7 节
作者:风格1      更新:2021-02-20 15:32      字数:9321
  and doubled the darkness of the surrounding night。
  I tied Modestine more conveniently for herself; and broke up half
  the black bread for her supper; reserving the other half against
  the morning。  Then I gathered what I should want within reach; took
  off my wet boots and gaiters; which I wrapped in my waterproof;
  arranged my knapsack for a pillow under the flap of my sleeping…
  bag; insinuated my limbs into the interior; and buckled myself in
  like a bambino。  I opened a tin of Bologna sausage and broke a cake
  of chocolate; and that was all I had to eat。  It may sound
  offensive; but I ate them together; bite by bite; by way of bread
  and meat。  All I had to wash down this revolting mixture was neat
  brandy:  a revolting beverage in itself。  But I was rare and
  hungry; ate well; and smoked one of the best cigarettes in my
  experience。  Then I put a stone in my straw hat; pulled the flap of
  my fur cap over my neck and eyes; put my revolver ready to my hand;
  and snuggled well down among the sheepskins。
  I questioned at first if I were sleepy; for I felt my heart beating
  faster than usual; as if with an agreeable excitement to which my
  mind remained a stranger。  But as soon as my eyelids touched; that
  subtle glue leaped between them; and they would no more come
  separate。  The wind among the trees was my lullaby。  Sometimes it
  sounded for minutes together with a steady; even rush; not rising
  nor abating; and again it would swell and burst like a great
  crashing breaker; and the trees would patter me all over with big
  drops from the rain of the afternoon。  Night after night; in my own
  bedroom in the country; I have given ear to this perturbing concert
  of the wind among the woods; but whether it was a difference in the
  trees; or the lie of the ground; or because I was myself outside
  and in the midst of it; the fact remains that the wind sang to a
  different tune among these woods of Gevaudan。  I hearkened and
  hearkened; and meanwhile sleep took gradual possession of my body
  and subdued my thoughts and senses; but still my last waking effort
  was to listen and distinguish; and my last conscious state was one
  of wonder at the foreign clamour in my ears。
  Twice in the course of the dark hours … once when a stone galled me
  underneath the sack; and again when the poor patient Modestine;
  growing angry; pawed and stamped upon the road … I was recalled for
  a brief while to consciousness; and saw a star or two overhead; and
  the lace…like edge of the foliage against the sky。  When I awoke
  for the third time (Wednesday; September 25th); the world was
  flooded with a blue light; the mother of the dawn。  I saw the
  leaves labouring in the wind and the ribbon of the road; and; on
  turning my head; there was Modestine tied to a beech; and standing
  half across the path in an attitude of inimitable patience。  I
  closed my eyes again; and set to thinking over the experience of
  the night。  I was surprised to find how easy and pleasant it had
  been; even in this tempestuous weather。  The stone which annoyed me
  would not have been there; had I not been forced to camp blindfold
  in the opaque night; and I had felt no other inconvenience; except
  when my feet encountered the lantern or the second volume of
  Peyrat's PASTORS OF THE DESERT among the mixed contents of my
  sleeping…bag; nay; more; I had felt not a touch of cold; and
  awakened with unusually lightsome and clear sensations。
  With that; I shook myself; got once more into my boots and gaiters;
  and; breaking up the rest of the bread for Modestine; strolled
  about to see in what part of the world I had awakened。  Ulysses;
  left on Ithaca; and with a mind unsettled by the goddess; was not
  more pleasantly astray。  I have been after an adventure all my
  life; a pure dispassionate adventure; such as befell early and
  heroic voyagers; and thus to be found by morning in a random
  woodside nook in Gevaudan … not knowing north from south; as
  strange to my surroundings as the first man upon the earth; an
  inland castaway … was to find a fraction of my day…dreams realised。
  I was on the skirts of a little wood of birch; sprinkled with a few
  beeches; behind; it adjoined another wood of fir; and in front; it
  broke up and went down in open order into a shallow and meadowy
  dale。  All around there were bare hilltops; some near; some far
  away; as the perspective closed or opened; but none apparently much
  higher than the rest。  The wind huddled the trees。  The golden
  specks of autumn in the birches tossed shiveringly。  Overhead the
  sky was full of strings and shreds of vapour; flying; vanishing;
  reappearing; and turning about an axis like tumblers; as the wind
  hounded them through heaven。  It was wild weather and famishing
  cold。  I ate some chocolate; swallowed a mouthful of brandy; and
  smoked a cigarette before the cold should have time to disable my
  fingers。  And by the time I had got all this done; and had made my
  pack and bound it on the pack…saddle; the day was tiptoe on the
  threshold of the east。  We had not gone many steps along the lane;
  before the sun; still invisible to me; sent a glow of gold over
  some cloud mountains that lay ranged along the eastern sky。
  The wind had us on the stern; and hurried us bitingly forward。  I
  buttoned myself into my coat; and walked on in a pleasant frame of
  mind with all men; when suddenly; at a corner; there was Fouzilhic
  once more in front of me。  Nor only that; but there was the old
  gentleman who had escorted me so far the night before; running out
  of his house at sight of me; with hands upraised in horror。
  'My poor boy!' he cried; 'what does this mean?'
  I told him what had happened。  He beat his old hands like clappers
  in a mill; to think how lightly he had let me go; but when he heard
  of the man of Fouzilhac; anger and depression seized upon his mind。
  'This time; at least;' said he; 'there shall be no mistake。'
  And he limped along; for he was very rheumatic; for about half a
  mile; and until I was almost within sight of Cheylard; the
  destination I had hunted for so long。
  CHEYLARD AND LUC
  CANDIDLY; it seemed little worthy of all this searching。  A few
  broken ends of village; with no particular street; but a succession
  of open places heaped with logs and fagots; a couple of tilted
  crosses; a shrine to Our Lady of all Graces on the summit of a
  little hill; and all this; upon a rattling highland river; in the
  corner of a naked valley。  What went ye out for to see? thought I
  to myself。  But the place had a life of its own。  I found a board;
  commemorating the liberalities of Cheylard for the past year; hung
  up; like a banner; in the diminutive and tottering church。  In
  1877; it appeared; the inhabitants subscribed forty…eight francs
  ten centimes for the 'Work of the Propagation of the Faith。'  Some
  of this; I could not help hoping; would be applied to my native
  land。  Cheylard scrapes together halfpence for the darkened souls
  in Edinburgh; while Balquhidder and Dunrossness bemoan the
  ignorance of Rome。  Thus; to the high entertainment of the angels;
  do we pelt each other with evangelists; like schoolboys bickering
  in the snow。
  The inn was again singularly unpretentious。  The whole furniture of
  a not ill…to…do family was in the kitchen:  the beds; the cradle;
  the clothes; the plate…rack; the meal…chest; and the photograph of
  the parish priest。  There were five children; one of whom was set
  to its morning prayers at the stair…foot soon after my arrival; and
  a sixth would ere long be forthcoming。  I was kindly received by
  these good folk。  They were much interested in my misadventure。
  The wood in which I had slept belonged to them; the man of
  Fouzilhac they thought a monster of iniquity; and counselled me
  warmly to summon him at law … 'because I might have died。'  The
  good wife was horror…stricken to see me drink over a pint of
  uncreamed milk。
  'You will do yourself an evil;' she said。  'Permit me to boil it
  for you。'
  After I had begun the morning on this delightful liquor; she having
  an infinity of things to arrange; I was permitted; nay requested;
  to make a bowl of chocolate for myself。  My boots and gaiters were
  hung up to dry; and; seeing me trying to write my journal on my
  knee; the eldest daughter let down a hinged table in the chimney…
  corner for my convenience。  Here I wrote; drank my chocolate; and
  finally ate an omelette before I left。  The table was thick with
  dust; for; as they explained; it was not used except in winter
  weather。  I had a clear look up the vent; through brown
  agglomerations of soot and blue vapour; to the sky; and whenever a
  handful of twigs was thrown on to the fire; my legs were scorched
  by the blaze。
  The husband had begun life as a muleteer; and when I came to charge
  Modestine showed