第 30 节
作者:童舟      更新:2021-02-20 15:23      字数:9322
  I myself should do any act in my  conversation as doth not become a man and Christian; let me bear  the punishment。  And as for your saying I may meet in public; if I  may be suffered; I would gladly do it。  Let me have but meeting  enough in public; and I shall care the less to have them in  private。  I do not meet in private because I am afraid to have  meetings in public。  I bless the Lord that my heart is at that  point; that if any man can lay any thing to my charge; either in  doctrine or in practice; in this particular; that can be proved  error or heresy; I am willing to disown it; even in the very  market…place; but if it be truth; then to stand to it to the last  drop of my blood。  And; Sir; said I; you ought to commend me for so  doing。  To err and to be a heretic are two things; I am no heretic;  because I will not stand refractorily to defend any one thing that  is contrary to the Word。  Prove any thing which I hold to be an  error; and I will recant it。
  COBB。  But; goodman BUNYAN; said he; methinks you need not stand so  strictly upon this one thing; as to have meetings of such public  assemblies。  Cannot you submit; and; notwithstanding; do as much  good as you can; in a neighbourly way; without having such  meetings?
  BUN。  Truly; Sir; said I; I do not desire to commend myself; but to  think meanly of myself; yet when I do most despise myself; taking  notice of that small measure of light which God hath given me; also  that the people of the Lord (by their own saying); are edified  thereby。  Besides; when I see that the Lord; through grace; hath in  some measure blessed my labour; I dare not but exercise that gift  which God hath given me for the good of the people。  And I said  further; that I would willingly speak in public if I might。
  COBB。  He said; that I might come to the public assemblies and  hear。  What though you do not preach? you may hear。  Do not think  yourself so well enlightened; and that you have received a gift so  far above others; but that you may hear other men preach。  Or to  that purpose。
  BUN。  I told him; I was as willing to be taught as to give  instruction; and I looked upon it as my duty to do both; for; said  I; a man that is a teacher; he himself may learn also from another  that teacheth; as the apostle saith; WE MAY ALL PROPHESY ONE BY  ONE; THAT ALL MAY LEARN。  1 Cor。 xiv。 31。  That is; every man that  hath received a gift from God; he may dispense it; that others may  be comforted; and when he hath done; he may hear and learn; and be  comforted himself of others。
  COBB。  But; said he; what if you should forbear awhile; and sit  still; till you see further how things will go?
  BUN。  Sir; said I; WICKLIFFE saith; that he which leaveth off  preaching and hearing of the Word of God for fear of  excommunication of men; he is already excommunicated of God; and  shall in the day of judgment be counted a traitor to Christ。
  COBB。  Ay; saith he; they that do not hear shall be so counted  indeed; do you; therefore; hear?
  BUN。  But; Sir; said I; he saith; he that shall leave off either  preaching or hearing; etc。  That is; if he hath received a gift for  edification; it is his sin; if he doth not lay it out in a way of  exhortation and counsel; according to the proportion of his gift;  as well as to spend his time altogether in hearing others preach。
  COBB。  But; said he; how shall we know that you have received a  gift?
  BUN。  Said I; Let any man hear and search; and prove the doctrine  by the Bible。
  COBB。  But will you be willing; said he; that two indifferent  persons shall determine the case; and will you stand by their  judgment?
  BUN。  I said; Are they infallible?
  COBB。  He said; No。
  BUN。  Then; said I; it is possible my judgment may be as good as  theirs。  But yet I will pass by either; and in this matter be  judged by the Scriptures; I am sure that is infallible; and cannot  err。
  COBB。  But; said he; who shall be judge between you; for you take  the Scriptures one way; and they another?
  BUN。  I said the Scripture should:  and that by comparing one  Scripture with another; for that will open itself; if it be rightly  compared。  As for instance; if under the different apprehensions of  the word MEDIATOR; you would know the truth of it; the Scriptures  open it; and tell us that he that is a mediator must take up the  business between two; and a mediator is not a mediator of one; …  BUT GOD IS ONE; AND THERE IS ONE MEDIATOR BETWEEN GOD AND MEN; EVEN  THE MAN CHRIST JESUS。  Gal。 iii。 20; 1 Tim。 ii。 5。  So likewise the  Scripture calleth Christ a COMPLETE; or perfect; or able HIGH  PRIEST。  That is opened in that He is called man; and also God。   His blood also is discovered to be effectually efficacious by the  same things。  So the Scripture; as touching the matter of meeting  together; etc。; doth likewise sufficiently open itself and discover  its meaning。
  COBB。  But are you willing; said he; to stand to the judgment of  the church?
  BUN。  Yes; Sir; said I; to the approbation of the church of God;  (the church's judgment is best expressed in Scripture)。  We had  much other discourse which I cannot well remember; about the laws  of the nation; and submission to governments; to which I did tell  him; that I did look upon myself as bound in conscience to walk  according to all righteous laws; and that; whether there was a king  or no; and if I did any thing that was contrary; I did hold it my  duty to bear patiently the penalty of the law; that was provided  against such offenders; with many more words to the like effect。   And said; moreover; that to cut off all occasions of suspicion from  any; as touching the harmlessness of my doctrine in private; I  would willingly take the pains to give any one the notes of all my  sermons; for I do sincerely desire to live quietly in my country;  and to submit to the present authority。
  COBB。  Well; neighbour BUNYAN; said he; but indeed I would wish you  seriously to consider of these things; between this and the  quarter…sessions; and to submit yourself。  You may do much good if  you continue still in the land; but alas; what benefit will it be  to your friends; or what good can you do to them; if you should be  sent away beyond the seas into SPAIN; or CONSTANTINOPLE; or some  other remote part of the world?  Pray be ruled。
  JAILOR。  Indeed; Sir; I hope he will be ruled。
  BUN。  I shall desire; said I; in all honesty to behave myself in  the nation; whilst I am in it。  And if I must be so dealt withal;  as you say; I hope God will help me to bear what they shall lay  upon me。  I know no evil that I have done in this matter; to be so  used。  I speak as in the presence of God。
  COBB。  You know; saith he; that the Scripture saith; THE POWERS  THAT BE; ARE ORDAINED OF GOD。
  BUN。  I said; Yes; and that I was to submit to the King as supreme;  and also to the governors; as to them who are sent by Him。
  COBB。  Well then; said he; the King then commands you; that you  should not have any private meetings; because it is against his  law; and he is ordained of God; therefore you should not have any。
  BUN。  I told him that PAUL did own the powers that were in his day;  to be of God; and yet he was often in prison under them for all  that。  And also; though JESUS CHRIST told PILATE; that He had no  power against him; but of God; yet He died under the same PILATE;  and yet; said I; I hope you will not say that either PAUL; or  Christ; were such as did deny magistracy; and so sinned against God  in slighting the ordinance。  Sir; said I; the law hath provided two  ways of obeying:  the one to do that which I; in my conscience; do  believe that I am bound to do; actively; and where I cannot obey  actively; there I am willing to lie down; and to suffer what they  shall do unto me。  At this he sat still; and said no more; which  when he had done; I did thank him for his civil and meek  discoursing with me; and so we parted。
  O! that we might meet in heaven!
  Farewell。  J。 B。
  HERE FOLLOWETH A DISCOURSE BETWEEN MY WIFE AND THE JUDGES; WITH  OTHERS; TOUCHING MY DELIVERANCE AT THE ASSIZES FOLLOWING; THE WHICH  I TOOK FROM HER OWN MOUTH。
  AFTER that I had received this sentence of banishing; or hanging;  from them; and after the former admonition; touching the  determination of the  justices if I did not recant; just when the  time drew nigh; in which I should have abjured; or have done worse  (as Mr Cobb told me); came the time in which the King was to be  crowned。  Now; at the coronation of kings; there is usually a  releasement of divers prisoners; by virtue of his coronation; in  which privilege also I should have had my share; but that they took  me for a convicted person; and therefore; unless I sued out a  pardon (as they called it); I could have no benefit thereby;  notwithstanding; yet; forasmuch as the coronation proclamation did  give liberty; from the day the King was crowned; to that day  twelvemonth; to sue them out; therefore; though they would not let  me out of prison; as they let out thousands; yet they could not  meddle with me; as touching the execution of their sentence;  because of the liberty offered for the suing out of pardons。   Whereupon I continued in prison till the next assizes; wh