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作者:童舟      更新:2021-02-20 15:23      字数:9322
  Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners In a faithful account of the life and death of John Bunyan Or A brief relation of the exceeding mercy of God in Christ to him Namely In His taking him out of the dunghill; and converting him to the  faith of His blessed son Jesus Christ。  Here is also particularly  shewed; what sight of; and what troubles he had for sin; and also;  what various temptations he hath met with; and how God hath carried  him through them。
  A PREFACE
  OR; BRIEF ACCOUNT OF THE PUBLISHING THIS WORK。  WRITTEN BY THE  AUTHOR THEREOF; AND DEDICATED TO THOSE WHOM GOD HATH COUNTED HIM  WORTHY TO BEGET TO FAITH; BY HIS MINISTRY IN THE WORD
  CHILDREN; Grace be with you。  AMEN。  I being taken from you in  presence; and so tied up that I cannot perform that duty; that from  God doth lie upon me to you…ward; for your farther edifying and  building up in faith and holiness; etc。; yet that you may see my  soul hath fatherly care and desire after your spiritual and  everlasting welfare; I now once again; as before; from the top of  SHENIR and HERMON; so now from THE LIONS' DENS; FROM THE MOUNTAINS  OF THE LEOPARDS (Song iv。 8); do look yet after you all; greatly  longing to see your safe arrival into THE desired Haven。
  I thank God upon every remembrance of you; and rejoice; even while  I stick between the teeth of the lion in the wilderness; that the  grace and mercy; and knowledge of Christ our Saviour; which God  hath bestowed upon you; with abundance of faith and love; your  hungerings and thirstings after farther acquaintance with the  Father; in the Son; your tenderness of heart; your trembling at  sin; your sober and holy deportment also; before both God and men;  is a great refreshment to me; FOR YE ARE OUR GLORY AND JOY。  1  Thess。 ii。 20。
  I have sent you here enclosed; a drop of that honey that I have  taken out of the carcase of a lion。  Judg。 xiv。 5…8。  I have eaten  thereof myself; and am much refreshed thereby。  (Temptations; when  we meet them at first; are as the lion that roared upon SAMSON; but  if we overcome them; the next time we see them; we shall find a  nest of honey within them。)  The PHILISTINES understand me not。  It  is something of a relation of the work of God upon my soul; even  from the very first; till now; wherein you may perceive my castings  down; and risings up:  for He woundeth; and His hands make whole。   It is written in the Scripture; Isa。 xxxviii。 19; THE FATHER TO THE  CHILDREN SHALL MAKE KNOWN THY TRUTH。  Yea; it was for this reason I  lay so long at Sinai; Lev。 iv。 10; 11; to see the fire; and the  cloud; and the darkness; THAT I MIGHT FEAR THE LORD ALL THE DAYS OF  MY LIFE UPON EARTH; AND TELL OF HIS WONDROUS WORKS TO MY CHILDREN。   Psalm lxxviii。 3…5。
  Moses; Numb。 xxxiii。 1; 2; writ of the journeys of the children of  ISRAEL; from EGYPT to the land of CANAAN; and commanded also that  they did remember their forty years' travel in the wilderness。   THOU SHALT REMEMBER ALL THE WAY WHICH THE LORD THY GOD LED THEE  THESE FORTY YEARS IN THE WILDERNESS; TO HUMBLE THEE; AND TO PROVE  THEE; AND TO KNOW WHAT WAS IN THINE HEART; WHETHER THOU WOULDST  KEEP HIS COMMANDMENTS; OR NO。  Deut。 viii。 2。  Wherefore this I  have endeavoured to do; and not only so; but to publish it also;  that; if God will; others may be put in remembrance of what He hath  done for their souls; by reading His work upon me。
  It is profitable for Christians to be often calling to mind the  very beginnings of grace with their souls。  IT IS A NIGHT TO BE  MUCH OBSERVED UNTO THE LORD; FOR BRINGING THEM OUT FROM THE LAND OF  EGYPT。  THIS IS THAT NIGHT OF THE LORD TO BE OBSERVED OF ALL THE  CHILDREN OF ISRAEL IN THEIR GENERATIONS。  Exod。 xii。 42。  O MY GOD  (saith DAVID); Ps。 xlii。 6; MY SOUL IS CAST DOWN WITHIN ME;  THEREFORE WILL I REMEMBER THEE FROM THE LAND OF JORDAN; AND OF THE  HERMONITES; FROM THE HILL MIZAR。  He remembered also the lion and  the bear; when he went to fight with the giant of GATH。  1 Sam。  xvii。 36; 37。
  It was PAUL'S accustomed manner; Acts xxii。; and that; when tried  for his life; Acts xxiv。; even to open before his judges the manner  of his conversion:  he would think of that day; and that hour; in  which he first did meet with grace; for he found it supported him。   When God had brought the children of Israel out of the Red Sea; far  into the wilderness; yet they must turn quite about thither again;  to remember the drowning of their enemies there; Numb。 xiv。 25; for  though they sang his praise before; yet they soon forgat his works。   Psalm cvi。 11; 12。
  In this discourse of mine; you may see much; much I say; of the  grace of God towards me:  I thank God; I can count it much; for it  was above my sins and Satan's temptations too。  I can remember my  fears and doubts; and sad months; with comfort; they are as the  head of GOLIAH in my hand:  there was nothing to DAVID like  GOLIAH'S sword; even that sword that should have been sheathed in  his bowels; for the very sight and remembrance of that did preach  forth God's deliverance to him。  Oh! the remembrance of my great  sins; of my great temptations; and of my great fear of perishing  for ever!  They bring afresh into my mind; the remembrance of my  great help; my great supports from heaven; and the great grace that  God extended to such a wretch as I。
  My dear children; call to mind the former days; and years of  ancient times:  remember also your songs in the night; and commune  with your own Hearts; Ps。 lxxiii。 5…12。  Yea; look diligently; and  leave no corner therein unsearched for that treasure hid; even the  treasure of your first and second experience of the grace of God  towards you。  Remember; I say; the word that first laid hold upon  you:  remember your terrors of conscience; and fear of death and  hell:  remember also your tears and prayers to God; yea; how you  sighed under every hedge for mercy。  Have you never a hill MIZAR to  remember?  Have you forgot the close; the milk…house; the stable;  the barn; and the like; where God did visit your souls?  Remember  also the word; the word; I say; upon which the Lord hath caused you  to hope:  if you have sinned against light; if you are tempted to  blaspheme; if you are drowned in despair; if you think God fights  against you; or if heaven is hid from your eyes; remember it was  thus with your father; BUT OUT OF THEM ALL THE LORD DELIVERED ME。
  I could have enlarged much in this my discourse; of my temptations  and troubles for sin; as also of the merciful kindness and working  of God with my soul:  I could also have stepped into a style much  higher than this; in which I have here discoursed; and could have  adorned all things more than here I have seemed to do; but I dare  not:  God did not play in tempting of me; neither did I play; when  I sunk as into the bottomless pit; when the PANGS OF HELL CAUGHT  HOLD UPON ME; wherefore I may not play in relating of them; but be  plain and simple; and lay down the thing as it was; he that liketh  it; let him receive it; and he that doth not; let him produce a  better。  Farewell。
  My dear Children;
  THE MILK AND HONEY ARE BEYOND THIS WILDERNESS。  GOD BE MERCIFUL TO  YOU; AND GRANT THAT YOU BE NOT SLOTHFUL TO GO IN TO POSSESS THE  LAND。
  JOHN BUNYAN。
  GRACE ABOUNDING TO THE CHIEF OF SINNERS OR; A BRIEF RELATION OF THE EXCEEDING MERCY OF GOD IN CHRIST; TO HIS  POOR SERVANT; JOHN BUNYAN
  IN this my relation of the merciful working of God upon my soul; it  will not be amiss; if in the first place; I do in a few words give  you a hint of my pedigree; and manner of bringing up; that thereby  the goodness and bounty of God towards me; may be the more advanced  and magnified before the sons of men。
  2。  For my descent then; it was; as is well known by many; of a low  and inconsiderable generation; my father's house being of that rank  that is meanest; and most despised of all the families in the land。   Wherefore; I have not here; as others; to boast of noble blood; or  of any high…born state; according to the flesh; though; all things  considered; I magnify the heavenly Majesty; for that by this door  He brought me into the world; to partake of the grace and life that  is in Christ by the gospel。
  3。  But yet; notwithstanding the meanness and inconsiderableness of  my parents; it pleased God to put it into their hearts; to put me  to school; to learn both to read and write; the which I also  attained; according to the rate of other poor men's children:   though; to my shame; I confess; I did soon lose that I had learned;  even almost utterly; and that long before the Lord did work His  gracious work of conversion upon my soul。
  4。  As for my own natural life; for the time that I was without God  in the world; it was; indeed; ACCORDING TO THE COURSE OF THIS WORLD  AND THE SPIRIT THAT NOW WORKETH IN THE CHILDREN OF DISOBEDIENCE。   Eph。 ii。 2; 3。  It was my delight to be 'taken captive by the devil  AT HIS WILL;' 2 Tim。 ii。 26; being filled with all unrighteousness;  the which did also so strongly work; and put forth itself; both in  my heart and life; and that from a child; that I had but few equals  (especially considering my years; which were tender; being but few)  both for cursing; swearing; l