第 26 节
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  me。  Say; therefore; to which of us does she belong?〃
  〃It would seem that it should be to you;〃 he answered slowly; 〃since you
  have shown yourself so faithful; and were it not for you she would now
  be lying yonder;〃 and he pointed to the little heaps that covered the
  bones of most of the expedition。  〃Yes; yes; it would seem that it
  should be to you; who twice have saved her life and once have saved mine
  also。〃
  Now I suppose that he saw on my face the joy which I could not conceal;
  for he added hastily: 〃Yet; Allan; years ago I swore on the Book before
  God that never with my will should my daughter marry an Englishman; even
  if be were a good Englishman。  Also; just before we left the Colony; I
  swore again; in her presence and that of Hernan Pereira; that I would
  not give her to you; so I cannot break my oath; can I?  If I did; the
  good God would be avenged upon me。〃
  〃Some might think that when I came here the good God was in the way of
  being avenged upon you for the keeping of that evil oath;〃 I answered
  bitterly; glancing; in my turn; at the graves。
  〃Yes; they might; Allan;〃 he replied without anger; for all his troubles
  had induced a reasonable frame of mind in himfor a while。  〃Yet; His
  ways are past finding out; are they not?〃
  Now my anger broke out; and; rising; I said:
  〃Do you mean; Mynheer Marais; that notwithstanding the love between us;
  which you know is true and deep; and notwithstanding that I alone have
  been able to drag both of you and the others out of the claws of death;
  I am never to marry Marie?  Do you mean that she is to be given to a
  braggart who deserted her in her need?〃
  〃And what if I do mean that; Allan?〃
  〃This: although I am still young; as you know well I am a man who can
  think and act for himself。  Also; I am your master hereI have cattle
  and guns and servants。  Well; I will take Marie; and if any should try
  to stop me; I know how to protect myself and her。〃
  This bold speech did not seem to surprise him in the least or to make
  him think the worse of me。  He looked at me for a while; pulling his
  long beard in a meditative fashion; then answered:
  〃I dare say that at your age I should have played the same game; and it
  is true that you have things in your fist。  But; much as she may love
  you; Marie would not go away with you and leave her father to starve。〃
  〃Then you can come with us as my father…in…law; Mynheer Marais。  At any
  rate; it is certain that I will not go away and leave her here to
  starve。〃
  Now I think that something which he saw in my eye showed him that I was
  in earnest。  At least; he changed his tone and began to argue; almost to
  plead。
  〃Be reasonable; Allan;〃 he said。  〃How can you marry Marie when there is
  no predicant to marry you?  Surely; if you love her so much; you would
  not pour mud upon her name; even in this wilderness?〃
  〃She might not think it mud;〃 I replied。  〃Men and women have been
  married without the help of priests before now; by open declaration and
  public report; for instance; and their children held to be born in
  wedlock。  I know that; for I have read of the law of marriage。〃
  〃It may be; Allan; though I hold no marriage good unless the holy words
  are said。  But why do you not let me come to the end of my story?〃
  〃Because I thought it was ended; Mynheer Marais。〃
  〃Not so; Allan。  I told you that I had sworn that she should never marry
  you with my will。  But when she is of age; which will be in some six
  months' time; my will counts no longer; seeing that then she is a free
  woman who can dispose of herself。  Also I shall be clear of my oath; for
  no harm will come to my soul if that happens which I cannot help。  Now
  are you satisfied?〃
  〃I don't know;〃 I answered doubtfully; for somehow all Marais's
  casuistry; which I thought contemptible; did not convince me that he was
  sincere。  〃I don't know;〃 I repeated。  〃Much may chance in six months。〃
  〃Of course; Allan。  For instance; Marie might change her mind and marry
  someone else。〃
  〃Or I might not be there to marry; mynheer。  Accidents sometimes happen
  to men who are not wanted; especially in wild countries or; for the
  matter of that; to those who are。〃
  〃Allemachte!  Allan; you do not mean that I〃
  〃No; mynheer;〃 I interrupted; 〃but there are other people in the world
  besides yourselfHernan Pereira; for example; if he lives。  Still; I am
  not the only one concerned in this matter。  There is Marie yonder。
  Shall I call her?〃
  He nodded; preferring probably that I should speak to her in his
  presence rather than alone。
  So I called Marie; who was watching our talk somewhat anxiously while
  she went about her tasks。  She came at once; a very different Marie to
  the starving girl of a while before; for although she was still thin and
  drawn; her youth and beauty were returning to her fast under the
  influences of good food and happiness。
  〃What is it; Allan?〃 she asked gently。  I told her all; repeating our
  conversation and the arguments which had been used on either side word
  for word; as nearly as I could remember them。
  〃Is that right?〃 I asked of Marais when I had finished。
  〃It is right; you have a good memory;〃 he answered。
  〃Very well。  And now what have you to say; Marie?〃
  〃I; dear Allan?  Why; this: My life belongs to you; who have twice saved
  this body of mine from death; as my love and spirit belong to you。
  Therefore; I should have thought it no shame if I had been given to you
  here and now before the people; and afterwards married by a clergyman
  when we found one。  But my father has sworn an oath which weighs upon
  his mind; and he has shown you that within six monthsa short six
  monthsthat oath dies of itself; since; by the law; he can no longer
  control me。  So; Allan; as I would not grieve him; or perhaps lead him
  to say and do what is foolish; I think it would be well that we should
  wait for those six months; if; on his part; he promises that he will
  then do nothing to prevent our marriage。〃
  〃Ja; ja; I promise that then I will do nothing to prevent your
  marriage;〃 answered Marais eagerly; like one who has suddenly seen some
  loophole of escape from an impossible position; adding; as though to
  himself; 〃But God may do something to prevent it; for all that。〃
  〃We are every one of us in the hand of God;〃 she replied in her sweet
  voice。  〃Allan; you hear; my father has promised?〃
  〃Yes; Marie; he has promisedafter a fashion;〃 I replied gloomily; for
  somehow his words struck a chill through me。
  〃I have promised; Allan; and I will keep my promise to you; as I have
  kept my oath to God; attempting to work you no harm; and leaving all in
  His hands。  But you; on your part; must promise also that; till she is
  of age; you will not take Marie as a wifeno; not if you were left
  alone together in the veld。  You must be as people who are affianced to
  each other; no more。〃
  So; having no choice; I promised; though with a heavy heart。  Then; I
  suppose in order to make this solemn contract public; Marais called the
  surviving Boers; who were loitering near; and repeated to them the terms
  of the contract that we had made。
  The men laughed and shrugged their shoulders。  But Vrouw Prinsloo; I
  remember; said outright that she thought the business foolish; since if
  anyone had a right to Marie; I had; wherever I chose to take her。  She
  added that; as for Hernan Pereira; he was a 〃sneak and a stinkcat;〃 who
  had gone off to save his own life; and left them all to die。  If _she_
  were Marie; should they meet again; she would greet him with a pailful
  of dirty water in the face; as she herself meant to do if she got the
  chance。
  Vrouw Prinsloo; it will be observed; was a very outspoken woman and; I
  may add; an honest one。
  So this contract was settled。  I have set it out at length because of
  its importance in our story。  But now I wishah! how I wish that I had
  insisted upon being married to Marie then and there。  If I had done so;
  I think I should have carried my point; for I was the 〃master of many
  legions〃 in the shape of cattle; food and ammunition; and rather than
  risk a quarrel with me; the other Boers would have forced Marais to give
  way。  But we were young and inexperienced; also it was fated otherwise。
  Who can question the decrees of Fate written immutably; perhaps long
  before we were born; in the everlasting book of human destinies?
  Yet; when I had shaken off my first fears and doubts; my lot and Marie's
  were very happy; a perfect paradise; indeed; compared with what we had
  gone through during that bitter time of silence and separation。  At any
  rate; we were acknowledged to be affianced by the little society in
  which we lived; including her father; and allowed to be as much alone
  together as we liked。  This meant that we met at dawn only to separate
  at nightfall; for; having little or no artificial light; we went to