第 10 节
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  I may mention that of the seven or eight men who slept in the
  outbuildings and had fought with us; two were killed in the fight and
  two wounded。  The remainder; one way or another; managed to escape
  unhurt; so that in all this fearful struggle; in which we inflicted so
  terrible a punishment upon the Kaffirs; we lost only three slain;
  including the Frenchman; Leblanc。
  As to the events of the next three days I know only what I have been
  told; for practically during all that time I was off my head from loss
  of blood; complicated with fever brought on by the fearful excitement
  and exertion I had undergone。  All I can recall is a vision of Marie
  bending over me and making me take food of some sortmilk or soup; I
  supposefor it seems I would touch it from no other hand。  Also I had
  visions of the tall shape of my white…haired father; who; like most
  missionaries; understood something of surgery and medicine; attending to
  the bandages on my thigh。  Afterwards he told me that the spear had
  actually cut the walls of the big artery; but; by good fortune; without
  going through them。  Another fortieth of an inch and I should have bled
  to death in ten minutes!
  On this third day my mind was brought back from its wanderings by the
  sound of a great noise about the house; above which I heard the voice of
  Marais storming and shouting; and that of my father trying to calm him。
  Presently Marie entered the room; drawing…to behind her a Kaffir karoos;
  which served as a curtain; for the door; it will be remembered; had been
  torn out。  Seeing that I was awake and reasonable; she flew to my side
  with a little cry of joy; and; kneeling down; kissed me on the forehead。
  〃You have been very ill; Allan; but I know you will recover now。  While
  we are alone; which;〃 she added slowly and with meaning; 〃I dare say we
  shall not be much in future; I want to thank you from my heart for all
  that you did to save me。  Had it not been for you; oh! had it not been
  for you〃and she glanced at the blood stains on the earthen floor; put
  her hands before her eyes and shuddered。
  〃Nonsense; Marie;〃 I answered; taking her hand feebly enough; for I was
  very weak。  〃Anyone else would have done as much; even if they did not
  love you as I do。  Let us thank God that it was not in vain。  But what
  is all that noise?  Have the Quabies come back?〃
  She shook her head。
  〃No; the Boers have come back from hunting them。〃
  〃And did they catch them and recover the cattle?〃
  〃Not so。  They only found some wounded men; whom they shot; and the body
  of Monsieur Leblanc with his head cut off; taken away with other bits of
  him for medicine; they say to make the warriors brave。  Quabie has burnt
  his kraal and fled with all his people to join the other Kaffirs in the
  Big Mountains。  Not a cow or a sheep did they find; except a few that
  had fallen exhausted; and those had their throats cut。  My father wanted
  to follow them and attack the Red Kaffirs in the mountains; but the
  others would not go。  They said there are thousands of them; and that it
  would be a mad war; from which not one of them would return alive。  He
  is wild with grief and rage; for; Allan dear; we are almost ruined;
  especially as the British Government are freeing the slaves and only
  going to give us a very small price; not a third of their value。  But;
  hark! he is calling me; and you must not talk much or excite yourself;
  lest you should be ill again。  Now you have to sleep and eat and get
  strong。  Afterwards; dear; you may talk〃; and; bending down once more;
  she blessed and kissed me; then rose and glided away。
  CHAPTER IV
  HERNANDO PEREIRA
  Several more days passed before I was allowed out of that little
  war…stained room of which I grew to hate the very sight。  I entreated my
  father to take me into the air; but he would not; saying that he feared
  lest any movement should cause the bleeding to begin again or even the
  cut artery to burst。  Moreover; the wound was not hearing very well; the
  spear that caused it having been dirty or perhaps used to skin dead
  animals; which caused some dread of gangrene; that in those days
  generally meant death。  As it chanced; although I was treated only with
  cold water; for antiseptics were then unknown; my young and healthy
  blood triumphed and no gangrene appeared。
  What made those days even duller was that during them I saw very little
  of Marie; who now only entered the place in the company of her father。
  Once I managed to ask her why she did not come oftener and alone。  Her
  face grew troubled as she whispered back; 〃Because it is not allowed;
  Allan;〃 and then without another word left the place。
  Why; I wondered to myself; was it not allowed; and an answer sprang up
  in my mind。  Doubtless it was because of that tall young man who had
  argued with my father in the wagon…house。  Marie had never spoken to me
  of him; but from the Hottentot Hans and my father I managed to collect a
  good deal of information concerning him and his business。
  It appeared that he was the only child of Henri Marais's sister; who
  married a Portuguese from Delagoa Bay of the name of Pereira; who had
  come to the Cape Colony to trade many years before and settled there。
  Both he and his wife were dead; and their son; Hernando; Marie's cousin;
  had inherited all their very considerable wealth。
  Indeed; now I remembered having heard this Hernando; or Hernan; as the
  Boers called him for short; spoken of in past years by the Heer Marais
  as the heir to great riches; since his father had made a large fortune
  by trading in wine and spirits under some Government monopoly which he
  held。  Often he had been invited to visit Maraisfontein; but his
  parents; who doted on him and lived in one of the settled districts not
  far from Cape Town; would never allow him to travel so far from them
  into these wild regions。
  Since their death; however; things had changed。  It appeared that on the
  decease of old Pereira the Governor of the Colony had withdrawn the wine
  and spirit monopoly; which he said was a job and a scandal; an act that
  made Hernando Pereira very angry; although he needed no more money; and
  had caused him to throw himself heart and soul into the schemes of the
  disaffected Boers。  Indeed; he was now engaged as one of the organisers
  of the Great Trek which was in contemplation。  In fact; it had already
  begun; into the partially explored land beyond the borders of the
  Colony; where the Dutch farmers proposed to set up dominions of their
  own。
  That was the story of Hernando Pereira; who was to benay; who had
  already becomemy rival for the hand of the sweet and beautiful Marie
  Marais。
  One night when my father and I were alone in the little room where he
  slept with me; and he had finished reading his evening portion of
  Scripture aloud; I plucked up my courage to tell him that I loved Marie
  and wished to marry her; and that we had plighted our troth during the
  attack of the Kaffirs on the stead。
  〃Love and war indeed!〃 he said; looking at me gravely; but showing no
  sign of surprise; for it appeared that he was already acquainted with
  our secret。  This was not wonderful; for he informed me afterwards that
  during my delirium I had done nothing except rave of Marie in the most
  endearing terms。  Also Marie herself; when I was at my worst; had burst
  into tears before him and told him straight out that she loved me。
  〃Love and war indeed!〃 he repeated; adding kindly; 〃My poor boy; I fear
  that you have fallen into great trouble。〃
  〃Why; father?〃 I asked。  〃Is it wrong that we should love each other?〃
  〃Not wrong; but; in the circumstances; quite naturalI should have
  foreseen that it was sure to happen。  No; not wrong; but most
  unfortunate。  To begin with; I do not wish to see you marry a foreigner
  and become mixed up with these disloyal Boers。  I hoped that one day; a
  good many years hence; for you are only a boy; Allan; you would find an
  English wife; and I still hope it。〃
  〃Never!〃 I ejaculated。
  〃Never is a long word; Allan; and I dare say that what you are so sure
  is impossible will happen after all;〃 words that made me angry enough at
  the time; though in after years I often thought of them。
  〃But;〃 he went on; 〃putting my own wishes; perhaps prejudices; aside; I
  think your suit hopeless。  Although Henri Marais likes you well enough
  and is grateful to you just now because you have saved the daughter whom
  he loves; you must remember that he hates us English bitterly。  I
  believe that he would almost as soon see his girl marry a half…caste as
  an Englishman; and especially a poor Englishman; as you are; and unless
  you can make money; must remain。  I have little to leave you; Allan。〃
  〃I might make money; father; out of ivory; for instance。  You know I am
  a good shot。〃
  〃Allan; I do not think you will ever make much money; it is not in your