第 63 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:19      字数:9322
  of the Resurrection; doing as Mr Shaw had told him; and trying to
  find out not that they were all accurate; but whether they were all
  accurate or no。  He did not care which result he should arrive at;
  but he was resolved that he would reach one or the other。  When he
  had finished Dean Alford's notes he found them come to this; namely;
  that no one yet had succeeded in bringing the four accounts into
  tolerable harmony with each other; and that the Dean; seeing no
  chance of succeeding better than his predecessors had done;
  recommended that the whole story should be taken on trustand this
  Ernest was not prepared to do。
  He got his luncheon; went out for a long walk; and returned to
  dinner at half past six。  While Mrs Jupp was getting him his dinner…
  …a steak and a pint of stoutshe told him that Miss Snow would be
  very happy to see him in about an hour's time。  This disconcerted
  him; for his mind was too unsettled for him to wish to convert
  anyone just then。  He reflected a little; and found that; in spite
  of the sudden shock to his opinions; he was being irresistibly drawn
  to pay the visit as though nothing had happened。  It would not look
  well for him not to go; for he was known to be in the house。  He
  ought not to be in too great a hurry to change his opinions on such
  a matter as the evidence for Christ's Resurrection all of a sudden
  besides he need not talk to Miss Snow about this subject to…day
  there were other things he might talk about。  What other things?
  Ernest felt his heart beat fast and fiercely; and an inward monitor
  warned him that he was thinking of anything rather than of Miss
  Snow's soul。
  What should he do?  Fly; fly; flyit was the only safety。  But
  would Christ have fled?  Even though Christ had not died and risen
  from the dead there could be no question that He was the model whose
  example we were bound to follow。  Christ would not have fled from
  Miss Snow; he was sure of that; for He went about more especially
  with prostitutes and disreputable people。  Now; as then; it was the
  business of the true Christian to call not the righteous but sinners
  to repentance。  It would be inconvenient to him to change his
  lodgings; and he could not ask Mrs Jupp to turn Miss Snow and Miss
  Maitland out of the house。  Where was he to draw the line?  Who
  would be just good enough to live in the same house with him; and
  who just not good enough?
  Besides; where were these poor girls to go?  Was he to drive them
  from house to house till they had no place to lie in?  It was
  absurd; his duty was clear:  he would go and see Miss Snow at once;
  and try if he could not induce her to change her present mode of
  life; if he found temptation becoming too strong for him he would
  fly thenso he went upstairs with his Bible under his arm; and a
  consuming fire in his heart。
  He found Miss Snow looking very pretty in a neatly; not to say
  demurely; furnished room。  I think she had bought an illuminated
  text or two; and pinned it up over her fire…place that morning。
  Ernest was very much pleased with her; and mechanically placed his
  Bible upon the table。  He had just opened a timid conversation and
  was deep in blushes; when a hurried step came bounding up the stairs
  as though of one over whom the force of gravity had little power;
  and a man burst into the room saying; 〃I'm come before my time。〃  It
  was Towneley。
  His face dropped as he caught sight of Ernest。  〃What; you here;
  Pontifex!  Well; upon my word!〃
  I cannot describe the hurried explanations that passed quickly
  between the threeenough that in less than a minute Ernest;
  blushing more scarlet than ever; slunk off; Bible and all; deeply
  humiliated as he contrasted himself and Towneley。  Before he had
  reached the bottom of the staircase leading to his own room he heard
  Towneley's hearty laugh through Miss Snow's door; and cursed the
  hour that he was born。
  Then it flashed upon him that if he could not see Miss Snow he could
  at any rate see Miss Maitland。  He knew well enough what he wanted
  now; and as for the Bible; he pushed it from him to the other end of
  his table。  It fell over on to the floor; and he kicked it into a
  corner。  It was the Bible given him at his christening by his
  affectionate aunt; Elizabeth Allaby。  True; he knew very little of
  Miss Maitland; but ignorant young fools in Ernest's state do not
  reflect or reason closely。  Mrs Baxter had said that Miss Maitland
  and Miss Snow were birds of a feather; and Mrs Baxter probably knew
  better than that old liar; Mrs Jupp。  Shakespeare says:
  O Opportunity; thy guilt is great
  'Tis thou that execut'st the traitor's treason:
  Thou set'st the wolf where he the lamb may get;
  Whoever plots the sin; thou 'point'st the season;
  'Tis thou that spurn'st at right; at law; at reason;
  And in thy shady cell; where none may spy him;
  Sits Sin; to seize the souls that wander by him。
  If the guilt of opportunity is great; how much greater is the guilt
  of that which is believed to be opportunity; but in reality is no
  opportunity at all。  If the better part of valour is discretion; how
  much more is not discretion the better part of vice
  About ten minutes after we last saw Ernest; a scared; insulted girl;
  flushed and trembling; was seen hurrying from Mrs Jupp's house as
  fast as her agitated state would let her; and in another ten minutes
  two policemen were seen also coming out of Mrs Jupp's; between whom
  there shambled rather than walked our unhappy friend Ernest; with
  staring eyes; ghastly pale; and with despair branded upon every line
  of his face。
  CHAPTER LXI
  Pryer had done well to warn Ernest against promiscuous house to
  house visitation。  He had not gone outside Mrs Jupp's street door;
  and yet what had been the result?
  Mr Holt had put him in bodily fear; Mr and Mrs Baxter had nearly
  made a Methodist of him; Mr Shaw had undermined his faith in the
  Resurrection; Miss Snow's charms had ruinedor would have done so
  but for an accidenthis moral character。  As for Miss Maitland; he
  had done his best to ruin hers; and had damaged himself gravely and
  irretrievably in consequence。  The only lodger who had done him no
  harm was the bellows' mender; whom he had not visited。
  Other young clergymen; much greater fools in many respects than he;
  would not have got into these scrapes。  He seemed to have developed
  an aptitude for mischief almost from the day of his having been
  ordained。  He could hardly preach without making some horrid faux
  pas。  He preached one Sunday morning when the Bishop was at his
  Rector's church; and made his sermon turn upon the question what
  kind of little cake it was that the widow of Zarephath had intended
  making when Elijah found her gathering a few sticks。  He
  demonstrated that it was a seed cake。  The sermon was really very
  amusing; and more than once he saw a smile pass over the sea of
  faces underneath him。  The Bishop was very angry; and gave my hero a
  severe reprimand in the vestry after service was over; the only
  excuse he could make was that he was preaching ex tempore; had not
  thought of this particular point till he was actually in the pulpit;
  and had then been carried away by it。
  Another time he preached upon the barren fig…tree; and described the
  hopes of the owner as he watched the delicate blossom unfold; and
  give promise of such beautiful fruit in autumn。  Next day he
  received a letter from a botanical member of his congregation who
  explained to him that this could hardly have been; inasmuch as the
  fig produces its fruit first and blossoms inside the fruit; or so
  nearly so that no flower is perceptible to an ordinary observer。
  This last; however; was an accident which might have happened to any
  one but a scientist or an inspired writer。
  The only excuse I can make for him is that he was very youngnot
  yet four and twentyand that in mind as in body; like most of those
  who in the end come to think for themselves; he was a slow grower。
  By far the greater part; moreover; of his education had been an
  attempt; not so much to keep him in blinkers as to gouge his eyes
  out altogether。
  But to return to my story。  It transpired afterwards that Miss
  Maitland had had no intention of giving Ernest in charge when she
  ran out of Mrs Jupp's house。  She was running away because she was
  frightened; but almost the first person whom she ran against had
  happened to be a policeman of a serious turn of mind; who wished to
  gain a reputation for activity。  He stopped her; questioned her;
  frightened her still more; and it was he rather than Miss Maitland;
  who insisted on giving my hero in charge to himself and another
  constable。
  Towneley was still in Mrs Jupp's house when the policeman came。  He
  had heard a disturbance; and going down to Ernest's room while Miss
  Maitland was out of doors; had found him lying; as it were; stunned
  at the foot of the moral precipice over which he had that moment
  fallen。  He saw the whole thing at a glance; but before he could
  take action; the policemen came in and action became impossible。
  He asked Ernest who were his friends in London。  Ernest at first
  wanted not to say; but Towneley soon gave him to understand that he
  must do as he was bid; and selected m