disturbance；　nobody　else　among　the　clergy　sees　these　things；　and　I
  have　no　wish　to　be　the　first　to　begin　turning　everything　topsy…
  turvy。'　　And　then　people　call　him　a　sensible　man。　　I　have　no
  patience　with　them。　　However；　we　know　what　we　want；　and；　as　I　wrote
  to　Dawson　the　other　day；　have　a　scheme　on　foot　which　will；　I　think；
  fairly　meet　the　requirements　of　the　case。　　But　we　want　more　money；
  and　my　first　move　towards　getting　this　has　not　turned　out　quite　so
  satisfactorily　as　Pryer　and　I　had　hoped；　we　shall；　however；　I　doubt
  not；　retrieve　it　shortly。〃
  When　Ernest　came　to　London　he　intended　doing　a　good　deal　of　house…
  to…house　visiting；　but　Pryer　had　talked　him　out　of　this　even　before
  he　settled　down　in　his　new　and　strangely…chosen　apartments。　　The
  line　he　now　took　was　that　if　people　wanted　Christ；　they　must　prove
  their　want　by　taking　some　little　trouble；　and　the　trouble　required
  of　them　was　that　they　should　come　and　seek　him；　Ernest；　out；　there
  he　was　in　the　midst　of　them　ready　to　teach；　if　people　did　not　choose
  to　come　to　him　it　was　no　fault　of　his。
  〃My　great　business　here；〃　he　writes　again　to　Dawson；　〃is　to　observe。
  I　am　not　doing　much　in　parish　work　beyond　my　share　of　the　daily
  services。　　I　have　a　man's　Bible　Class；　and　a　boy's　Bible　Class；　and
  a　good　many　young　men　and　boys　to　whom　I　give　instruction　one　way　or
  another；　then　there　are　the　Sunday　School　children；　with　whom　I　fill
  my　room　on　a　Sunday　evening　as　full　as　it　will　hold；　and　let　them
  sing　hymns　and　chants。　　They　like　this。　　I　do　a　great　deal　of
  readingchiefly　of　books　which　Pryer　and　I　think　most　likely　to
  help；　we　find　nothing　comparable　to　the　Jesuits。　　Pryer　is　a
  thorough　gentleman；　and　an　admirable　man　of　businessno　less
  observant　of　the　things　of　this　world；　in　fact；　than　of　the　things
  above；　by　a　brilliant　coup　he　has　retrieved；　or　nearly　so；　a　rather
  serious　loss　which　threatened　to　delay　indefinitely　the　execution　of
  our　great　scheme。　　He　and　I　daily　gather　fresh　principles。　　I
  believe　great　things　are　before　me；　and　am　strong　in　the　hope　of
  being　able　by　and　by　to　effect　much。
  〃As　for　you　I　bid　you　God　speed。　　Be　bold　but　logical；　speculative
  but　cautious；　daringly　courageous；　but　properly　circumspect　withal；〃
  etc。；　etc。
  I　think　this　may　do　for　the　present。
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  I　had　called　on　Ernest　as　a　matter　of　course　when　he　first　came　to
  London；　but　had　not　seen　him。　　I　had　been　out　when　he　returned　my
  call；　so　that　he　had　been　in　town　for　some　weeks　before　I　actually
  saw　him；　which　I　did　not　very　long　after　he　had　taken　possession　of
  his　new　rooms。　　I　liked　his　face；　but　except　for　the　common　bond　of
  music；　in　respect　of　which　our　tastes　were　singularly　alike；　I
  should　hardly　have　known　how　to　get　on　with　him。　　To　do　him　justice
  he　did　not　air　any　of　his　schemes　to　me　until　I　had　drawn　him　out
  concerning　them。　　I；　to　borrow　the　words　of　Ernest's　landlady；　Mrs
  Jupp；　〃am　not　a　very　regular　church…goer〃I　discovered　upon　cross…
  examination　that　Mrs　Jupp　had　been　to　church　once　when　she　was
  churched　for　her　son　Tom　some　five　and　twenty　years　since；　but　never
  either　before　or　afterwards；　not　even；　I　fear；　to　be　married；　for
  though　she　called　herself　〃Mrs〃　she　wore　no　wedding　ring；　and　spoke
  of　the　person　who　should　have　been　Mr　Jupp　as　〃my　poor　dear　boy's
  father；〃　not　as　〃my　husband。〃　　But　to　return。　　I　was　vexed　at
  Ernest's　having　been　ordained。　　I　was　not　ordained　myself　and　I　did
  not　like　my　friends　to　be　ordained；　nor　did　I　like　having　to　be　on
  my　best　behaviour　and　to　look　as　if　butter　would　not　melt　in　my
  mouth；　and　all　for　a　boy　whom　I　remembered　when　he　knew　yesterday
  and　to…morrow　and　Tuesday；　but　not　a　day　of　the　week　morenot　even
  Sunday　itselfand　when　he　said　he　did　not　like　the　kitten　because
  it　had　pins　in　its　toes。
  I　looked　at　him　and　thought　of　his　aunt　Alethea；　and　how　fast　the
  money　she　had　left　him　was　accumulating；　and　it　was　all　to　go　to
  this　young　man；　who　would　use　it　probably　in　the　very　last　ways　with
  which　Miss　Pontifex　would　have　sympathised。　　I　was　annoyed。　　〃She
  always　said；〃　I　thought　to　myself；　〃that　she　should　make　a　mess　of
  it；　but　I　did　not　think　she　would　have　made　as　great　a　mess　of　it　as
  this。〃　　Then　I　thought　that　perhaps　if　his　aunt　had　lived　he　would
  not　have　been　like　this。
  Ernest　behaved　quite　nicely　to　me　and　I　own　that　the　fault　was　mine
  if　the　conversation　drew　towards　dangerous　subjects。　　I　was　the
  aggressor；　presuming　I　suppose　upon　my　age　and　long　acquaintance
  with　him；　as　giving　me　a　right　to　make　myself　unpleasant　in　a　quiet
  way。
  Then　he　came　out；　and　the　exasperating　part　of　it　was　that　up　to　a
  certain　point　he　was　so　very　right。　　Grant　him　his　premises　and　his
  conclusions　were　sound　enough；　nor　could　I；　seeing　that　he　was
  already　ordained；　join　issue　with　him　about　his　premises　as　I　should
  certainly　have　done　if　I　had　had　a　chance　of　doing　so　before　he　had
  taken　orders。　　The　result　was　that　I　had　to　beat　a　retreat　and　went
  away　not　in　the　best　of　humours。　　I　believe　the　truth　was　that　I
  liked　Ernest；　and　was　vexed　at　his　being　a　clergyman；　and　at　a
  clergyman　having　so　much　money　coming　to　him。
  I　talked　a　little　with　Mrs　Jupp　on　my　way　out。　　She　and　I　had
  reckoned　one　another　up　at　first　sight　as　being　neither　of　us　〃very
  regular　church…goers；〃　and　the　strings　of　her　tongue　had　been
  loosened。　　She　said　Ernest　would　die。　　He　was　much　too　good　for　the
  world　and　he　looked　so　sad　〃just　like　young　Watkins　of　the　'Crown'
  over　the　way　who　died　a　month　ago；　and　his　poor　dear　skin　was　white
  as　alablaster；　least…ways　they　say　he　shot　hisself。　　They　took　him
  from　the　Mortimer；　I　met　them　just　as　I　was　going　with　my　Rose　to
  get　a　pint　o'　four　ale；　and　she　had　her　arm　in　splints。　　She　told
  her　sister　she　wanted　to　go　to　Perry's　to　get　some　wool；　instead　o'
  which　it　was　only　a　stall　to　get　me　a　pint　o'　ale；　bless　her　heart；
  there's　nobody　else　would　do　that　much　for　poor　old　Jupp；　and　it's　a
  horrid　lie　to　say　she　is　gay；　not　but　what　I　like　a　gay　woman；　I　do：
  I'd　rather　give　a　gay　woman　half…a…crown　than　stand　a　modest　woman　a
  pot　o'　beer；　but　I　don't　want　to　go　associating　with　bad　girls　for
  all　that。　　So　they　took　him　from　the　Mortimer；　they　wouldn't　let　him
  go　home　no　more；　and　he　done　it　that　artful　you　know。　　His　wife　was
  in　the　country　living　with　her　mother；　and　she　always　spoke
  respectful　o'　my　Rose。　　Poor　dear；　I　hope　his　soul　is　in　Heaven。
  Well　Sir；　would　you　believe　it；　there's　that　in　Mr　Pontifex's　face
  which　is　just　like　young　Watkins；　he　looks　that　worrited　and
  scrunched　up　at　times；　but　it's　never　for　the　same　reason；　for　he
  don't　know　nothing　at　all；　no　more　than　a　unborn　babe；　no　he　don't；
  why　there's　not　a　monkey　going　about　London　with　an　Italian　organ
  grinder　but　knows　more　than　Mr　Pontifex　do。　　He　don't　knowwell　I
  suppose〃
  Here　a　child　came　in　on　an　errand　from　some　neighbour　and
  interrupted　her；　or　I　can　form　no　idea　where　or　when　she　would　have
  ended　her　discourse。　　I　seized　the　opportunity　to　run　away；　but　not
  before　I　had　given　her　five　shillings　and　made　her　write　down　my
  address；　for　I　was　a　little　frightened　by　what　she　said。　　I　told　her
  if　she　thought　her　lodger　grew　worse；　she　was　to　come　and　let　me
  know。
  Weeks　went　by　and　I　did　not　see　her　again。　　Having　done　as　much　as　I
  had；　I　felt　absolved　from　doing　more；　and　let　Ernest　alone　as
  thinking　that　he　and　I　should　only　bore　one　another。
  He　had　now　been　ordained　a　little　over　four　months；　but　these　months
  had　not　brought　happiness　or　satisfaction　with　them。　　He　had　lived
  in　a　clergyman's　house　all　his　life；　and　might　have　been　expected
  perhaps　to　have　known　pretty　much　what　being　a　clergyman　was　like；
  and　so　he　dida　country　clergyman；　he　had　formed　an　ideal；　however；
  as　regards　what　a　town　clergyman　could　do；　and　was　trying　in　a
  feeble　tentative　way　to　realise　it；　but　somehow　or　other　it　always
  managed　to　escape　him。
  He　lived　among　the　poor；　but　he　did　not　find　that　he　got　to　know
  them。　　The　idea　that　they　would　come　to　him　proved　to　be　a　mistaken
  one。　　He　did　indeed　visit　a　few　tame　pets　whom　his　rector　desired
  him　to　look　after。　　There　was　an　old　man　and　his　wife　who　lived　next
  door　but　one　to　Ernest　himself；　then　there　was　a　plumber　of　the　name
  of　Chesterfield；　an　aged　lady　of　the　name　of　Gover；　blind　and　bed…
  ridden；　who　munched　and　munched　her　feeble　old　toothless　jaws　as
  Ernest　spoke　or　read　to　her；　but　who　could　do　little　more；　a　Mr
  Brookes；　a　rag　and　bottle　merchant　in　Birdsey's　Rents　in　the　last
  stage　of　dropsy；　and　perhaps　half　a　dozen　or　so　others。　　What　did　it
  all　come　to；　when　he　did　go　to　see　them？　　The　plumber　wanted　to　be
  flattered；　and　liked　fooling　a　gentleman　into　wasting　his　time　by
  scratching　his　ears　for　him。　　Mrs　Gover；　poor　old　woman；　wanted
  money；　she　was　very　good　and　meek；　and　when　Ernest　got　her　a
  shilling　from　Lady　Anne　Jones's　bequest；　she　said　it　was　〃small　but
  seasonable；〃　and　munched　and　munched　in　gratitude。　　Ernest　sometimes
  gave　her　a　little　money　himself；　but　not；　as　he　says　now；　half　what
  he　ought　to　have　given。
  What　could　he　do　else　that　would　have　been　of　the　smallest　use　to
  her？　　Nothing　indeed；　but　giving　occasional　half…crowns　to　Mrs　Gove