第 56 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:19      字数:9322
  perish spiritually in such investigations。  We cannot help it; all
  science must have its martyrs; and none of these will deserve better
  of humanity than those who have fallen in the pursuit of spiritual
  pathology。〃
  Ernest grew more and more interested; but in the meekness of his
  soul said nothing。
  〃I do not desire this martyrdom for myself;〃 continued the other;
  〃on the contrary I will avoid it to the very utmost of my power; but
  if it be God's will that I should fall while studying what I believe
  most calculated to advance his glorythen; I say; not my will; oh
  Lord; but thine be done。〃
  This was too much even for Ernest。  〃I heard of an Irish…woman
  once;〃 he said; with a smile; 〃who said she was a martyr to the
  drink。〃
  〃And so she was;〃 rejoined Pryer with warmth; and he went on to show
  that this good woman was an experimentalist whose experiment; though
  disastrous in its effects upon herself; was pregnant with
  instruction to other people。  She was thus a true martyr or witness
  to the frightful consequences of intemperance; to the saving;
  doubtless; of many who but for her martyrdom would have taken to
  drinking。  She was one of a forlorn hope whose failure to take a
  certain position went to the proving it to be impregnable and
  therefore to the abandonment of all attempt to take it。  This was
  almost as great a gain to mankind as the actual taking of the
  position would have been。
  〃Besides;〃 he added more hurriedly; 〃the limits of vice and virtue
  are wretchedly ill…defined。  Half the vices which the world condemns
  most loudly have seeds of good in them and require moderate use
  rather than total abstinence。〃
  Ernest asked timidly for an instance。
  〃No; no;〃 said Pryer; 〃I will give you no instance; but I will give
  you a formula that shall embrace all instances。  It is this; that no
  practice is entirely vicious which has not been extinguished among
  the comeliest; most vigorous; and most cultivated races of mankind
  in spite of centuries of endeavour to extirpate it。  If a vice in
  spite of such efforts can still hold its own among the most polished
  nations; it must be founded on some immutable truth or fact in human
  nature; and must have some compensatory advantage which we cannot
  afford altogether to dispense with。〃
  〃But;〃 said Ernest timidly; 〃is not this virtually doing away with
  all distinction between right and wrong; and leaving people without
  any moral guide whatever?〃
  〃Not the people;〃 was the answer:  〃it must be our care to be guides
  to these; for they are and always will be incapable of guiding
  themselves sufficiently。  We should tell them what they must do; and
  in an ideal state of things should be able to enforce their doing
  it:  perhaps when we are better instructed the ideal state may come
  about; nothing will so advance it as greater knowledge of spiritual
  pathology on our own part。  For this; three things are necessary;
  firstly; absolute freedom in experiment for us the clergy; secondly;
  absolute knowledge of what the laity think and do; and of what
  thoughts and actions result in what spiritual conditions; and
  thirdly; a compacter organisation among ourselves。
  〃If we are to do any good we must be a closely united body; and must
  be sharply divided from the laity。  Also we must be free from those
  ties which a wife and children involve。  I can hardly express the
  horror with which I am filled by seeing English priests living in
  what I can only designate as 'open matrimony。'  It is deplorable。
  The priest must be absolutely sexlessif not in practice; yet at
  any rate in theory; absolutelyand that too; by a theory so
  universally accepted that none shall venture to dispute it。〃
  〃But;〃 said Ernest; 〃has not the Bible already told people what they
  ought and ought not to do; and is it not enough for us to insist on
  what can be found here; and let the rest alone?〃
  〃If you begin with the Bible;〃 was the rejoinder; 〃you are three
  parts gone on the road to infidelity; and will go the other part
  before you know where you are。  The Bible is not without its value
  to us the clergy; but for the laity it is a stumbling…block which
  cannot be taken out of their way too soon or too completely。  Of
  course; I mean on the supposition that they read it; which; happily;
  they seldom do。  If people read the Bible as the ordinary British
  churchman or churchwoman reads it; it is harmless enough; but if
  they read it with any carewhich we should assume they will if we
  give it them at allit is fatal to them。〃
  〃What do you mean?〃 said Ernest; more and more astonished; but more
  and more feeling that he was at least in the hands of a man who had
  definite ideas。
  〃Your question shows me that you have never read your Bible。  A more
  unreliable book was never put upon paper。  Take my advice and don't
  read it; not till you are a few years older; and may do so safely。〃
  〃But surely you believe the Bible when it tells you of such things
  as that Christ died and rose from the dead?  Surely you believe
  this?〃 said Ernest; quite prepared to be told that Pryer believed
  nothing of the kind。
  〃I do not believe it; I know it。〃
  〃But howif the testimony of the Bible fails?〃
  〃On that of the living voice of the Church; which I know to be
  infallible and to be informed of Christ himself。〃
  CHAPTER LIII
  The foregoing conversation and others like it made a deep impression
  upon my hero。  If next day he had taken a walk with Mr Hawke; and
  heard what he had to say on the other side; he would have been just
  as much struck; and as ready to fling off what Pryer had told him;
  as he now was to throw aside all he had ever heard from anyone
  except Pryer; but there was no Mr Hawke at hand; so Pryer had
  everything his own way。
  Embryo minds; like embryo bodies; pass through a number of strange
  metamorphoses before they adopt their final shape。  It is no more to
  be wondered at that one who is going to turn out a Roman Catholic;
  should have passed through the stages of being first a Methodist;
  and then a free thinker; than that a man should at some former time
  have been a mere cell; and later on an invertebrate animal。  Ernest;
  however; could not be expected to know this; embryos never do。
  Embryos think with each stage of their development that they have
  now reached the only condition which really suits them。  This; they
  say; must certainly be their last; inasmuch as its close will be so
  great a shock that nothing can survive it。  Every change is a shock;
  every shock is a pro tanto death。  What we call death is only a
  shock great enough to destroy our power to recognise a past and a
  present as resembling one another。  It is the making us consider the
  points of difference between our present and our past greater than
  the points of resemblance; so that we can no longer call the former
  of these two in any proper sense a continuation of the second; but
  find it less trouble to think of it as something that we choose to
  call new。
  But; to let this pass; it was clear that spiritual pathology (I
  confess that I do not know myself what spiritual pathology means
  but Pryer and Ernest doubtless did) was the great desideratum of the
  age。  It seemed to Ernest that he had made this discovery himself
  and been familiar with it all his life; that he had never known; in
  fact; of anything else。  He wrote long letters to his college
  friends expounding his views as though he had been one of the
  Apostolic fathers。  As for the Old Testament writers; he had no
  patience with them。  〃Do oblige me;〃 I find him writing to one
  friend; 〃by reading the prophet Zechariah; and giving me your candid
  opinion upon him。  He is poor stuff; full of Yankee bounce; it is
  sickening to live in an age when such balderdash can be gravely
  admired whether as poetry or prophecy。〃  This was because Pryer had
  set him against Zechariah。  I do not know what Zechariah had done; I
  should think myself that Zechariah was a very good prophet; perhaps
  it was because he was a Bible writer; and not a very prominent one;
  that Pryer selected him as one through whom to disparage the Bible
  in comparison with the Church。
  To his friend Dawson I find him saying a little later on:  〃Pryer
  and I continue our walks; working out each other's thoughts。  At
  first he used to do all the thinking; but I think I am pretty well
  abreast of him now; and rather chuckle at seeing that he is already
  beginning to modify some of the views he held most strongly when I
  first knew him。
  〃Then I think he was on the high road to Rome; now; however; he
  seems to be a good deal struck with a suggestion of mine in which
  you; too; perhaps may be interested。  You see we must infuse new
  life into the Church somehow; we are not holding our own against
  either Rome or infidelity。〃  (I may say in passing that I do not
  believe Ernest had as yet ever seen an infidelnot to speak to。)
  〃I proposed; therefore; a few days back to Pryerand he fell in
  eagerly with the proposal as soon as he saw that I had the means of
  carrying it outthat we should set on foot a spiritual movement
  somewhat analogous to the Young England movement of twenty years
  ago; the aim of which shall be at once to outbid Rome on the one
  hand; and scep