第 11 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:18      字数:9322
  and those alone allowed to remain at home whose loyalty could be
  depended upon。  The brothers did not even suspect what was going on
  and believed their father's getting assistance was because he really
  wanted it。
  The sisters who remained at home kept their words and gave Christina
  all the help they could; for over and above their sense of fair play
  they reflected that the sooner Theobald was landed; the sooner
  another deacon might be sent for who might be won by themselves。  So
  quickly was all managed that the two unreliable sisters were
  actually out of the house before Theobald's next visitwhich was on
  the Sunday following his first。
  This time Theobald felt quite at home in the house of his new
  friendsfor so Mrs Allaby insisted that he should call them。  She
  took; she said; such a motherly interest in young men; especially in
  clergymen。  Theobald believed every word she said; as he had
  believed his father and all his elders from his youth up。  Christina
  sat next him at dinner and played her cards no less judiciously than
  she had played them in her sister's bed…room。  She smiled (and her
  smile was one of her strong points) whenever he spoke to her; she
  went through all her little artlessnesses and set forth all her
  little wares in what she believed to be their most taking aspect。
  Who can blame her?  Theobald was not the ideal she had dreamed of
  when reading Byron upstairs with her sisters; but he was an actual
  within the bounds of possibility; and after all not a bad actual as
  actuals went。  What else could she do?  Run away?  She dared not。
  Marry beneath her and be considered a disgrace to her family?  She
  dared not。  Remain at home and become an old maid and be laughed at?
  Not if she could help it。  She did the only thing that could
  reasonably be expected。  She was drowning; Theobald might be only a
  straw; but she could catch at him and catch at him she accordingly
  did。
  If the course of true love never runs smooth; the course of true
  match…making sometimes does so。  The only ground for complaint in
  the present case was that it was rather slow。  Theobald fell into
  the part assigned to him more easily than Mrs Cowey and Mrs Allaby
  had dared to hope。  He was softened by Christina's winning manners:
  he admired the high moral tone of everything she said; her sweetness
  towards her sisters and her father and mother; her readiness to
  undertake any small burden which no one else seemed willing to
  undertake; her sprightly manners; all were fascinating to one who;
  though unused to woman's society; was still a human being。  He was
  flattered by her unobtrusive but obviously sincere admiration for
  himself; she seemed to see him in a more favourable light; and to
  understand him better than anyone outside of this charming family
  had ever done。  Instead of snubbing him as his father; brother and
  sisters did; she drew him out; listened attentively to all he chose
  to say; and evidently wanted him to say still more。  He told a
  college friend that he knew he was in love now; he really was; for
  he liked Miss Allaby's society much better than that of his sisters。
  Over and above the recommendations already enumerated; she had
  another in the possession of what was supposed to be a very
  beautiful contralto voice。  Her voice was certainly contralto; for
  she could not reach higher than D in the treble; its only defect was
  that it did not go correspondingly low in the bass:  in those days;
  however; a contralto voice was understood to include even a soprano
  if the soprano could not reach soprano notes; and it was not
  necessary that it should have the quality which we now assign to
  contralto。  What her voice wanted in range and power was made up in
  the feeling with which she sang。  She had transposed 〃Angels ever
  bright and fair〃 into a lower key; so as to make it suit her voice;
  thus proving; as her mamma said; that she had a thorough knowledge
  of the laws of harmony; not only did she do this; but at every pause
  added an embellishment of arpeggios from one end to the other of the
  keyboard; on a principle which her governess had taught her; she
  thus added life and interest to an air which everyoneso she said
  must feel to be rather heavy in the form in which Handel left it。
  As for her governess; she indeed had been a rarely accomplished
  musician:  she was a pupil of the famous Dr Clarke of Cambridge; and
  used to play the overture to Atalanta; arranged by Mazzinghi。
  Nevertheless; it was some time before Theobald could bring his
  courage to the sticking point of actually proposing。  He made it
  quite clear that he believed himself to be much smitten; but month
  after month went by; during which there was still so much hope in
  Theobald that Mr Allaby dared not discover that he was able to do
  his duty for himself; and was getting impatient at the number of
  half…guineas he was disbursingand yet there was no proposal。
  Christina's mother assured him that she was the best daughter in the
  whole world; and would be a priceless treasure to the man who
  married her。  Theobald echoed Mrs Allaby's sentiments with warmth;
  but still; though he visited the Rectory two or three times a week;
  besides coming over on Sundayshe did not propose。  〃She is heart…
  whole yet; dear Mr Pontifex;〃 said Mrs Allaby; one day; 〃at least I
  believe she is。  It is not for want of admirersoh! noshe has had
  her full share of these; but she is too; too difficult to please。  I
  think; however; she would fall before a GREAT AND GOOD man。〃  And
  she looked hard at Theobald; who blushed; but the days went by and
  still he did not propose。
  Another time Theobald actually took Mrs Cowey into his confidence;
  and the reader may guess what account of Christina he got from her。
  Mrs Cowey tried the jealousy manoeuvre and hinted at a possible
  rival。  Theobald was; or pretended to be; very much alarmed; a
  little rudimentary pang of jealousy shot across his bosom and he
  began to believe with pride that he was not only in love; but
  desperately in love or he would never feel so jealous。
  Nevertheless; day after day still went by and he did not propose。
  The Allabys behaved with great judgement。  They humoured him till
  his retreat was practically cut off; though he still flattered
  himself that it was open。  One day about six months after Theobald
  had become an almost daily visitor at the Rectory the conversation
  happened to turn upon long engagements。  〃I don't like long
  engagements; Mr Allaby; do you?〃 said Theobald imprudently。  〃No;〃
  said Mr Allaby in a pointed tone; 〃nor long courtships;〃 and he gave
  Theobald a look which he could not pretend to misunderstand。  He
  went back to Cambridge as fast as he could go; and in dread of the
  conversation with Mr Allaby which he felt to be impending; composed
  the following letter which he despatched that same afternoon by a
  private messenger to Crampsford。  The letter was as follows:…
  〃Dearest Miss Christina;I do not know whether you have guessed the
  feelings that I have long entertained for youfeelings which I have
  concealed as much as I could through fear of drawing you into an
  engagement which; if you enter into it; must be prolonged for a
  considerable time; but; however this may be; it is out of my power
  to conceal them longer; I love you; ardently; devotedly; and send
  these few lines asking you to be my wife; because I dare not trust
  my tongue to give adequate expression to the magnitude of my
  affection for you。
  〃I cannot pretend to offer you a heart which has never known either
  love or disappointment。  I have loved already; and my heart was
  years in recovering from the grief I felt at seeing her become
  another's。  That; however; is over; and having seen yourself I
  rejoice over a disappointment which I thought at one time would have
  been fatal to me。  It has left me a less ardent lover than I should
  perhaps otherwise have been; but it has increased tenfold my power
  of appreciating your many charms and my desire that you should
  become my wife。  Please let me have a few lines of answer by the
  bearer to let me know whether or not my suit is accepted。  If you
  accept me I will at once come and talk the matter over with Mr and
  Mrs Allaby; whom I shall hope one day to be allowed to call father
  and mother。
  〃I ought to warn you that in the event of your consenting to be my
  wife it may be years before our union can be consummated; for I
  cannot marry till a college living is offered me。  If; therefore;
  you see fit to reject me; I shall be grieved rather than surprised。…
  …Ever most devotedly yours;
  〃THEOBALD PONTIFEX。〃
  And this was all that his public school and University education had
  been able to do for Theobald!  Nevertheless for his own part he
  thought his letter rather a good one; and congratulated himself in
  particular upon his cleverness in inventing the story of a previous
  attachment; behind which he intended to shelter himself if Christina
  should complain of any lack of fervour in his behaviour to her。
  I need not give Christina's answer; which of course was to accept。
  Much as Theobald feared old Mr Allaby I do not think he would have
  wrought up his courage to the point of actually proposing but for
  the fact of the engage