第 33 节
作者:向前      更新:2021-02-20 05:46      字数:9321
  you; too; have wept!                            〃While the world was yet ours; While its sun was upon us; its incense stream'd to us; And its myriad voices of joy seem'd to woo us; We stray'd from each other; too far; it may be; Nor; wantonly wandering; then did I see How deep was my need of thee; dearest; how great Was thy claim on my heart and thy share in my fate! But; Matilda; an angel was near us; meanwhile; Watching o'er us to warn; and to rescue!                                           〃That smile Which you saw with suspicion; that presence you eyed With resentment; an angel's they were at your side And at mine; nor perchance is the day all so far; When we both in our prayers; when most heartfelt they are; May murmur the name of that woman now gone From our sight evermore。                           〃Here; this evening; alone; I seek your forgiveness; in opening my heart Unto yours;from this clasp be it never to part! Matilda; the fortune you brought me is gone; But a prize richer far than that fortune has won It is yours to confer; and I kneel for that prize; 'Tis the heart of my wife!〃  With suffused happy eyes She sprang from her seat; flung her arms wide apart; And tenderly closing them round him; his heart Clasp'd in one close embrace to her bosom; and there Droop'd her head on his shoulder; and sobb'd。                                                Not despair; Not sorrow; not even the sense of her loss; Flow'd in those happy tears; so oblivious she was Of all save the sense of her own love!  Anon; However; his words rush'd back to her。  〃All gone; The fortune you brought me!〃                               And eyes that were dim With soft tears she upraised; but those tears were for HIM。 〃Gone! my husband?〃 she said;〃 tell me all! see! I need; To sober this rapture; so selfish indeed; Fuller sense of affliction。〃                               〃Poor innocent child!〃 He kiss'd her fair forehead; and mournfully smiled; As he told her the tale he had heardsomething more; The gain found in loss of what gain lost of yore。 〃Rest; my heart; and my brain; and my right hand; for you; And with these; my Matilda; what may I not do? And know not; I knew not myself till this hour; Which so sternly reveal'd it; my nature's full power。〃 〃And I too;〃 she murmur'd; 〃I too am no more The mere infant at heart you have known me before。 I have suffer'd since then。  I have learn'd much in life。 O take; with the faith I have pledged as a wife; The heart I have learn'd as a woman to feel! For Ilove you; my husband!〃                                As though to conceal Less from him; than herself; what that motion express'd; She dropp'd her bright head; and hid all on his breast。 〃O lovely as woman; beloved as wife! Evening star of my heart; light forever my life! If from eyes fix'd too long on this base earth thus far You have miss'd your due homage; dear guardian star; Believe that; uplifting those eyes unto heaven; There I see you; and know you; and bless the light given To lead me to life's late achievement; my own; My blessing; my treasure; my all things in one!〃
  XII。
  How lovely she look'd in the lovely moonlight; That stream'd thro' the pane from the blue balmy night! How lovely she look'd in her own lovely youth; As she clung to his side; full of trust and of truth! How lovely to HIM; as he tenderly press'd Her young head on his bosom; and sadly caress'd The glittering tresses which now shaken loose Shower'd gold in his hand; as he smooth'd them!
  XIII。
  O Muse; Interpose not one pulse of thine own beating heart Twixt these two silent souls!  There's a joy beyond art; And beyond sound the music it makes in the breast。
  XIV。
  Here were lovers twice wed; that were happy at least! No music; save such as the nightingales sung; Breath'd their bridals abroad; and no cresset; up…hung; Lit that festival hour; save what soft light was given From the pure stars that peopled the deep…purple heaven。 He open'd the casement: he led her with him; Hush'd in heart; to the terrace; dipp'd cool in the dim Lustrous gloom of the shadowy laurels。  They heard Aloof; the invisible; rapturous bird; With her wild note bewildering the woodlands: they saw Not unheard; afar off; the hill…rivulet draw His long ripple of moon…kindled wavelets with cheer From the throat of the vale; o'er the dark sapphire sphere The mild; multitudinous lights lay asleep; Pastured free on the midnight; and bright as the sheep Of Apollo in pastoral Thrace; from unknown Hollow glooms freshen'd odors around them were blown Intermittingly; then the moon dropp'd from their sight; Immersed in the mountains; and put out the light Which no longer they needed to read on the face Of each other life's last revelation。                                        The place Slept sumptuous round them; and Nature; that never Sleeps; but waking reposes; with patient endeavor Continued about them; unheeded; unseen; Her old; quiet toil in the heart of the green Summer silence; preparing new buds for new blossoms; And stealing a finger of change o'er the bosoms Of the unconscious woodlands; and Time; that halts not His forces; how lovely soever the spot Where their march liesthe wary; gray strategist; Time; With the armies of Life; lay encamp'dGrief and Crime; Love and Faith; in the darkness unheeded; maturing; For his great war with man; new surprises; securing All outlets; pursuing and pushing his foe To his last narrow refugethe grave。
  XV。
  Sweetly though Smiled the stars like new hopes out of heaven; and sweetly Their hearts beat thanksgiving for all things; completely Confiding in that yet untrodden existence Over which they were pausing。  To…morrow; resistance And struggle; to…night; Love his hallow'd device Hung forth; and proclaim'd his serene armistice。
  CANTO V。
  I。
  When Lucile left Matilda; she sat for long hours In her chamber; fatigued by long overwrought powers; 'Mid the signs of departure; about to turn back To her old vacant life; on her old homeless track。 She felt her heart falter within her。  She sat Like some poor player; gazing dejectedly at The insignia of royalty worn for a night; Exhausted; fatigued; with the dazzle and light; And the effort of passionate feigning; who thinks Of her own meagre; rush…lighted garret; and shrinks From the chill of the change that awaits her。
  II。
  From these Oppressive; and comfortless; blank reveries; Unable to sleep; she descended the stair That led from her room to the garden。                                        The air; With the chill of the dawn; yet unris'n; but at hand; Strangely smote on her feverish forehead。  The land Lay in darkness and change; like a world in its grave: No sound; save the voice of the long river wave And the crickets that sing all the night!                                            She stood still; Vaguely watching the thin cloud that curl'd on the hill。 Emotions; long pent in her breast; were at stir; And the deeps of the spirit were troubled in her。 Ah; pale woman! what; with that heart…broken look; Didst thou read then in nature's weird heart…breaking book? Have the wild rains of heaven a father? and who Hath in pity begotten the drops of the dew? Orion; Arcturus; who pilots them both? What leads forth in his season the bright Mazaroth? Hath the darkness a dwelling;save there; in those eyes? And what name hath that half…reveal'd hope in the skies? Ay; question; and listen!  What answer?                                          The sound Of the long river wave through its stone…troubled bound; And the crickets that sing all the night。                                            There are hours Which belong to unknown; supernatural powers; Whose sudden and solemn suggestions are all That to this race of worms;stinging creatures; that crawl; Lie; and fear; and die daily; beneath their own stings; Can excuse the blind boast of inherited wings。 When the soul; on the impulse of anguish; hath pass'd Beyond anguish; and risen into rapture at last; When she traverses nature and space; till she stands In the Chamber of Fate; where; through tremulous hands; Hum the threads from an old…fashion'd distaff uncurl'd; And those three blind old women sit spinning the world。
  III。
  The dark was blanch'd wan; overhead。  One green star Was slipping from sight in the pale void afar; The spirits of change and of awe; with faint breath; Were shifting the midnight; above and beneath。 The spirits of awe and of change were around And about; and upon her。                           A dull muffled sound; And a hand on her hand; like a ghostly surprise; And she felt herself fix'd by the hot hollow eyes Of the Frenchman before her: those eyes seemed to burn; And scorch out the darkness between them; and turn Into fire as they fix'd her。  He look'd like the shade Of a creature by fancy some solitude made; And sent forth by the darkness to scare and oppress Some soul of a monk in a waste wilderness。
  IV。
  〃At last; then;at last; and alone;I and thou; Lucile de Nevers; have we met?                                 〃Hush! I know Not for me was the tryst。  Never