第 30 节
作者:向前      更新:2021-02-20 05:46      字数:9322
  e for the love of an innocent wife All that such love deserved in the heart and the life Of the man to whose heart and whose life you alone Can with safety confide the pure trust of your own。〃
  She turn'd to Matilda; and lightly laid on her Her soft quiet hand 。 。 。                           〃'Tis; O lady; the honor Which that man has confided to you; that; in spite Of his friend; I now trust I may yet save to…night Save for both of you; lady! for yours I revere; Duc de Luvois; what say you?my place is not here?〃
  XII。
  And; so saying; the hand of Matilda she caught; Wound one arm round her waist unresisted and sought Gently; softly; to draw her away from the spot。 The Duke stood confounded; and follow'd them not; But not yet the house had they reach'd when Lucile Her tender and delicate burden could feel Sink and falter beside her。  Oh; then she knelt down; Flung her arms round Matilda; and press'd to her own The poor bosom beating against her。                                      The moon; Bright; breathless; and buoyant; and brimful of June; Floated up from the hillside; sloped over the vale; And poised herself loose in mid…heaven; with one pale; Minute; scintillescent; and tremulous star Swinging under her globe like a wizard…lit car; Thus to each of those women revealing the face Of the other。  Each bore on her features the trace Of a vivid emotion。  A deep inward shame The cheek of Matilda had flooded with flame。 With her enthusiastic emotion; Lucile Trembled visibly yet; for she could not but feel That a heavenly hand was upon her that night; And it touch'd her pure brow to a heavenly light。 〃In the name of your husband; dear lady;〃 she said; 〃In the name of your mother; take heart!  Lift your head; For those blushes are noble。  Alas! do not trust To that maxim of virtue made ashes and dust; That the fault of the husband can cancel the wife's。 Take heart! and take refuge and strength in your life's Pure silence;there; kneel; pray; and hope; weep; and wait!〃 〃Saved; Lucile!〃 sobb'd Matilda; 〃but saved to what fate? Tears; prayers; yes! not hopes。〃                                   〃Hush!〃 the sweet voice replied。 〃Fool'd away by a fancy; again to your side Must your husband return。  Doubt not this。  And return For the love you can give; with the love that you yearn To receive; lady。  What was it chill'd you both now? Not the absence of love; but the ignorance how Love is nourish'd by love。  Well! henceforth you will prove Your heart worthy of love;since it knows how to love。〃
  XIII。
  〃What gives you such power over me; that I feel Thus drawn to obey you?  What are you; Lucile?〃 Sigh'd Matilda; and lifted her eyes to the face Of Lucile。             There pass'd suddenly through it the trace Of deep sadness; and o'er that fair forehead came down A shadow which yet was too sweet for a frown。 〃The pupil of sorrow; perchance;〃 。 。 。 she replied。 〃Of sorrow?〃 Matilda exclaim'd 。 。 。 〃O confide To my heart your affliction。  In all you made known I should find some instruction; no doubt; for my own!〃
  〃And I some consolation; no doubt; for the tears Of another have not flow'd for me many years。〃
  It was then that Matilda herself seized the hand Of Lucile in her own; and uplifted her; and Thus together they enter'd the house。
  XIV。
  'Twas the room Of Matilda。              The languid and delicate gloom Of a lamp of pure white alabaster; aloft From the ceiling suspended; around it slept soft。 The casement oped into the garden。  The pale Cool moonlight stream'd through it。  One lone nightingale Sung aloof in the laurels。  And here; side by side; Hand in hand; the two women sat down undescried; Save by guardian angels。                           As when; sparkling yet From the rain; that; with drops that are jewels; leaves wet The bright head it humbles; a young rose inclines To some pale lily near it; the fair vision shines As one flower with two faces; in hush'd; tearful speech; Like the showery whispers of flowers; each to each Link'd; and leaning together; so loving; so fair; So united; yet diverse; the two women there Look'd; indeed; like two flowers upon one drooping stem; In the soft light that tenderly rested on them。 All that soul said to soul in that chamber; who knows? All that heart gain'd from heart?                                    Leave the lily; the rose; Undisturb'd with their secret within them。  For who To the heart of the floweret can follow the dew? A night full of stars!  O'er the silence; unseen; The footsteps of sentinel angels between The dark land and deep sky were moving。  You heard Pass'd from earth up to heaven the happy watchword Which brighten'd the stars as amongst them it fell From earth's heart; which it eased 。 。 。 〃All is well! all is well!〃
  CANTO IV。
  I。
  The Poets pour wine; and; when 'tis new; all decry it; But; once let it be old; every trifler must try it。 And Polonius; who praises no wine that's not Massic; Complains of my verse; that my verse is not classic。 And Miss Tilburina; who sings; and not badly; My earlier verses; sighs 〃Commonplace sadly!〃
  As for you; O Polonius; you vex me but slightly; But you; Tilburina; your eyes beam so brightly In despite of their languishing looks; on my word; That to see you look cross I can scarcely afford。 Yes! the silliest woman that smiles on a bard Better far than Longinus himself can reward The appeal to her feelings of which she approves; And the critics I most care to please are the Loves。
  Alas; friend! what boots it; a stone at his head And a brass on his breast;when a man is once dead? Ay! were fame the sole guerdon; poor guerdon were then Theirs who; stripping life bare; stand forth models for men。 The reformer's?a creed by posterity learnt A century after its author is burnt! The poet's?a laurel that hides the bald brow It hath blighted!  The painter's?Ask Raphael now Which Madonna's authentic!  The stateman's?a name For parties to blacken; or boys to declaim! The soldier's?three lines on the cold Abbey pavement! Were this all the life of the wise and the brave meant; All it ends in; thrice better; Neaera; it were Unregarded to sport with thine odorous hair; Untroubled to lie at thy feet in the shade And be loved; while the roses yet bloom overhead; Than to sit by the lone hearth; and think the long thought; A severe; sad; blind schoolmaster; envied for naught Save the name of John Milton!  For all men; indeed; Who in some choice edition may graciously read; With fair illustration; and erudite note; The song which the poet in bitterness wrote; Beat the poet; and notably beat him; in this The joy of the genius is theirs; whilst they miss The grief of the man: Tasso's songnot his madness! Dante's dreamsnot his waking to exile and sadness! Milton's musicbut not Milton's blindness! 。 。 。                                               Yet rise; My Milton; and answer; with those noble eyes Which the glory of heaven hath blinded to earth! Saythe life; in the living it; savors of worth: That the deed; in the doing it; reaches its aim: That the fact has a value apart from the fame: That a deeper delight; in the mere labor; pays Scorn of lesser delights; and laborious days: And Shakespeare; though all Shakespeare's writings were lost; And his genius; though never a trace of it crossed Posterity's path; not the less would have dwelt In the isle with Miranda; with Hamlet have felt All that Hamlet hath uttered; and haply where; pure On its death…bed; wrong'd Love lay; have moan'd with the Moor!
  II。
  When Lord Alfred that night to the salon return'd He found it deserted。  The lamp dimly burn'd As though half out of humor to find itself there Forced to light for no purpose a room that was bare。 He sat down by the window alone。  Never yet Did the heavens a lovelier evening beget Since Latona's bright childbed that bore the new moon! The dark world lay still; in a sort of sweet swoon; Wide open to heaven; and the stars on the stream Were trembling like eyes that are loved on the dream Of a lover; and all things were glad and at rest Save the unquiet heart in his own troubled breast。 He endeavor'd to thinkan unwonted employment; Which appear'd to afford him no sort of enjoyment。
  III。
  〃Withdraw into yourself。  But; if peace you seek there for; Your reception; beforehand; be sure to prepare for;〃 Wrote the tutor of Nero; who wrote; be it said; Better far than he actedbut peace to the dead! He bled for his pupil: what more could he do? But Lord Alfred; when into himself he withdrew; Found all there in disorder。  For more than an hour He sat with his head droop'd like some stubborn flower Beaten down by the rush of the rainwith such force Did the thick; gushing thoughts hold upon him the course Of their sudden descent; rapid; rushing; and dim; From the cloud that had darken'd the evening for him。 At one moment he roserose and open'd the door; And wistfully look'd down the dark corridor Toward the room of Matilda。  Anon; with a sigh Of an incomplete purpose; he crept quietly Back again to his place in a sort of submission To doubt; and return'd to his former position; That loose fall of the arms; that dull droop of the face; And the eye vaguely fix'd on impalpable space。 Th