第 6 节
作者:向前      更新:2021-02-20 05:45      字数:9319
  irth; The face of his first love; the bills that he owes; The twaddle of friends and the venom of foes; The sermon he heard when to church he last went; The money he borrow'd; the money he spent; All of these things; a man; I believe; may forget; And not be the worse for forgetting; but yet Never; never; oh never! earth's luckiest sinner Hath unpunish'd forgotten the hour of his dinner! Indigestion; that conscience of every bad stomach; Shall relentlessly gnaw and pursue him with some ache Or some pain; and trouble; remorseless; his best ease; As the Furies once troubled the sleep of Orestes。
  XIX。
  We may live without poetry; music; and art: We may live without conscience; and live without heart; We may live without friends; we may live without books; But civilized man cannot live without cooks。 He may live without books;what is knowledge but grieving? He may live without hope;what is hope but deceiving? He may live without love;what is passion but pining? But where is the man that can live without dining?
  XX。
  Lord Alfred found; waiting his coming; a note From Lucile。              〃Your last letter has reach'd me;〃 she wrote。 〃This evening; alas! I must go to the ball; And shall not be at home till too late for your call; But to…morrow; at any rate; sans faute; at One You will find me at home; and will find me alone。 Meanwhile; let me thank you sincerely; milord; For the honor with which you adhere to your word。 Yes; I thank you; Lord Alfred!  To…morrow then。                                                 〃L。〃
  XXI。
  I find myself terribly puzzled to tell The feelings with which Alfred Vargrave flung down This note; as he pour'd out his wine。  I must own That I think he; himself; could have hardly explain'd Those feelings exactly。                         〃Yes; yes;〃 as he drain'd The glass down; he mutter'd; 〃Jack's right; after all。 The coquette!〃                〃Does milord mean to go to the ball?〃 Ask'd the waiter; who linger'd。                                 〃Perhaps。  I don't know。 You may keep me a ticket; in case I should go。〃
  XXII。
  Oh; better; no doubt; is a dinner of herbs; When season'd by love; which no rancor disturbs; And sweeten'd by all that is sweetest in life; Than turbot; bisque; ortolans; eaten in strife! But if; out of humor; and hungry; alone; A man should sit down to a dinner; each one Of the dishes of which the cook chooses to spoil With a horrible mixture of garlic and oil; The chances are ten against one; I must own; He gets up as ill…temper'd as when he sat down。 And if any reader this fact to dispute is Disposed; I say 。 。 。 〃Allium edat cicutis Nocentius!〃              Over the fruit and the wine Undisturb'd the wasp settled。  The evening was fine。 Lord Alfred his chair by the window had set; And languidly lighted his small cigarette。 The window was open。  The warm air without Waved the flame of the candles。  The moths were about。 In the gloom he sat gloomy。
  XXIII。
  Gay sounds from below Floated up like faint echoes of joys long ago; And night deepen'd apace; through the dark avenues The lamps twinkled bright; and by threes and by twos; The idlers of Luchon were strolling at will; As Lord Alfred could see from the cool window…sill; Where his gaze; as he languidly turn'd it; fell o'er His late travelling companion; now passing before The inn; at the window of which he still sat; In full toilet;boots varnish'd; and snowy cravat; Gayly smoothing and buttoning a yellow kid glove; As he turned down the avenue。                               Watching above; From his window; the stranger; who stopp'd as he walk'd To mix with those groups; and now nodded; now talk'd; To the young Paris dandies; Lord Alfred discern'd; By the way hats were lifted; and glances were turn'd; That this unknown acquaintance; now bound for the hall; Was a person of rank or of fashion; for all Whom he bow'd to in passing; or stopped with and chatter'd; Walk'd on with a look which implied 。 。 。 〃I feel flatter'd!〃
  XXIV。
  His form was soon lost in the distance and gloom。
  XXV。
  Lord Alfred still sat by himself in his room。 He had finish'd; one after the other; a dozen Or more cigarettes。  He had thought of his cousin; He had thought of Matilda; and thought of Lucile: He had thought about many things; thought a great deal Of himself; of his past life; his future; his present: He had thought of the moon; neither full moon nor crescent; Of the gay world; so sad! life; so sweet and so sour! He had thought; too; of glory; and fortune; and power: Thought of love; and the country; and sympathy; and A poet's asylum in some distant land: Thought of man in the abstract; and woman; no doubt; In particular; also he had thought much about His digestion; his debts; and his dinner: and last; He thought that the night would be stupidly pass'd If he thought any more of such matters at all: So he rose and resolved to set out for the ball。
  XXVI。
  I believe; ere he finish'd his tardy toilet; That Lord Alfred had spoil'd; and flung by in a pet; Half a dozen white neckcloths; and look'd for the nonce Twenty times in the glass; if he look'd in it once。 I believe that he split up; in drawing them on; Three pair of pale lavender gloves; one by one。 And this is the reason; no doubt; that at last; When he reach'd the Casino; although he walk'd fast; He heard; as he hurriedly enter'd the door; The church clock strike Twelve。
  XXVII。
  The last waltz was just o'er。 The chaperons and dancers were all in a flutter。 A crowd block'd the door: and a buzz and a mutter Went about in the room as a young man; whose face Lord Alfred had seen ere he enter'd that place; But a few hours ago; through the perfumed and warm Flowery porch; with a lady that lean'd on his arm Like a queen in a fable of old fairy days; Left the ballroom。
  XXVIII。
  The hubbub of comment and praise Reach'd Lord Alfred as just then he enter'd。                                             〃Ma foi!〃 Said a Frenchman beside him; 。 。 。 〃That lucky Luvois Has obtained all the gifts of the gods 。 。 。 rank and wealth; And good looks; and then such inexhaustible health! He that hath shall have more; and this truth; I surmise; Is the cause why; to…night; by the beautiful eyes Of la charmante Lucile more distinguish'd than all; He so gayly goes off with the belle of the ball。〃 〃Is it true;〃 asked a lady aggressively fat; Who; fierce as a female Leviathan; sat By another that look'd like a needle; all steel And tenuity〃Luvois will marry Lucile?〃 The needle seem'd jerk'd by a virulent twitch; As though it were bent upon driving a stitch Through somebody's character。                               〃Madam;〃 replied; Interposing; a young man who sat by their side; And was languidly fanning his face with his hat; 〃I am ready to bet my new Tilbury that; If Luvois has proposed; the Comtesse has refused。〃 The fat and thin ladies were highly amused。 〃Refused! 。 。 。 what! a young Duke; not thirty; my dear; With at least half a million (what is it?) a year!〃 〃That may be;〃 said a third; 〃yet I know some time since Castelmar was refused; though as rich; and a Prince。 But Luvois; who was never before in his life In love with a woman who was not a wife; Is now certainly serious。〃
  XXIX。
  The music once more Recommenced。
  XXX。
  Said Lord Alfred; 〃This ball is a bore!〃 And return'd to the inn; somewhat worse than before。
  XXXI。
  There; whilst musing he lean'd the dark valley above; Through the warm land were wand'ring the spirits of love。 A soft breeze in the white window drapery stirr'd; In the blossom'd acacia the lone cricket chirr'd; The scent of the roses fell faint o'er the night; And the moon on the mountain was dreaming in light。 Repose; and yet rapture! that pensive wild nature Impregnate with passion in each breathing feature! A stone's throw from thence; through the large lime…trees peep'd In a garden of roses; a white chalet; steep'd In the moonbeams。  The windows oped down to the lawn; The casements were open; the curtains were drawn; Lights stream'd from the inside; and with them the sound Of music and song。  In the garden; around A table with fruits; wine; tea; ices; there set; Half a dozen young men and young women were met。 Light; laughter; and voices; and music all stream'd Through the quiet…leaved limes。  At the window there seem'd For one moment the outline; familiar and fair; Of a white dress; white neck; and soft dusky hair; Which Lord Alfred remember'd 。 。 。 a moment or so It hover'd; then pass'd into shadow; and slow The soft notes; from a tender piano upflung; Floated forth; and a voice unforgotten thus sung:
  〃Hear a song that was born in the land of my birth!    The anchors are lifted; the fair ship is free; And the shout of the mariners floats in its mirth    'Twixt the light in the sky and the light on the sea。
  〃And this ship is a world。  She is freighted with souls;    She is freighted with merchandise: proudly she sails With the Labor that stores; and the Will that controls    The gold in the ingots; the silk in the bales。
  〃From the gardens of Pleasure where reddens the rose;