第 57 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2021-02-20 05:16      字数:9322
  Yet when my eyes; now dim
  With tears; I turn to him;
  The vision vanishes; … he is not there!
  I walk my parlor floor;
  And; through the open door;
  I hear a footfall on the chamber stair;
  I'm stepping toward the hall
  To give my boy a call;
  And then bethink me that … he is not there!
  I thread the crowded street;
  A satchelled lad I meet;
  With the same beaming eyes and colored hair;
  And; as he's running by;
  Follow him with my eye;
  Scarcely believing that … he is not there!
  I know his face is hid
  Under the coffin…lid;
  Closed are his eyes; cold is his forehead fair;
  My hand that marble felt;
  O'er it in prayer I knelt;
  Yet my heart whispers that … he is not there!
  I cannot make him dead!
  When passing by the bed;
  So long watched over with parental care;
  My spirit and my eye;
  Seek him inquiringly;
  Before the thought comes that … he is not there!
  When; at the cool gray break
  Of day; from sleep I wake;
  With my first breathing of the morning air
  My soul goes up; with joy;
  To Him who gave my boy;
  Then comes the sad thought that … he is not there!
  When at the day's calm close;
  Before we seek repose;
  I'm with his mother; offering up our prayer;
  Whate'er I may be saying;
  I am; in spirit; praying
  For our boy's spirit; though … he is not there!
  Not there! … Where; then; is he?
  The form I used to see
  Was but the raiment that he used to wear。
  The grave; that now doth press
  Upon that cast…off dress;
  Is but his wardrobe locked; … he is not there!
  He lives! … In all the past
  He lives; nor; to the last;
  Of seeing him again will I despair;
  In dreams I see him now;
  And on his angel brow;
  I see it written; 〃Thou shalt see me there!〃
  Yes; we all live to God!
  Father; thy chastening rod
  So help us; thine afflicted ones; to bear;
  That; in the spirit…land;
  Meeting at thy right hand;
  'Twill be our heaven to find that … he is there!
  John Pierpont '1785…1866'
  THE CHILD'S WISH GRANTED
  Do you remember; my sweet; absent son;
  How in the soft June days forever done
  You loved the heavens so warm and clear and high;
  And when I lifted you; soft came your cry; …
  〃Put me 'way up … 'way; 'way up in blue sky〃?
  I laughed and said I could not; … set you down;
  Your gray eyes wonder…filled beneath that crown
  Of bright hair gladdening me as you raced by。
  Another Father now; more strong than I;
  Has borne you voiceless to your dear blue sky。
  George Parsons Lathrop '1851…1898'
  CHALLENGE
  This little child; so white; so calm;
  Decked for her grave;
  Encountered death without a qualm。
  Are you as brave?
  So small; and armed with naught beside
  Her mother's kiss;
  Alone she stepped; unterrified;
  Into the abyss。
  〃Ah;〃 you explain; 〃she did not know …
  This babe of four …
  Just what it signifies to go。〃
  Do you know more?
  Kenton Foster Murray '18 …
  TIRED MOTHERS
  A little elbow leans upon your knee;
  Your tired knee that has so much to bear;
  A child's dear eyes are looking lovingly
  From underneath a thatch of tangled hair。
  Perhaps you do not heed the velvet touch
  Of warm; moist fingers; folding yours so tight;
  You do not prize this blessing overmuch; …
  You almost are too tired to pray to…night。
  But it is blessedness!  A year ago
  I did not see it as I do to…day; …
  We are so dull and thankless; and too slow
  To catch the sunshine till it slips away。
  And now it seems surpassing strange to me
  That; while I wore the badge of motherhood;
  I did not kiss more oft and tenderly
  The little child that brought me only good。
  And if some night when you sit down to rest;
  You miss this elbow from your tired knee; …
  This restless; curling head from off your breast …
  This lisping tongue that chatters constantly;
  If from your own the dimpled hands had slipped;
  And ne'er would nestle in your palm again;
  If the white feet into; their grave had tripped;
  I could not blame you for your heartache then!
  I wonder so that mothers ever fret
  At little children clinging to their gown;
  Or that the footprints; when the days are wet;
  Are ever black enough to make them frown。
  If I could find a little muddy boot;
  Or cap; or jacket; on my chamber…floor; …
  If I could kiss a rosy; restless foot;
  And hear its patter in my house once more; …
  If I could mend a broken cart to…day;
  To…morrow make a kite to reach the sky;
  There is no woman in God's world could say
  She was more blissfully content than I。
  But ah! the dainty pillow next my own
  Is never rumpled by a shining head;
  My singing birdling from its nest has flown;
  The little boy I used to kiss is dead。
  May Riley Smith '1842…1927'
  MY DAUGHTER LOUISE
  In the light of the moon; by the side of the water;
  My seat on the sand and her seat on my knees;
  We watch the bright billows; do I and my daughter;
  My sweet little daughter Louise。
  We wonder what city the pathway of glory;
  That broadens away to the limitless west;
  Leads up to … she minds her of some pretty story
  And says: 〃To the city that mortals love best。〃
  Then I say: 〃It must lead to the far away city;
  The beautiful City of Rest。〃
  In the light of the moon; by the side of the water;
  Stand two in the shadow of whispering trees;
  And one loves my daughter; my beautiful daughter;
  My womanly daughter Louise。
  She steps to the boat with a touch of his fingers;
  And out on the diamonded pathway they move;
  The shallop is lost in the distance; it lingers;
  It waits; but I know that its coming will prove
  That it went to the walls of the wonderful city;
  The magical City of Love。
  In the light of the moon; by the side of the water;
  I wait for her coming from over the seas;
  I wait but to welcome the dust of my daughter;
  To weep for my daughter Louise。
  The path; as of old; reaching out in its splendor;
  Gleams bright; like a way that an angel has trod;
  I kiss the cold burden its billows surrender;
  Sweet clay to lie under the pitiful sod:
  But she rests; at the end of the path; in the city
  Whose 〃builder and maker is God。〃
  Homer Greene '1853…
  〃I AM LONELY〃
  From 〃The Spanish Gypsy〃
  The world is great: the birds all fly from me;
  The stars are golden fruit upon a tree
  All out of reach: my little sister went;
  And I am lonely。
  The world is great: I tried to mount the hill
  Above the pines; where the light lies so still;
  But it rose higher: little Lisa went
  And I am lonely。
  The world is great: the wind comes rushing by。
  I wonder where it comes from; sea birds cry
  And hurt my heart: my little sister went;
  And I am lonely。
  The world is great: the people laugh and talk;
  And make loud holiday: how fast they walk!
  I'm lame; they push me: little Lisa went;
  And I am lonely。
  George Eliot '1819…1880'
  SONNETS
  From 〃Mimma Bella〃
  I
  Have dark Egyptians stolen Thee away;
  Oh Baby; Baby; in whose cot we peer
  As down some empty gulf that opens sheer
  And fathomless; illumined by no ray?
  And wilt thou come; on some far distant day;
  With unknown face; and say; 〃Behold! I'm here;
  The child you lost;〃 while we in sudden fear;
  Dumb with great doubt; shall find no word to say?
  One darker than dark gipsy holds thee fast;
  One whose strong fingers none has forced apart
  Since first they closed on things that were too fair;
  Nor shall we see thee other than thou wast;
  But such as thou art printed in the heart;
  In changeless baby loveliness still there。
  II
  Two springs she saw … two radiant Tuscan springs;
  What time the wild red tulips are aflame
  In the new wheat; and wreaths of young vine frame
  The daffodils that every light breeze swings;
  And the anemones that April brings
  Make purple pools; as if Adonis came
  Just there to die; and Florence scrolls her name
  In every blossom Primavera flings。
  Now; when the scented iris; straight and tall;
  Shall hedge the garden gravel once again
  With pale blue flags; at May's exulting call;
  And when the amber roses; wet with rain;
  Shall tapestry the old gray villa wall;
  We; left alone; shall seek one bud in vain。
  IV
  Oh; rosy as the lining of a shell
  Were the wee hands that now are white as snows;
  And like pink coral; with their elfin toes;
  The feet that on life's brambles never fell。
  And with its tiny smile; adorable
  The mouth that never knew life's bitter sloes;
  And like the incurved petal of a rose
  The little ear; now deaf in Death's strong spell。
  Now; while the seasons in their order roll;
  And sun and rain pour down from God's great dome;
  And deathless stars shine nightly overhead;
  Near other children; with her little doll;
  She waits the wizard that will never come
  To wake the sleep…struck playground of the dead。
  VI
  Oh; bless the law that veils the Future's face;
  For who could smile into a baby's eyes;
  Or bear t