第 53 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2021-02-20 05:16      字数:9322
  Beside a human door!
  You yet may spy the fawn at play;
  The hare upon the green;
  But the sweet face of Lucy Gray
  Will never more be seen。
  〃To…night will be a stormy night; …
  You to the town must go;
  And take a lantern; Child; to light
  Your mother through the snow。〃
  〃That; Father; will I gladly do:
  'Tis scarcely afternoon; …
  The minster…clock has just struck two;
  And yonder is the moon!〃
  At this the Father raised his hook;
  And snapped a fagot…brand。
  He plied his work; … and Lucy took
  The lantern in her hand。
  Not blither is the mountain roe:
  With many a wanton stroke
  Her feet disperse the powdery snow;
  That rises up like smoke。
  The storm came on before its time:
  She wandered up and down:
  And many a hill did Lucy climb:
  But never reached the town。
  The wretched parents all that night
  Went shouting far and wide;
  But there was neither sound nor sight
  To serve them for a guide。
  At daybreak on the hill they stood
  That overlooked the moor;
  And thence they saw the bridge of wood;
  A furlong from their door。
  They wept; … and; turning homeward; cried;
  〃In heaven we all shall meet;〃
  When in the snow the mother spied
  The print of Lucy's feet。
  Then downwards from the steep hill's edge
  They tracked the footmarks small:
  And through the broken hawthorn…hedge;
  And by the low stone…wall;
  And then an open field they crossed …
  The marks were still the same …
  They tracked them on; nor ever lost;
  And to the bridge they came。
  They followed from the snowy bank
  Those footmarks; one by one;
  Into the middle of the plank;
  And further there were none!
  … Yet some maintain that to this day
  She is a living child;
  That you may see sweet Lucy Gray
  Upon the lonesome wild。
  O'er rough and smooth she trips along;
  And never looks behind;
  And sings a solitary song
  That whistles in the wind。
  William Wordsworth '1770…1850'
  IN THE CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL
  Emmie
  Our doctor had called in another; I never had seen him before;
  But he sent a chill to my heart when I saw him come in at the door;
  Fresh from the surgery…schools of France and of other lands …
  Harsh red hair; big voice; big chest; big merciless hands!
  Wonderful cures he had done; O yes; but they said too of him
  He was happier using the knife than in trying to save the limb;
  And that I can well believe; for he looked so coarse and so red;
  I could think he was one of those who would break their jests on the dead;
  And mangle the living dog that had loved him and fawned  at his knee …
  Drenched with the hellish oorali … that ever such things should be!
  Here was a boy … I am sure that some of our children would die
  But for the voice of love; and the smile; and the comforting eye …
  Here was a boy in the ward; every bone seemed out of its place …
  Caught in a mill and crushed … it was all but a hopeless case:
  And he handled him gently enough; but his voice and his face were not kind;
  And it was but a hopeless case; he had seen it and made up his mind;
  And he said to me roughly 〃The lad will need little more of your care。〃
  〃All the more need;〃 I told him; 〃to seek the Lord Jesus in prayer;
  They are all His children here; and I pray for them all as my own:〃
  But he turned to me; 〃Ay; good woman; can prayer set a broken bone?〃
  Then he muttered half to himself; but I know that I heard him say;
  〃All very well … but the good Lord Jesus has had his day。〃
  Had? has it come?  It has only dawned。  It will come by and by。
  O; how could I serve in the wards if the hope of the world were a lie?
  How could I bear with the sights and the loathsome smells of disease
  But that He said 〃Ye do it to me; when ye do it to these〃?
  So he went。  And we passed to this ward where the younger children are laid:
  Here is the cot of our orphan; our darling; our meek little maid;
  Empty you see just now!  We have lost her who loved her so much …
  Patient of pain though as quick as a sensitive plant to the touch;
  Hers was the prettiest prattle; it often moved me to tears;
  Hers was the gratefullest heart I have found in a child of her years …
  Nay you remember our Emmie; you used to send her the flowers;
  How she would smile at 'em; play with 'em; talk to 'em hours after hours!
  They that can wander at will where the works of the Lord are revealed
  Little guess what joy can be got from a cowslip out of the field;
  Flowers to these 〃spirits in prison〃 are all they can know of the spring;
  They freshen and sweeten the wards like the waft of an angel's wing;
  And she lay with a flower in one hand and her thin hands crossed on
  her breast …
  Wan; but as pretty as heart can desire; and we thought her at rest;
  Quietly sleeping … so quiet; our doctor said; 〃Poor little dear;
  Nurse; I must do it to…morrow; she'll never live through it; I fear。〃
  I walked with our kindly old doctor as far as the head of the stair;
  Then I returned to the ward; the child didn't see I was there。
  Never since I was nurse; had I been so grieved and so vexed!
  Emmie had heard him。  Softly she called from her cot to the next;
  〃He says I shall never live through it; O Annie; what shall I do?〃
  Annie considered。  〃If I;〃 said the wise little Annie; 〃was you;
  I should cry to the dear Lord Jesus to help me; for; Emmie; you see;
  It's all in the picture there: 'Little children should come to Me。'〃 …
  (Meaning the print that you gave us; I find that it always can please
  Our children; the dear Lord Jesus with children about His knees。)
  〃Yes; and I will;〃 said Emmie; 〃but then if I call to the Lord;
  How should He know that it's me? such a lot of beds in the ward?〃
  That was a puzzle for Annie。  Again she considered and said:
  〃Emmie; you put out your arms; and you leave 'em outside on the bed …
  The Lord has so much to see to! but; Emmie; you tell it Him plain;
  It's the little girl with her arms lying out on the counterpane。〃
  I had sat three nights by the child … I could not watch her for four …
  My brain had begun to reel … I felt I could do it no more。
  That was my sleeping…night; but I thought that it never would pass。
  There was a thunderclap once; and a clatter of hail on the glass;
  And there was a phantom cry that I heard as I tossed about;
  The motherless bleat of a lamb in the storm and the darkness without;
  My sleep was broken besides with dreams of the dreadful knife
  And fears for our delicate Emmie who scarce would escape with her life;
  Then in the gray of the morning it seemed she stood by me and smiled;
  And the doctor came at his hour; and we went to see the child。
  He had brought his ghastly tools: we believed her asleep again …
  Her dear; long; lean; little arms lying out on the counterpane; …
  Say that His day is done! Ah; why should we care what they say?
  The Lord of the children had heard her; and Emmie had passed away。
  Alfred Tennyson '1809…1892'
  〃IF I WERE DEAD〃
  〃If I were dead; you'd sometimes say; Poor Child!〃
  The dear lips quivered as they spake;
  And the tears brake
  From eyes which; not to grieve me; brightly smiled。
  Poor Child; poor Child!
  I seem to hear your laugh; your talk; your song。
  It is not true that Love will do no wrong。
  Poor Child!
  And did you think; when you so cried and smiled;
  How I; in lonely nights; should lie awake;
  And of those words your full avengers make?
  Poor Child; poor Child!
  And now; unless it be
  That sweet amends thrice told are come to thee;
  O God; have Thou no mercy upon me!
  Poor Child!
  Coventry Patmore '1823…1896'
  THE TOYS
  My little Son; who looked from thoughtful eyes
  And moved and spoke in quiet grown…up wise;
  Having my law the seventh time disobeyed;
  I struck him; and dismissed
  With hard words and unkissed;
  … His Mother; who was patient; being dead。
  Then; fearing lest his grief should hinder sleep;
  I visited his bed;
  But found him slumbering deep;
  With darkened eyelids; and their lashes yet
  From his late sobbing wet。
  And I; with moan;
  Kissing away his tears; left others of my own;
  For; on a table drawn beside his head;
  He had put; within his reach;
  A box of counters and a red…veined stone;
  A piece of glass abraded by the beach;
  And six or seven shells;
  A bottle with bluebells;
  And two French copper coins; ranged there with careful art;
  To comfort his sad heart。
  So when that night I prayed
  To God; I wept; and said:
  Ah; when at last we lie with tranced breath;
  Not vexing Thee in death;
  And Thou rememberest of what toys
  We made our joys;
  How weakly understood
  Thy great commanded good;
  Then; fatherly not less
  Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay;
  Thou'lt leave Thy wrath; and say;
  〃I will be sorry for their childishness。〃
  Coventry Patmore '1823…1896'
  A SONG OF TWILIGHT
  Oh; to come home once more; when the dusk is falling;
  To see the nursery lighted and the children's table spread;