第 69 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9315
  〃I have brought you help;〃 said Freckles。  〃Here is the
  Limberlost girl in whom the Bird Woman is interested。
  Miss Comstock needs a rest before beginning her school
  work for next year; so she came to us。〃
  〃You dear thing!  How good of you!〃 cried the Angel。
  〃We shall be so happy to have you!〃
  In her room that night; in a beautiful cottage furnished
  with every luxury; Elnora lifted a tired face to the Angel。
  〃Of course; you understand there is something back of
  this?〃 she said。  〃I must tell you。〃
  〃Yes;〃 agreed the Angel。  〃Tell me!  If you get it out
  of your system; you will stand a better chance of sleeping。〃
  Elnora stood brushing the copper…bright masses of her
  hair as she talked。  When she finished the Angel was
  almost hysterical。
  〃You insane creature!〃 she cried。  〃How crazy of you
  to leave him to her!  I know both of them。  I have met
  them often。  She may be able to make good her boast。
  But it is perfectly splendid of you!  And; after all; really
  it is the only way。  I can see that。  I think it is what I
  should have done myself; or tried to do。  I don't know
  that I could have done it!  When I think of walking away
  and leaving Freckles with a woman he once loved; to let
  her see if she can make him love her again; oh; it gives me
  a graveyard heart。  No; I never could have done it!  You are
  bigger than I ever was。  I should have turned coward; sure。〃
  〃I am a coward;〃 admitted Elnora。  〃I am soul…sick!
  I am afraid I shall lose my senses before this is over。
  I didn't want to come!  I wanted to stay; to go straight
  into his arms; to bind myself with his ring; to love him
  with all my heart。  It wasn't my fault that I came。
  There was something inside that just pushed me。  She is
  beautiful〃
  〃I quite agree with you!〃
  〃You can imagine how fascinating she can be。  She used
  no arts on me。  Her purpose was to cower me。  She found
  she could not do that; but she did a thing which helped
  her more: she proved that she was honest; perfectly
  sincere in what she thought。  She believes that if she
  merely beckons to Philip; he will go to her。  So I am giving
  her the opportunity to learn from him what he will do。
  She never will believe it from any one else。  When she is
  satisfied; I shall be also。〃
  〃But; child! Suppose she wins him back!〃
  〃That is the supposition with which I shall eat and sleep
  for the coming few weeks。  Would one dare ask for a peep
  at the babies before going to bed?〃
  〃Now; you are perfect!〃 announced the Angel。  〃I never
  should have liked you all I can; if you had been content
  to go to sleep in this house without asking to see
  the babies。  Come this way。  We named the first boy
  for his father; of course; and the girl for Aunt Alice。
  The next boy is named for my father; and the baby for
  the Bird Woman。  After this we are going to branch out。〃
  Elnora began to laugh。
  〃Oh; I suspect there will be quite a number of them;〃
  said the Angel serenely。  〃I am told the more there are
  the less trouble they make。  The big ones take care of the
  little ones。  We want a large family。  This is our start。〃
  She entered a dark room and held aloft a candle。  She went
  to the side of a small white iron bed in which lay a
  boy of eight and another of three。  They were perfectly
  formed; rosy children; the elder a replica of his mother;
  the other very like。  Then they came to a cradle where a
  baby girl of almost two slept soundly; and made a picture。
  〃But just see here!〃 said the Angel。  She threw the light
  on a sleeping girl of six。  A mass of red curls swept
  the pillow。  Line and feature the face was that of Freckles。
  Without asking; Elnora knew the colour and expression
  of the closed eyes。  The Angel handed Elnora the candle;
  and stooping; straightened the child's body。  She ran
  her fingers through the bright curls; and lightly touched
  the aristocratic little nose。
  〃The supply of freckles holds out in my family; you see!〃
  she said。  〃Both of the girls will have them; and the
  second boy a few。〃
  She stood an instant longer; then bending; ran her hand
  caressingly down a rosy bare leg; while she kissed the
  babyish red mouth。  There had been some reason for
  touching all of them; the kiss fell on the lips which were
  like Freckles's。
  To Elnora she said a tender good…night; whispering
  brave words of encouragement and making plans to fill
  the days to come。  Then she went away。  An hour later
  there was a light tap on the girl's door。
  〃Come!〃 she called as she lay staring into the dark。
  The Angel felt her way to the bedside; sat down and
  took Elnora's hands。
  〃I just had to come back to you;〃 she said。  〃I have
  been telling Freckles; and he is almost hurting himself
  with laughing。  I didn't think it was funny; but he does。
  He thinks it's the funniest thing that ever happened。
  He says that to run away from Mr。 Ammon; when you
  had made him no promise at all; when he wasn't sure of
  you; won't send him home to her; it will set him hunting you!
  He says if you had combined the wisdom of Solomon;
  Socrates; and all the remainder of the wise men; you
  couldn't have chosen any course that would have sealed
  him to you so surely。  He feels that now Mr。 Ammon will
  perfectly hate her for coming down there and driving
  you away。  And you went to give her the chance she wanted。
  Oh; Elnora!  It is becoming funny!  I see it; too!〃
  The Angel rocked on the bedside。  Elnora faced the
  dark in silence。
  〃Forgive me;〃 gulped the Angel。  〃I didn't mean to laugh。
  I didn't think it was funny; until all at once it
  came to me。  Oh; dear!  Elnora; it  funny!  I've got
  to laugh!〃
  〃Maybe it is;〃 admitted Elnora 〃to others; but it
  isn't very funny to me。  And it won't be to Philip; or
  to mother。〃
  That was very true。  Mrs。 Comstock had been slightly
  prepared for stringent action of some kind; by what Elnora
  had said。  The mother instantly had guessed where the
  girl would go; but nothing was said to Philip。  That would
  have been to invalidate Elnora's test in the beginning; and
  Mrs。 Comstock knew her child well enough to know that
  she never would marry Philip unless she felt it right that
  she should。  The only way was to find out; and Elnora
  had gone to seek the information。  There was nothing to
  do but wait until she came back; and her mother was not
  in the least uneasy but that the girl would return brave and
  self…reliant; as always。
  Philip Ammon hurried back to the Limberlost; strong
  in the hope that now he might take Elnora into his arms
  and receive her promise to become his wife。  His first
  shock of disappointment came when he found her gone。
  In talking with Mrs。 Comstock he learned that Edith Carr
  had made an opportunity to speak with Elnora alone。
  He hastened down the road to meet her; coming back alone;
  an agitated man。  Then search revealed the notes。  His read:
  DEAR PHILIP:
  I find that I am never going to be able to answer your question of
  this afternoon fairly to all of us; when you are with me。  So I am going
  away a few weeks to think over matters alone。  I shall not tell you;
  or even mother; where I am going; but I shall be safe; well cared for;
  and happy。  Please go back home and live among your friends; just
  as you always have done; and on or before the first of September; I
  will write you where I am; and what I have decided。  Please do not
  blame Edith Carr for this; and do not avoid her。  I hope you will call
  on her and be friends。  I think she is very sorry; and covets your
  friendship at least。  Until September; then; as ever;
  ELNORA。
  Mrs。 Comstock's note was much the same。  Philip was
  ill with disappointment。  In the arbour he laid his head on
  the table; among the implements of Elnora's loved work; and
  gulped down dry sobs he could not restrain。  Mrs。 Comstock
  never had liked him so well。  Her hand involuntarily crept
  toward his dark head; then she drew back。  Elnora would not
  want her to do anything whatever to influence him。
  〃What am I going to do to convince Edith Carr that I
  do not love her; and Elnora that I am hers?〃 he demanded。
  〃I guess you have to figure that out yourself;〃 said
  Mrs。 Comstock。  〃I'd be glad to help you if I could;
  but it seems to be up to you。〃
  Philip sat a long time in silence。  〃Well; I have decided!〃
  he said abruptly。  〃Are you perfectly sure Elnora had
  plenty of money and a safe place to go?〃
  〃Absolutely!〃 answered Mrs。 Comstock。  〃She has
  been taking care of herself ever since she was born; and she
  always has come out all right; so far; I'll stake all I'm
  worth on it; that she always will。  I don't know where she
  is; but I'm not going to worry about her safety。〃
  〃I can't help worrying!〃 cried Philip。  〃I can think of
  fifty things that may happen to her when she thinks