第 67 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9321
  you I came to see。〃
  〃I remember;〃 said Elnora。
  〃Mr。 Ammon is my betrothed;〃 continued Edith Carr。
  〃I expect to take him back to Chicago with me。〃
  〃You expect considerable;〃 murmured Elnora。  〃I will
  raise no objection to your taking him; if you canbut; I
  tell you frankly; I don't think it possible。〃
  〃You are so sure of yourself as that;〃 scoffed Edith Carr。
  〃One hour in my presence will bring back the old spell;
  full force。  We belong to each other。  I will not give him up。〃
  〃Then it is untrue that you twice rejected his ring;
  repeatedly insulted him; and publicly renounced him?〃
  〃That was through you!〃 cried Edith Carr。  〃Phil and
  I never had been so near and so happy as we were on
  that night。  It was your clinging to him for things that
  caused him to desert me among his guests; while he tried
  to make me await your pleasure。  I realize the spell of
  this place; for a summer season。  I understand what you
  and your mother have done to inveigle him。  I know that
  your hold on him is quite real。  I can see just how you
  have worked to ensnare him!〃
  〃Men would call that lying;〃 said Elnora calmly。
  〃The second time I met Philip Ammon he told me of
  his engagement to you; and I respected it。  I did by you
  as I would want you to do by me。  He was here parts
  of each day; almost daily last summer。  The Almighty
  is my witness that never once; by word or look; did I ever
  make the slightest attempt to interest him in my person
  or personality。  He wrote you frequently in my presence。
  He forgot the violets for which he asked to send you。
  I gathered them and carried them to him。  I sent him back
  to you in unswerving devotion; and the Almighty is also
  my witness that I could have changed his heart last summer;
  if I had tried。  I wisely left that work for you。  All my
  life I shall be glad that I lived and worked on the square。
  That he ever would come back to me free; by your act;
  I never dreamed。  When he left me I did not hope or expect
  to see him again;〃 Elnora's voice fell soft and low;〃
  and; behold!  You sent himand free!〃
  〃You exult in that!〃 cried Edith Carr。  〃Let me tell
  you he is not free!  We have belonged for years。
  We always shall。  If you cling to him; and hold him to rash
  things he has said and done; because he thought me still
  angry and unforgiving with him; you will ruin all our lives。
  If he married you; before a month you would read heart…hunger
  for me in his eyes。  He could not love me as he has done;
  and give me up for a little scene like that!〃
  〃There is a great poem;〃 said Elnora; 〃one line of which
  reads; ‘For each man kills the thing he loves。'  Let me
  tell you that a woman can do that also。  He did love you
  that I concede。  But you killed his love everlastingly;
  when you disgraced him in public。  Killed it so completely
  he does not even feel resentment toward you。  To…day;
  he would do you a favour; if he could; but love you; no!
  That is over!〃
  Edith Carr stood truly regal and filled with scorn。
  〃You are mistaken!  Nothing on earth could kill that!〃
  she cried; and Elnora saw that the girl really believed
  what she said。
  〃You are very sure of yourself!〃 said Elnora。
  〃I have reason to be sure;〃 answered Edith Carr。
  〃We have lived and loved too long。  I have had years
  with him to match against your days。  He is mine!
  His work; his ambitions; his friends; his place in
  society are with me。  You may have a summer charm for a
  sick man in the country; if he tried placing you in
  society; he soon would see you as others will。  It takes
  birth to position; schooling; and endless practice to meet
  social demands gracefully。  You would put him to shame in
  a week。〃
  〃I scarcely think I should follow your example so far;〃
  said Elnora dryly。  〃I have a feeling for Philip that
  would prevent my hurting him purposely; either in public
  or private。  As for managing a social career for him he
  never mentioned that he desired such a thing。  What he
  asked of me was that I should be his wife。  I understood
  that to mean that he desired me to keep him a clean house;
  serve him digestible food; mother his children; and give
  him loving sympathy and tenderness。〃
  〃Shameless!〃 cried Edith Carr。
  〃To which of us do you intend that adjective to apply?〃
  inquired Elnora。  〃I never was less ashamed in all my life。
  Please remember I am in my own home; and your presence here
  is not on my invitation。〃
  Miss Carr lifted her head and struggled with her veil。
  She was very pale and trembling violently; while Elnora
  stood serene; a faint smile on her lips。
  〃Such vulgarity!〃 panted Edith Carr。  〃How can a
  man like Philip endure it?〃
  〃Why don't you ask him?〃 inquired Elnora。  〃I can
  call him with one breath; but; if he judged us as we stand;
  I should not be the one to tremble at his decision。
  Miss Carr; you have been quite plain。  You have told me
  in carefully selected words what you think of me。
  You insult my birth; education; appearance; and home。
  I assure you I am legitimate。  I will pass a test examination
  with you on any high school or supplementary branch;
  or French or German。  I will take a physical examination
  beside you。  I will face any social emergency you can
  mention with you。  I am acquainted with a whole world
  in which Philip Ammon is keenly interested; that you
  scarcely know exists。  I am not afraid to face any
  audience you can get together anywhere with my violin。
  I am not repulsive to look at; and I have a wholesome regard
  for the proprieties and civilities of life。  Philip Ammon
  never asked anything more of me; why should you?〃
  〃It is plain to see;〃 cried Edith Carr; 〃that you took
  him when he was hurt and angry and kept his wound wide open。
  Oh; what have you not done against me?〃
  〃I did not promise to marry him when an hour ago he
  asked me; and offered me this ring; because there was so
  much feeling in my heart for you; that I knew I never
  could be happy; if I felt that in any way I had failed in
  doing justice to your interests。  I did slip on this ring;
  which he had just brought; because I never owned one;
  and it is very beautiful; but I made him no promise; nor
  shall I make any; until I am quite; quite sure; that you
  fully realize he never would marry you if I sent him away
  this hour。〃
  〃You know perfectly that if your puny hold on him
  were broken; if he were back in his home; among his
  friends; and where he was meeting me; in one short week
  he would be mine again; as he always has been。  In your
  heart you don't believe what you say。  You don't dare
  trust him in my presence。  You are afraid to allow him
  out of your sight; because you know what the results
  would be。  Right or wrong; you have made up your mind
  to ruin him and me; and you are going to be selfish enough
  to do it。  But〃
  〃That will do!〃 said Elnora。  〃Spare me the enumeration
  of how I will regret it。  I shall regret nothing。
  I shall not act until I know there will be nothing to regret。
  I have decided on my course。  You may return to your friends。〃
  〃What do you mean?〃 demanded Edith Carr。
  〃That is my affair;〃 replied Elnora。  〃Only this!
  When your opportunity comes; seize it!  Any time you
  are in Philip Ammon's presence; exert the charms of which
  you boast; and take him。  I grant you are justified in
  doing it if you can。  I want nothing more than I want to
  see you marry Philip if he wants you。  He is just across
  the fence under that automobile。  Go spread your meshes
  and exert your wiles。  I won't stir to stop you。  Take him
  to Onabasha; and to Chicago with you。  Use every art you possess。
  If the old charm can be revived I will be the first to wish
  both of you well。  Now; I must return to my visitors。
  Kindly excuse me。〃
  Elnora turned and went back to the arbour。  Edith Carr
  followed the fence and passed through the gate into
  the west woods where she asked Henderson about the car。
  As she stood near him she whispered:  〃Take Phil back
  to Onabasha with us。〃
  〃I say; Ammon; can't you go to the city with us and
  help me find a shop where I can get this pinion fixed?〃
  asked Henderson。  〃We want to lunch and start back by five。
  That will get us home about midnight。  Why don't you
  bring your automobile here?〃
  〃I am a working man;〃 said Philip。  〃I have no time to
  be out motoring。  I can't see anything the matter with
  your car; myself; but; of course you don't want to break
  down in the night; on strange roads; with women on your hands。
  I'll see。〃
  Philip went into the arbour; where Polly took possession of
  his lap; fingered his hair; and kissed his forehead and lips。
  〃When are you coming to the cottage; Phil?〃 she asked。
  〃Come soon; and bring Miss Comstock for a visit。  All of
  us will be so glad to have her。〃
  Philip beamed on Polly。  〃I'll see about that;〃 he said。
  〃Sounds pretty