第 61 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9322
  you do not think。  Because you were safe…guarded is no
  sign the girl was。  She might care to see you。  You can
  soon tell。  With you; she comes next to Edith; and you
  have made it clear to me that you appreciate her in many
  ways above。  So I repeat it; why not go to the Limberlost?〃
  A long time Philip Ammon sat in deep thought。  At last
  he raised his head。
  〃Well; why not!〃 he said。  〃Years could make me
  no surer than I am now; and life is short。  Please ask
  Banks to get me some coffee and toast; and I will bathe
  and dress so I can take the early train。〃
  〃Go to your bath。  I will attend to your packing
  and everything。  And Phil; if I were you; I would
  leave no addresses。〃
  〃Not an address!〃 said Philip。  〃Not even Polly。〃
  When the train pulled out; the elder Ammon went home
  to find Hart Henderson waiting。
  〃Where is Phil?〃 he demanded。
  〃He did not feel like facing his friends at present; and
  I am just back from driving him to the station。  He said
  he might go to Siam; or Patagonia。  He would leave no address。〃
  Henderson almost staggered。  〃He's not gone?  And left
  no address?  You don't mean it!  He'll never forgive her!〃
  〃Never is a long time; Hart;〃 said Mr。 Ammon。  〃And it
  seems even longer to those of us who are well acquainted
  with Phil。  Last night was not the last straw。  It was
  the whole straw…stack。  It crushed Phil so far as she
  is concerned。  He will not see her again voluntarily; and
  he will not forget if he does。  You can take it from him;
  and from me; we have accepted the lady's decision。  Will you
  have a cup of coffee?〃
  Twice Henderson opened his lips to speak of Edith
  Carr's despair。  Twice he looked into the stern; inflexible
  face of Mr。 Ammon and could not betray her。  He held
  out the ring。
  〃I have no instructions as to that;〃 said the elder
  Ammon; drawing back。  〃Possibly Miss Carr would have
  it as a keepsake。〃
  〃I am sure not;〃 said Henderson curtly。
  〃Then suppose you return it to Peacock。  I will phone him。
  He will give you the price of it; and you might add
  it to the children's Fresh Air Fund。  We would be obliged
  if you would do that。  No one here cares to handle the object。〃
  〃As you choose;〃 said Henderson。  〃Good morning!〃
  Then he went to his home; but he could not think of sleep。
  He ordered breakfast; but he could not eat。  He paced the
  library for a time; but it was too small。  Going on the
  streets he walked until exhausted; then he called
  a hansom and was driven to his club。  He had thought
  himself familiar with every depth of suffering; that night
  had taught him that what he felt for himself was not to be
  compared with the anguish which wrung his heart over
  the agony of Edith Carr。  He tried to blame Philip Ammon;
  but being an honest man; Henderson knew that was unjust。
  The fault lay wholly with her; but that only made it
  harder for him; as he realized it would in time for her。
  As he sauntered into the room an attendant hurried to him。
  〃You are wanted most urgently at the 'phone; Mr。
  Henderson;〃 he said。  〃You have had three calls from
  Main 5770。〃
  Henderson shivered as he picked down the receiver and
  gave the call。
  〃Is that you; Hart?〃 came Edith's voice。
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Did you find Phil?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Did you try?〃
  〃Yes。  As soon as I left you I went straight there。〃
  〃Wasn't he home yet?〃
  〃He has been home and gone again。〃
  〃Gone!〃
  The cry tore Henderson's heart。
  〃Shall I come and tell you; Edith?〃
  〃No! Tell me now。〃
  〃When I reached the house Banks said Mr。 Ammon
  and Phil were out in the motor; so I waited。  Mr。 Ammon
  came back soon。  Edith; are you alone?〃
  〃Yes。  Go on!〃
  〃Call your maid。  I can't tell you until some one is
  with you。〃
  〃Tell me instantly!〃
  〃Edith; he said he had been to the station。  He said
  Phil had started to Siam or Patagonia; he didn't know
  which; and left no address。  He said〃
  Distinctly Henderson heard her fall。  He set the buzzer
  ringing; and in a few seconds heard voices; so he knew she
  had been found。  Then he crept into a private den and
  shook with a hard; nervous chill。
  The next day Edith Carr started on her trip to Europe。
  Henderson felt certain she hoped to meet Philip there。
  He was sure she would be disappointed; though he had no
  idea where Ammon could have gone。  But after much
  thought he decided he would see Edith soonest by
  remaining at home; so he spent the summer in Chicago。
  CHAPTER  XXI
  WHEREIN PHILIP AMMON RETURNS TO THE LIMBERLOST;
  AND ELNORA STUDIES THE SITUATION
  We must be thinking about supper; mother;〃 said Elnora;
  while she set the wings of a Cecropia with much care。
  〃It seems as if I can't get enough to eat; or enough
  of being at home。  I enjoyed that city house。  I don't
  believe I could have done my work if I had been
  compelled to walk back and forth。  I thought at first
  I never wanted to come here again。  Now; I feel as if
  I could not live anywhere else。〃
  〃Elnora;〃 said Mrs。 Comstock; 〃there's some one
  coming down the road。〃
  〃Coming here; do you think?〃
  〃Yes; coming here; I suspect。〃
  Elnora glanced quickly at her mother and then turned
  to the road as Philip Ammon reached the gate。
  〃Careful; mother!〃 the girl instantly warned。  〃If you
  change your treatment of him a hair's breadth; he
  will suspect。  Come with me to meet him。〃
  She dropped her work and sprang up。
  〃Well; of all the delightful surprises!〃 she cried。
  She was a trifle thinner than during the previous summer。
  On her face there was a more mature; patient look; but
  the sun struck her bare head with the same ray of red gold。
  She wore one of the old blue gingham dresses; open
  at the throat and rolled to the elbows。  Mrs。 Comstock
  did not appear at all the same woman; but Philip saw only
  Elnora; heard only her greeting。  He caught both hands
  where she offered but one。
  〃Elnora;〃 he cried; 〃if you were engaged to me; and we
  were at a ball; among hundreds; where I offended you very
  much; and didn't even know I had done anything; and if I
  asked you before all of them to allow me to explain;
  to forgive me; to wait; would your face grow distorted
  and unfamiliar with anger?  Would you drop my ring on the
  floor and insult me repeatedly?  Oh Elnora; would you?〃
  Elnora's big eyes seemed to leap; while her face grew
  very white。  She drew away her hands。
  〃Hush; Phil!  Hush!〃 she protested。  〃That fever has
  you again!  You are dreadfully ill。  You don't know
  what you are saying。〃
  〃I am sleepless and exhausted; I'm heartsick; but I am
  well as I ever was。  Answer me; Elnora; would you?〃
  〃Answer nothing!〃 cried Mrs。 Comstock。  〃Answer nothing!
  Hang your coat there on your nail; Phil; and come split
  some kindling。  Elnora; clean away that stuff; and set
  the table。  Can't you see the boy is starved and tired?
  He's come home to rest and eat a decent meal。  Come on; Phil!〃
  Mrs。 Comstock marched away; and Philip hung his coat
  in its old place and followed。  Out of sight and hearing
  she turned on him。
  〃Do you call yourself a man or a hound?〃 she flared。
  〃I beg your pardon〃 stammered Philip Ammon。
  〃I should think you would!〃 she ejaculated。  〃I'll admit
  you did the square thing and was a man last summer;
  though I'd liked it better if you'd faced up and told
  me you were promised; but to come back here babying;
  and take hold of Elnora like that; and talk that way
  because you have had a fuss with your girl; I don't tolerate。
  Split that kindling and I'll get your supper; and then you
  better go。  I won't have you working on Elnora's big
  heart; because you have quarrelled with some one else。
  You'll have it patched up in a week and be gone again; so
  you can go right away。〃
  〃Mrs。 Comstock; I came to ask Elnora to marry me。〃
  〃The more fool you; then!〃 cried Mrs。 Comstock。
  〃This time yesterday you were engaged to another woman;
  no doubt。  Now; for some little flare…up you come racing
  here to use Elnora as a tool to spite the other girl。
  A week of sane living; and you will be sorry and ready to
  go back to Chicago; or; if you really are man enough to be
  sure of yourself; she will come to claim you。  She has
  her rights。  An engagement of years is a serious matter; and
  not broken for a whim。  If you don't go; she'll come。
  Then; when you patch up your affairs and go sailing away
  together; where does my girl come in?〃
  〃I am a lawyer; Mrs。 Comstock;〃 said Philip。  〃It appeals
  to me as beneath your ordinary sense of justice to decide
  a case without hearing the evidence。  It is due me that
  you hear me first。〃
  〃Hear your side!〃 flashed Mrs。 Comstock。  〃I'd a
  heap sight rather hear the girl!〃
  〃I wish to my soul that you had heard and seen her last
  night; Mrs。 Comstock