第 58 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9322
  perform。  He is the most amusing spectacle。  But; please;
  please; do understand that I love him; and always shall;
  and that we shall be married。〃
  〃Just the same; I'll wait and see it an accomplished
  fact;〃 said Henderson。  〃And Edith; because I love you;
  with the sort of love it is worth a woman's while  to
  inspire; I want your happiness before my own。  So  I
  am going to say this to you; for I never dreamed you
  were capable of the feeling you have displayed for Phil。
  If you do love him; and have loved him always; a
  disappointment would cut you deeper than you know。
  Go careful from now on!  Don't strain that patched
  engagement of yours any further。  I've known Philip all
  my life。  I've known him through boyhood; in college;
  and since。  All men respect him。  Where the rest of us
  confess our sins; he stands clean。  You can go to his arms
  with nothing to forgive。  Mark this thing!  I have heard
  him say; ‘Edith is my slogan;' and I have seen him march
  home strong in the strength of his love for you; in the face
  of temptations before which every other man of us fell。
  Before the gods! that ought to be worth something to a
  girl; if she really is the delicate; sensitive; refined
  thing she would have man believe。  It would take a woman
  with the organism of an ostrich to endure some of the
  men here to…night; if she knew them as I do; but Phil
  is sound to the core。  So this is what I would say
  to you: first; your instincts are right in loving him;
  why not let him feel it in the ways a woman knows?
  Second; don't break your engagement again。  As men
  know the man; any of us would be afraid to the soul。
  He loves you; yes!  He is long…suffering for you; yes!
  But men know he has a limit。  When the limit is
  reached; he will stand fast; and all the powers can't
  move him。  You don't seem to think it; but you can go
  too far!〃
  〃Is that all?〃 laughed Edith Carr sarcastically。
  〃No; there is one thing more;〃 said Henderson。  〃Here or
  here…after; now and so long as I breathe; I am your slave。
  You can do anything you choose and know that I will
  kneel before you again。  So carry this in the depths of
  your heart; now or at any time; in any place or condition;
  merely lift your hand; and I will come。  Anything you
  want of me; that thing will I do。  I am going to wait; if
  you need me; it is not necessary to speak; only give me
  the faintest sign。  All your life I will be somewhere near
  you waiting for it。〃
  〃Idjit!  You rave!〃 laughed Edith Carr。  〃How you
  would frighten me!  What a bugbear you would raise!
  Be sensible and go find what keeps Phil。  I was waiting
  patiently; but my patience is going。  I won't look nearly
  so well as I do now when it is gone。〃
  At that instant Philip Ammon entered。  He was in
  full evening dress and exceptionally handsome。
  〃Everything is ready;〃 he said; 〃they are waiting for
  us to lead the march。  It is formed。〃
  Edith Carr smiled entrancingly。  〃Do you think I am ready?〃
  Philip looked what he thought; and offered his arm。
  Edith Carr nodded carelessly to Hart Henderson; and
  moved away。  Attendants parted the curtains and the
  Yellow Empress bowing right and left; swept the length
  of the ballroom and took her place at the head of the
  formed procession。  The large open dancing pavilion was
  draped with yellow silk caught up with lilac flowers。
  Every corner was filled with bloom of those colours。
  The music was played by harpers dressed in yellow and
  violet; so the ball opened。
  The midnight supper was served with the same colours
  and the last half of the programme was being danced。
  Never had girl been more complimented and petted in
  the same length of time than Edith Carr。  Every minute
  she seemed to grow more worthy of praise。  A partners'
  dance was called and the floor was filled with couples
  waiting for the music。  Philip stood whispering delightful
  things to Edith facing him。  From out of the night;
  in at the wide front entrance to the pavilion; there
  swept in slow wavering flight a large yellow moth and
  fluttered toward the centre cluster of glaring electric lights。
  Philip Ammon and Edith Carr saw it at the same instant。
  〃Why; isn't that?〃 she began excitedly。
  〃It's a Yellow Emperor!  This is fate!〃 cried Philip。
  〃The last one Elnora needs for her collection。  I must
  have it!  Excuse me!〃
  He ran toward the light。  〃Hats!  Handkerchiefs!  Fans!
  Anything!〃 he panted。  〃Every one hold up something and
  stop that!  It's a moth; I've got to catch it!〃
  〃It's yellow!  He wants it for Edith!〃 ran in a murmur
  around the hall。  The girl's face flushed; while she bit her
  lips in vexation。
  Instantly every one began holding up something to
  keep the moth from flying back into the night。  One fan
  held straight before it served; and the moth gently settled
  on it。
  〃Hold steady!〃 cried Philip。  〃Don't move for your life!〃
  He rushed toward the moth; made a quick sweep and held it
  up between his fingers。  〃All right!〃 he called。  〃Thanks;
  every one!  Excuse me a minute。〃
  He ran to the office。
  〃An ounce of gasolene; quick!〃 he ordered。  〃A cigar
  box; a cork; and the glue bottle。〃
  He poured some glue into the bottom of the box; set the
  cork in it firmly; dashed the gasolene over the moth
  repeatedly; pinned it to the cork; poured the remainder
  of the liquid over it; closed the box; and fastened it。
  Then he laid a bill on the counter。
  〃Pack that box with cork around it; in one twice its
  size; tie securely and express to this address at once。〃
  He scribbled on a sheet of paper and shoved it over。
  〃On your honour; will you do that faithfully as I say?〃
  he asked the clerk。
  〃Certainly;〃 was the reply。
  〃Then keep the change;〃 called Philip as he ran back
  to the pavilion。
  Edith Carr stood where he left her; thinking rapidly。
  She heard the murmur that arose when Philip started
  to capture the exquisite golden creature she
  was impersonating。  She saw the flash of surprise that
  went over unrestrained faces when he ran from the room;
  without even showing it to her。  〃The last one Elnora
  needs;〃 rang in her ears。  He had told her that he
  helped collect moths the previous summer; but she had
  understood that the Bird Woman; with whose work Miss
  Carr was familiar; wanted them to put in a book。
  He had spoken of a country girl he had met who played
  the violin wonderfully; and at times; he had shown a
  disposition to exalt her as a standard of womanhood。
  Miss Carr had ignored what he said; and talked of
  something else。  But that girl's name had been Elnora。
  It was she who was collecting moths!  No doubt she was
  the competent judge who was responsible for the yellow
  costume Philip had devised。  Had Edith Carr been in
  her room; she would have torn off the dress at the thought。
  Being in a circle of her best friends; which to her meant
  her keenest rivals and harshest critics; she grew rigid
  with anger。  Her breath hurt her paining chest。  No one
  thought to speak to the musicians; and seeing the floor
  filled; they began the waltz。  Only part of the guests
  could see what had happened; and at once the others
  formed and commenced to dance。  Gay couples came
  whirling past her。
  Edith Carr grew very white as she stood alone。  Her lips
  turned pale; while her dark eyes flamed with anger。
  She stood perfectly still where Philip had left her; and
  the approaching men guided their partners around her;
  while the girls; looking back; could be seen making
  exclamations of surprise。
  The idolized only daughter of the Carr family hoped that
  she would drop dead from mortification; but nothing happened。
  She was too perverse to step aside and say that she was
  waiting for Philip。  Then came Tom Levering dancing with
  Polly Ammon。  Being in the scales with the Ammon family;
  Tom scented trouble from afar; so he whispered to Polly:
  〃Edith is standing in the middle of the floor; and she's
  awful mad about something。〃
  〃That won't hurt her;〃 laughed Polly。  〃It's an old
  pose of hers。  She knows she looks superb when she is
  angry; so she keeps herself furious half the time on purpose。〃
  〃She looks like the mischief!〃 answered Tom。  〃Hadn't we
  better steer over and wait with her?  She's the ugliest
  sight I ever saw!〃
  〃Why; Tom!〃 cried Polly。  〃Stop; quickly!〃
  They hurried to Edith。
  〃Come dear;〃 said Polly。  〃We are going to wait
  with you until Phil returns。  Let's go after a drink。
  I am so thirsty!〃
  〃Yes; do!〃 begged Tom; offering his arm。  〃Let's get
  out of here until Phil comes。〃
  There was the opportunity to laugh and walk away; but
  Edith Carr would not accept it。
  〃My betrothed left me here;〃 she said。  〃Here I shall
  remain until he returns for me; and thenhe will be my
  betrothed no longer!〃
  Polly grasped Edith's arm。
  〃Oh; Edith!〃 she implored。  〃Don