第 54 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9322
  His colour faded slightly。  〃I have to take the first train;〃
  he said。  〃My father is ill and I am needed。〃
  He handed the sheet to Elnora。  〃I have about two
  hours; as I remember the trains north; but my things are
  all over Uncle Doc's house; so I must go at once。〃
  〃Certainly;〃 said Elnora; giving back the message。
  〃Is there anything I can do to help?  Mother; bring
  Philip a glass of buttermilk to start on。  I will gather
  what you have here。〃
  〃Never mind。  There is nothing of importance。  I don't
  want to be hampered。  I'll send for it if I miss anything
  I need。〃
  Philip drank the milk; said good…bye to Mrs。 Comstock;
  thanked her for all her kindness; and turned to Elnora。
  〃Will you walk to the edge of the Limberlost with me?〃
  he asked。  Elnora assented。  Mrs。 Comstock followed
  to the gate; urged him to come again soon; and repeated
  her good…bye。  Then she went back to the arbour to
  await Elnora's return。  As she watched down the road
  she smiled softly。
  〃I had an idea he would speak to me first;〃 she thought;
  〃but this may change things some。  He hasn't time。
  Elnora will come back a happy girl; and she has
  good reason。  He is a model young man。  Her lot will
  be very different from mine。〃
  She picked up her embroidery and began setting dainty
  precise little stitches; possible only to certain women。
  On the road Elnora spoke first。  〃I do hope it is
  nothing serious;〃 she said。  〃Is he usually strong?〃
  〃Quite strong;〃 said Philip。  〃I am not at all alarmed
  but I am very much ashamed。  I have been well enough
  for the past month to have gone home and helped him
  with some critical cases that were keeping him at work
  in this heat。  I was enjoying myself so I wouldn't offer
  to go; and he would not ask me to come; so long as he could
  help it。  I have allowed him to overtax himself until he
  is down; and mother and Polly are north at our cottage。
  He's never been sick before; and it's probable I am to
  blame that he is now。〃
  〃He intended you to stay this long when you came;〃
  urged Elnora。
  〃Yes; but it's hot in Chicago。  I should have
  remembered him。  He is always thinking of me。  Possibly he
  has needed me for days。  I am ashamed to go to him in
  splendid condition and admit that I was having such a
  fine time I forgot to come home。〃
  〃You have had a fine time; then?〃 asked Elnora。
  They had reached the fence。  Philip vaulted over to
  take a short cut across the fields。  He turned and looked
  at her。
  〃The best; the sweetest; and most wholesome time
  any man ever had in this world;〃 he said。  〃Elnora; if
  I talked hours I couldn't make you understand what a
  girl I think you are。  I never in all my life hated anything
  as I hate leaving you。  It seems to me that I have not
  strength to do it。〃
  〃If you have learned anything worth while from me;〃
  said Elnora; 〃that should be it。  Just to have strength to
  go to your duty; and to go quickly。〃
  He caught the hand she held out to him in both his。
  〃Elnora; these days we have had together; have they
  been sweet to you?〃
  〃Beautiful days!〃 said Elnora。  〃Each like a perfect
  dream to be thought over and over all my life。  Oh; they
  have been the only really happy days I've ever known;
  these days rich with mother's love; and doing useful work
  with your help。  Good…bye!  You must hurry!〃
  Philip gazed at her。  He tried to drop her hand; only
  clutched it closer。  Suddenly he drew her toward him。
  〃Elnora;〃 he whispered; 〃will you kiss me good…bye?〃
  Elnora drew back and stared at him with wide eyes。
  〃I'd strike you sooner!〃 she said。  〃Have I ever said or
  done anything in your presence that made you feel free to
  ask that; Philip Ammon?〃
  〃No!〃 panted Philip。  〃No!  I think so much of you
  I wanted to touch your lips once before I left you。
  You know; Elnora〃
  〃Don't distress yourself;〃 said Elnora calmly。  〃I am
  broad enough to judge you sanely。  I know what you mean。
  It would be no harm to you。  It would not matter to me;
  but here we will think of some one else。  Edith Carr
  would not want your lips to…morrow if she knew they
  had touched mine to…day。  I was wise to say:  ‘Go quickly!'〃
  Philip still clung to her。  〃Will you write me?〃 he begged。
  〃No;〃 said Elnora。  〃There is nothing to say; save good…bye。
  We can do that now。〃
  He held on。  〃Promise that you will write me only one
  letter;〃 he urged。  〃I want just one message from you to
  lock in my desk; and keep always。  Promise you will
  write once; Elnora。〃
  She looked into his eyes; and smiled serenely。  〃If the
  talking trees tell me this winter; the secret of how a man
  may grow perfect; I will write you what it is; Philip。
  In all the time I have known you; I never have liked you
  so little。  Good…bye。〃
  She drew away her hand and swiftly turned back to the road。
  Philip Ammon; wordless; started toward Onabasha on a run。
  Elnora crossed the road; climbed the fence and sought
  the shelter of their own woods。  She chose a diagonal
  course and followed it until she came to the path leading
  past the violet patch。  She went down this hurriedly。
  Her hands were clenched at her side; her eyes dry and
  bright; her cheeks red…flushed; and her breath coming fast。
  When she reached the patch she turned into it and stood
  looking around her。
  The mosses were dry; the flowers gone; weeds a foot
  high covered it。  She turned away and went on down the
  path until she was almost in sight of the cabin。
  Mrs。 Comstock smiled and waited in the arbour until
  it occurred to her that Elnora was a long time coming; so
  she went to the gate。  The road stretched away toward
  the Limberlost empty and lonely。  Then she knew that
  Elnora had gone into their own woods and would come in
  the back way。  She could not understand why the girl did
  not hurry to her with what she would have to tell。
  She went out and wandered around the garden。  Then she
  stepped into the path and started along the way leading to
  the woods; past the pool now framed in a thick setting of
  yellow lilies。  Then she saw; and stopped; gasping for breath。
  Her hands flew up and her lined face grew ghastly。
  She stared at the sky and then at the prostrate girl figure。
  Over and over she tried to speak; but only a dry breath came。
  She turned and fled back to the garden。
  In the familiar enclosure she gazed around her like a
  caged animal seeking escape。  The sun beat down on her
  bare head mercilessly; and mechanically she moved to the
  shade of a half…grown hickory tree that voluntarily had
  sprouted beside the milk house。  At her feet lay an axe
  with which she made kindlings for fires。  She stooped and
  picked it up。  The memory of that prone figure sobbing in
  the grass caught her with a renewed spasm。  She shut her
  eyes as if to close it out。  That made hearing so acute she
  felt certain she heard Elnora moaning beside the path。
  The eyes flew open。  They looked straight at a few
  spindling tomato plants set too near the tree and stunted
  by its shade。  Mrs。 Comstock whirled on the hickory and
  swung the axe。  Her hair shook down; her clothing became
  disarranged; in the heat the perspiration streamed; but
  stroke fell on stroke until the tree crashed over; grazing
  a corner of the milk house and smashing the garden fence
  on the east。
  At the sound Elnora sprang to her feet and came running
  down the garden walk。  〃Mother!〃 she cried。  〃Mother!
  What in the world are you doing?〃
  Mrs。 Comstock wiped her ghastly face on her apron。
  〃I've laid out to cut that tree for years;〃 she said。
  〃It shades the beets in the morning; and the tomatoes
  in the afternoon!〃
  Elnora uttered one wild little cry and fled into her
  mother's arms。  〃Oh mother!〃 she sobbed。  〃Will you
  ever forgive me?〃
  Mrs。 Comstock's arms swept together in a tight grip
  around Elnora。
  〃There isn't a thing on God's footstool from a to izzard
  I won't forgive you; my precious girl!〃 she said。  〃Tell mother
  what it is!〃
  Elnora lifted her wet face。  〃He told me;〃 she panted;
  〃just as soon as he decently couldthat second day he
  told me。  Almost all his life he's been engaged to a girl
  at home。  He never cared anything about me。  He was only
  interested in the moths and growing strong。〃
  Mrs。 Comstock's arms tightened。  With a shaking hand
  she stroked the bright hair。
  〃Tell me; honey;〃 she said。  〃Is he to blame for a
  single one of these tears?〃
  〃Not one!〃 sobbed Elnora。  〃Oh mother; I won't forgive you
  if you don't believe that。  Not one!  He never said;
  or looked; or did anything all the world might not
  have known。  He likes me very much as a friend。
  He hated to go dreadfully!〃
  〃Elnora!〃 the mother's head bent until the white hair
  mingled with the brown。  〃Elnora; why didn't you tell me
  at first?〃
  Elnora caught her breath in a sharp snatch。  〃I know