第 48 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9322
  to devise the wing of a moth。  If there ever was a miracle;
  this whole process is one。  Now; as I understand it; this
  creature is going to keep on spreading those wings; until
  they grow to size and harden to strength sufficient to
  bear its body。  Then it flies away; mates with its kind;
  lays its eggs on the leaves of a certain tree; and the eggs
  hatch tiny caterpillars which eat just that kind of leaves;
  and the worms grow and grow; and take on different
  forms and colours until at last they are big caterpillars
  six inches long; with large horns。  Then they burrow into
  the earth; build a water…proof house around themselves
  from material which is inside them; and lie through rain
  and freezing cold for months。  A year from egg laying they
  come out like this; and begin the process all over again。
  They don't eat; they don't see distinctly; they live but
  a few days; and fly only at night; then they drop off easy;
  but the process goes on。〃
  A shivering movement went over the moth。  The wings
  drooped and spread wider。  Mrs。 Comstock sank into
  soft awed tones。
  〃There never was a moment in my life;〃 she said;
  〃when I felt so in the Presence; as I do now。  I feel as
  if the Almighty were so real; and so near; that I could
  reach out and touch Him; as I could this wonderful work
  of His; if I dared。  I feel like saying to Him:  ‘To the
  extent of my brain power I realize Your presence; and all
  it is in me to comprehend of Your power。  Help me to learn;
  even this late; the lessons of Your wonderful creations。
  Help me to unshackle and expand my soul to the fullest
  realization of Your wonders。  Almighty God; make me bigger;
  make me broader!'〃
  The moth climbed to the end of the projection; up it
  a little way; then suddenly reversed its wings; turned
  the hidden sides out and dropped them beside its abdomen;
  like a large fly。  The upper side of the wings; thus
  exposed; was far richer colour; more exquisite texture than
  the under; and they slowly half lifted and drooped again。
  Mrs。 Comstock turned her face to Philip。
  〃Am I an old fool; or do you feel it; too?〃 she half whispered。
  〃You are wiser than you ever have been before;〃
  answered he。  〃I feel it; also。〃
  〃And I;〃 breathed Elnora。
  The moth spread its wings; shivered them tremulously;
  opening and closing them rapidly。  Philip handed the box
  to Elnora。
  She shook her head。
  〃I can't take that one;〃 she said。  〃Give her freedom。〃
  〃But; Elnora;〃 protested Mrs。 Comstock; 〃I don't want to
  let her go。  She's mine。  She's the first one I ever found
  this way。  Can't you put her in a big box; and let her live;
  without hurting her?  I can't bear to let her go。  I want
  to learn all about her。〃
  〃Then watch while we gather these on the trees;〃 said Elnora。
  〃We will take her home until night and then decide what to do。
  She won't fly for a long time yet。〃
  Mrs。 Comstock settled on the ground; gazing at the moth。
  Elnora and Philip went to the baited trees; placing
  several large moths and a number of smaller ones in the
  cyanide jar; and searching the bushes beyond where they
  found several paired specimens of differing families。
  When they returned Elnora showed her mother how to
  hold her hand before the moth so that it would climb upon
  her fingers。  Then they started back to the cabin; Elnora
  and Philip leading the way; Mrs。 Comstock followed
  slowly; stepping with great care lest she stumble and
  injure the moth。  Her face wore a look of comprehension;
  in her eyes was an exalted light。  On she came to the blue…
  bordered pool lying beside her path。
  A turtle scrambled from a log and splashed into the
  water; while a red…wing shouted; 〃O…ka…lee!〃 to her。
  Mrs。 Comstock paused and looked intently at the slime…
  covered quagmire; framed in a flower riot and homed over
  by sweet…voiced birds。  Then she gazed at the thing of
  incomparable beauty clinging to her fingers and said softly:
  〃If you had known about wonders like these in the days of
  your youth; Robert Comstock; could you ever have done what
  you did?〃
  Elnora missed her mother; and turning to look for her;
  saw her standing beside the pool。  Would the old
  fascination return?  A panic of fear seized the girl。
  She went back swiftly。
  〃Are you afraid she is going?〃 Elnora asked。  〃If you are;
  cup your other hand over her for shelter。  Carrying her
  through this air and in the hot sunshine will dry her wings
  and make them ready for flight very quickly。  You can't trust
  her in such air and light as you can in the cool dark woods。〃
  While she talked she took hold of her mother's sleeve;
  anxiously smiling a pitiful little smile that Mrs。
  Comstock understood。  Philip set his load at the back door;
  returning to hold open the garden gate for Elnora and
  Mrs。 Comstock。  He reached it in time to see them standing
  together beside the pool。  The mother bent swiftly and
  kissed the girl on the lips。  Philip turned and was busily
  hunting moths on the raspberry bushes when they reached
  the gate。  And so excellent are the rewards of attending
  your own business; that he found a Promethea on a lilac
  in a corner; a moth of such rare wine…coloured; velvety
  shades that it almost sent Mrs。 Comstock to her knees again。
  But this one was fully developed; able to fly; and had to
  be taken into the cabin hurriedly。  Mrs。 Comstock stood in
  the middle of the room holding up her Regalis。
  〃Now what must I do?〃 she asked。
  Elnora glanced at Philip Ammon。  Their eyes met and
  both of them smiled; he with amusement at the tall; spare
  figure; with dark eyes and white crown; asking the childish
  question so confidingly; and Elnora with pride。  She was
  beginning to appreciate the character of her mother。
  〃How would you like to sit and see her finish development?
  I'll get dinner;〃 proposed the girl。
  After they had dined; Philip and Elnora carried the dishes
  to the kitchen; brought out boxes; sheets of cork; pins;
  ink; paper slips and everything necessary for mounting and
  classifying the moths they had taken。  When the housework
  was finished Mrs。 Comstock with her ruffle sat near;
  watching and listening。  She remembered all they said
  that she understood; and when uncertain she asked questions。
  Occasionally she laid down her work to straighten some
  flower which needed attention or to search the garden for
  a bug for the grosbeak。  In one of these absences Elnora
  said to Philip:  〃These replace quite a number of the moths I
  lost for the man of India。  With a week of such luck;
  I could almost begin to talk college again。〃
  〃There is no reason why you should not have the week
  and the luck;〃 said he。  〃I have taken moths until the
  middle of August; though I suspect one is more likely to
  find late ones in the north where it is colder than here。
  The next week is hay…time; but we can count on a few
  double…brooders and strays; and by working the exchange method
  for all it is worth; I think we can complete the collection again。〃
  〃You almost make me hope;〃 said Elnora; 〃but I must
  not allow myself。  I don't truly think I can replace all I
  lost; not even with your help。  If I could; I scarcely see my
  way clear to leave mother this winter。  I have found her
  so recently; and she is so precious; I can't risk losing
  her again。  I am going to take the nature position in the
  Onabasha schools; and I shall be most happy doing the work。
  Only; these are a temptation。〃
  〃I wish you might go to college this fall with the other
  girls;〃 said Philip。  〃I feel that if you don't you never will。
  Isn't there some way?〃
  〃I can't see it if there is; and I really don't want to
  leave mother。〃
  〃Well; mother is mighty glad to hear it;〃 said Mrs。
  Comstock; entering the arbour。
  Philip noticed that her face was pale; her lips quivering;
  her voice cold。
  〃I was telling your daughter that she should go to
  college this winter;〃 he explained; 〃but she says she
  doesn't want to leave you。〃
  〃If she wants to go; I wish she could;〃 said Mrs。 Comstock;
  a look of relief spreading over her face。
  〃Oh; all girls want to go to college;〃 said Philip。  〃It's the
  only proper place to learn bridge and embroidery; not to
  mention midnight lunches of mixed pickles and fruit cake;
  and all the delights of the sororities。〃
  〃I have thought for years of going to college;〃 said
  Elnora; 〃but I never thought of any of those things。〃
  〃That is because your education in fudge and bridge has
  been sadly neglected;〃 said Philip。  〃You should hear my
  sister Polly!  This was her final year!  Lunches and
  sororities were all I heard her mention; until Tom Levering
  came on deck; now he is the leading subject。  I can't
  see from her daily conversation that she knows half as
  much really worth knowing as you do; but she's ahead of
  you miles on fun。〃
  〃Oh; we had some good times in the high scho