第 35 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-19 21:09      字数:9321
  me especially。 The vicinity of that flank of the battalion in which I was; was where they 〃most did congregate。〃 It was always amusing; though most embarrassing; to see them pointing me out to each other; and to hear their verbal accompaniments; 〃There he is; the first〃or such 〃man from the right〃〃or left。〃 〃Who?〃 〃The colored cadet。〃 〃Haven't you seen him? Here; I'll show him to you;〃 and so on ad libitum。
  All through this encampment being 〃young; a novice in the trade;〃 I seldom took advantage of Old Guard privileges; or any other; for the reason that I was not accustomed to such barbarous rudeness; and did not care to be the object of it。
  It has always been a wonder to me why people visiting at West Point should gaze at me so persistently for no other reason than curiosity。 What there was curious or uncommon about me I never knew。 I was not better formed; nor more military in my bearing than all the other cadets。 My uniform did not fit better; was not of better material; nor did it cost more than that of the others。 Yet for four years; by each and every visitor at West Point who saw me; it was done。 I know not why; unless it was because I was in it。
  There is an old man at Highland Falls; N。 Y。; who is permitted to peddle newspapers at West Point。 He comes up every Sabbath; and all are made aware of his presence by his familiar cry; 〃Sunday news! Sunday news!〃 Indeed; he is generally known and called by the soubriquet; 〃Sunday News。〃
  He was approaching my tent one Sunday afternoon but was stopped by a cadet who called out to him from across the company street; 〃Don't sell your papers to them niggers!〃 This kind advice was not heeded。
  This and subsequent acts of a totally different character lead me to believe that there is not so much prejudice in the corps as is at first apparent。 A general dislike for the negro had doubtless grown up in this cadet's mind from causes which are known to everybody at all acquainted with affairs at West Point about that time; summer of 1873。 On several occasions during my second and third years I was the grateful recipient of several kindnesses at the hands of this same cadet; thus proving most conclusively that it was rather a cringing disposition; a dread of what others might say; or this dislike of the negro which I have mentioned; that caused him to utter those words; and not a prejudiced dislike of 〃them niggers;〃 for verily I had won his esteem。
  Just after returning from this encampment to our winter quarters; I had another adventure with Smith; my chum; and Williams; which cost me dearly。
  It was just after 〃evening call to quarters。〃 I knew Smith and Williams were in our room。 I had been out for some purpose; and was returning when it occurred to me to have some fun at their expense。 I accordingly walked up to the doorour 〃house〃 was at the head of the stairs and on the third floorand knocked; endeavoring to imitate as much as possible an officer inspecting。 They sprang to their feet instantly; assumed the position of the soldier; and quietly awaited my entrance。 I entered laughing。 They resumed their seats with a promise to repay me; and they did; for alas! I was 〃hived。〃 Some cadet reported me for 〃imitating a tactical officer inspecting。〃 For this I was required to walk three tours of extra guard duty on three consecutive Saturdays; and to serve; besides; a week's confinement in my quarters。 The 〃laugh〃 was thus; of course; turned on me。
  During the summer of '74; in my 〃yearling camp;〃 I made another effort at amusement; which was as complete a failure as the attempt with Smith and Williams。 I had been reported by an officer for some trifling offence。 It was most unexpected to me; and least of all from this particular officer。 I considered the report altogether uncalled for; but was careful to say nothing to that effect。 I received for the offence one or two demerits。 A short while afterwards; being on guard; I happened to be posted near his tent。 Determined on a bit of revenge; and fun too; at half…past eleven o'clock at night I placed myself near his tent; and called off in the loudest tone I could command; 〃No。half…past eleven o'clock; and all…l…l…l's well…l…l!〃 It woke him。 He arose; came to the front of his tent; and called me back to him。 I went; and he ordered me to call the corporal。 I did so。 When the corporal came he told him to 〃report the sentinel on No。for calling off improperly。〃 If I mistake not; I was also reported for not calling off at 12 P。M。 loud enough to be heard by the next sentinel。 Thus my bit of revenge recoiled twofold upon myself; and I soon discovered that I had been paying too dear for my whistle。
  On another occasion during the same camp I heard a cadet say he would submit to no order or command of; nor permit himself to be marched anywhere by 〃the nigger;〃 meaning myself。 We were in the same company; and it so happened at one time that we were on guard the same day; and that I was the senior member of our company detail。 When we marched off the next day the officer of the guard formed the company details to the front; and directed the senior member of each fifteen to march it to its company street and dismiss it。 I instantly stepped to front and assumed command。 I marched it as far as the color line at 〃support arms;〃 brought them to a 〃carry〃 there and saluted the colors。 When we were in the company street; I commanded in loud and distinct tone; 〃Trail arms! Break ranks! March!〃 A cadet in a tent near by recognized my voice; and hurried out into the company street。 Meeting the cadet first mentioned above; he thus asked of him:
  〃Did that nigger march you in?〃
  〃Yes…es; the nigger marched us in;〃 speaking slowly and drawling it out as if he had quite lost the power of speech。
  At the following semi…annual examination (January; '75); the gentleman was put on the 〃retired list;〃 or rather on the list of 〃blasted hopes。〃 I took occasion to record the event in the following manner; changing of course the names:
  FAILED。
  SCENE。Hall of Cadet Barracks at West Point。 Characters: RANSOM and MARS; both Cadets。 RANSOM; who has been 〃found〃 at recent semiannual examination; meets his more successful chum; MARS; on the stoop。 After a moment's conversation; they enter the hall。
  MARS (as they enter)。       Ah! how! what say? Found! Art going away?       Unfortunate rather! 'm sorry! but stay!       Who hadst thou? How didst thou? Badly; I'm sure。       Hadst done well they had not treated thee so。
  RANSOM (sadly)。       Thou sayest aright。 I did do my best;       Which was but poorly I can but confess。       The subject was hard。 I could no better       Unless I'd memorized to the letter。
  MARS。       Art unfortunate! but tho' 'twere amiss       Me half thinks e'en that were better than this。       Thou couldst have stood the trial; if no more       Than to come out low。 That were better; 'm sure。
  RANSOM。       But 'tis too late。 'Twas but an afterthought;       Which now methinks at most is worth me naught;       Le sort en est jetté; they say; you know;       'Twere idle to dream and still think of woe。
  MARS。       Thou sayest well! Yield not to one rebuff。       Thou'rt a man; show thyself of manly stuff。       The bugle calls! I must away! Adieu!       May Fortune grant; comrade; good luck to you!
  They shake hands; MARS hurries out to answer the bugle call。 RANSOM prepares for immediate departure for home。)
  〃O dear! it is hawid to have this cullud cadet perfectly dre'fful。 I should die to see my Geawge standing next to him。〃 Thus did one of your models of womankind; one of the negro's superiors; who annually visit West Point to flirt; give vent to her opinion of the 〃cullud cadet;〃 an opinion thought out doubtless with her eyes; and for which she could assign no reason other than that some of her acquaintances; manifestly cadets; concurred in it; having perhaps so stated to her。 And the cadets; with their accustomed gallantry; have ever striven to evade 〃standing next to him。〃 No little amusement for such it was to mehas been afforded me by the many ruses they have adopted to prevent it。 Some of them have been extremely ridiculous; and in many cases highly unbecoming a cadet and a gentleman。
  While I was a plebe; I invariably fell in in the rear rank along with the other plebes。 This is a necessary and established custom。 As soon as I became a third…classman; and had a right to fall in in the front rank whenever necessary or convenient; they became uneasy; and began their plans for keeping me from that rank。 The first sergeant of my company did me the honor of visiting me at my quarters and politely requested menot order me; for he had no possible authority for such an actto fall in invariably on the right of the rear rank。 To keep down trouble and to avoid any show of presumption or forwardness on my part; as I had been advised by an officer; I did as he requested; taking my place on the right of the rear rank at every formation of the company for another whole year。 But with all this condescension on my part I was still the object of solicitous care。 My falling in there did not preclude the p