第 5 节
作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 21:08      字数:9320
  and smoked his pipe there; and so a barn was burnt。  He had the
  reputation of being a clever man; had been there some three months
  waiting for his trial to come on; and would have to wait as much
  longer; but he was quite domesticated and contented; since he got
  his board for nothing; and thought that he was well treated。
  He occupied one window; and I the other; and I saw that if one
  stayed there long; his principal business would be to look out the
  window。  I had soon read all the tracts that were left there; and
  examined where former prisoners had broken out; and where a grate
  had been sawed off; and heard the history of the various occupants
  of that room; for I found that even here there was a history and a
  gossip which never circulated beyond the walls of the jail。
  Probably this is the only house in the town where verses are
  composed; which are afterward printed in a circular form; but not
  published。  I was shown quite a long list of verses which were
  composed by some young men who had been detected in an attempt to
  escape; who avenged themselves by singing them。
  I pumped my fellow…prisoner as dry as I could; for fear I should
  never see him again; but at length he showed me which was my bed;
  and left me to blow out the lamp。
  It was like travelling into a far country; such as I had never
  expected to behold; to lie there for one night。  It seemed to me
  that I never had heard the town…clock strike before; nor the evening
  sounds of the village; for we slept with the windows open; which
  were inside the grating。  It was to see my native village in the
  light of the Middle Ages; and our Concord was turned into a Rhine
  stream; and visions of knights and castles passed before me。  They
  were the voices of old burghers that I heard in the streets。  I was
  an involuntary spectator and auditor of whatever was done and said
  in the kitchen of the adjacent village…inn  a wholly new and rare
  experience to me。  It was a closer view of my native town。  I was
  fairly inside of it。  I never had seen its institutions before。
  This is one of its peculiar institutions; for it is a shire town。  I
  began to comprehend what its inhabitants were about。
  In the morning; our breakfasts were put through the hole in the
  door; in small oblong…square tin pans; made to fit; and holding a
  pint of chocolate; with brown bread; and an iron spoon。  When they
  called for the vessels again; I was green enough to return what
  bread I had left; but my comrade seized it; and said that I should
  lay that up for lunch or dinner。  Soon after he was let out to work
  at haying in a neighboring field; whither he went every day; and
  would not be back till noon; so he bade me good…day; saying that he
  doubted if he should see me again。
  When I came out of prison  for some one interfered; and paid
  that tax  I did not perceive that great changes had taken place on
  the common; such as he observed who went in a youth and emerged a
  tottering and gray…headed man; and yet a change had to my eyes come
  over the scene  the town; and State; and country  greater than
  any that mere time could effect。  I saw yet more distinctly the
  State in which I lived。  I saw to what extent the people among whom
  I lived could be trusted as good neighbors and friends; that their
  friendship was for summer weather only; that they did not greatly
  propose to do right; that they were a distinct race from me by their
  prejudices and superstitions; as the Chinamen and Malays are; that
  in their sacrifices to humanity; they ran no risks; not even to
  their property; that after all they were not so noble but they
  treated the thief as he had treated them; and hoped; by a certain
  outward observance and a few prayers; and by walking in a particular
  straight though useless path from time to time; to save their souls。
  This may be to judge my neighbors harshly; for I believe that many
  of them are not aware that they have such an institution as the jail
  in their village。
  It was formerly the custom in our village; when a poor debtor
  came out of jail; for his acquaintances to salute him; looking
  through their fingers; which were crossed to represent the grating
  of a jail window; 〃How do ye do?〃  My neighbors did not thus salute
  me; but first looked at me; and then at one another; as if I had
  returned from a long journey。  I was put into jail as I was going to
  the shoemaker's to get a shoe which was mended。  When I was let out
  the next morning; I proceeded to finish my errand; and; having put
  on my mended shoe; joined a huckleberry party; who were impatient to
  put themselves under my conduct; and in half an hour  for the
  horse was soon tackled  was in the midst of a huckleberry field;
  on one of our highest hills; two miles off; and then the State was
  nowhere to be seen。
  This is the whole history of 〃My Prisons。〃
  I have never declined paying the highway tax; because I am as
  desirous of being a good neighbor as I am of being a bad subject;
  and as for supporting schools; I am doing my part to educate my
  fellow…countrymen now。  It is for no particular item in the tax…bill
  that I refuse to pay it。  I simply wish to refuse allegiance to the
  State; to withdraw and stand aloof from it effectually。  I do not
  care to trace the course of my dollar; if I could; till it buys a
  man or a musket to shoot one with  the dollar is innocent  but I
  am concerned to trace the effects of my allegiance。  In fact; I
  quietly declare war with the State; after my fashion; though I will
  still make what use and get what advantage of her I can; as is usual
  in such cases。
  If others pay the tax which is demanded of me; from a sympathy
  with the State; they do but what they have already done in their own
  case; or rather they abet injustice to a greater extent than the
  State requires。  If they pay the tax from a mistaken interest in the
  individual taxed; to save his property; or prevent his going to
  jail; it is because they have not considered wisely how far they let
  their private feelings interfere with the public good。
  This; then; is my position at present。  But one cannot be too
  much on his guard in such a case; lest his action be biased by
  obstinacy or an undue regard for the opinions of men。  Let him see
  that he does only what belongs to himself and to the hour。
  I think sometimes; Why; this people mean well; they are only
  ignorant; they would do better if they knew how: why give your
  neighbors this pain to treat you as they are not inclined to?  But I
  think; again; This is no reason why I should do as they do; or
  permit others to suffer much greater pain of a different kind。
  Again; I sometimes say to myself; When many millions of men; without
  heat; without ill…will; without personal feeling of any kind; demand
  of you a few shillings only; without the possibility; such is their
  constitution; of retracting or altering their present demand; and
  without the possibility; on your side; of appeal to any other
  millions; why expose yourself to this overwhelming brute force?  You
  do not resist cold and hunger; the winds and the waves; thus
  obstinately; you quietly submit to a thousand similar necessities。
  You do not put your head into the fire。  But just in proportion as I
  regard this as not wholly a brute force; but partly a human force;
  and consider that I have relations to those millions as to so many
  millions of men; and not of mere brute or inanimate things; I see
  that appeal is possible; first and instantaneously; from them to the
  Maker of them; and; secondly; from them to themselves。  But; if I
  put my head deliberately into the fire; there is no appeal to fire
  or to the Maker of fire; and I have only myself to blame。  If I
  could convince myself that I have any right to be satisfied with men
  as they are; and to treat them accordingly; and not according; in
  some respects; to my requisitions and expectations of what they and
  I ought to be; then; like a good Mussulman and fatalist; I should
  endeavor to be satisfied with things as they are; and say it is the
  will of God。  And; above all; there is this difference between
  resisting this and a purely brute or natural force; that I can
  resist this with some effect; but I cannot expect; like Orpheus; to
  change the nature of the rocks and trees and beasts。
  I do not wish to quarrel with any man or nation。  I do not wish
  to split hairs; to make fine distinctions; or set myself up as
  better than my neighbors。  I seek rather; I may say; even an excuse
  for conforming to the laws of the land。  I am but too ready to
  conform to them。  Indeed; I have reason to suspect myself on this
  head; and each year; as the tax…gatherer comes round; I find myself
  disposed to review the acts and position of the general and State
  governments; and the spirit of the people; to discover a pretext for
  conformity。
  〃We must affect our country as our parents;
  And if at any time we alienate