第 10 节
作者:希望之舟      更新:2021-02-19 20:52      字数:9321
  Of his marital vow and duty。
  Mrs。 Kessler
  MR。 KESSLER; you know; was in the army;
  And he drew six dollars a month as a pension;
  And stood on the corner talking politics;
  Or sat at home reading Grant's Memoirs;
  And I supported the family by washing;
  Learning the secrets of all the people
  From their curtains; counterpanes; shirts and skirts。
  For things that are new grow old at length;
  They're replaced with better or none at all:
  People are prospering or falling back。
  And rents and patches widen with time;
  No thread or needle can pace decay;
  And there are stains that baffle soap;
  And there are colors that run in spite of you;
  Blamed though you are for spoiling a dress。
  Handkerchiefs; napery; have their secrets
  The laundress; Life; knows all about it。
  And l; who went to all the funerals
  Held in Spoon River; swear I never
  Saw a dead face without thinking it looked
  Like something washed and ironed。
  Harmon Whitney
  OUT of the lights and roar of cities;
  Drifting down like a spark in Spoon River;
  Burnt out with the fire of drink; and broken;
  The paramour of a woman I took in self…contempt;
  But to hide a wounded pride as well。
  To be judged and loathed by a village of little minds
  I; gifted with tongues and wisdom;
  Sunk here to the dust of the justice court;
  A picker of rags in the rubbage of spites and wrongs;
  I; whom fortune smiled on!
  I in a village;
  Spouting to gaping yokels pages of verse;
  Out of the lore of golden years;
  Or raising a laugh with a flash of filthy wit
  When they bought the drinks to kindle my dying mind。
  To be judged by you;
  The soul of me hidden from you;
  With its wound gangrened
  By love for a wife who made the wound;
  With her cold white bosom; treasonous; pure and hard;
  Relentless to the last; when the touch of her hand;
  At any time; might have cured me of the typhus;
  Caught in the jungle of life where many are lost。
  And only to think that my soul could not react;
  Like Byron's did; in song; in something noble;
  But turned on itself like a tortured snake judge me this way;
  O world。
  Bert Kessler
  I WINGED my bird;
  Though he flew toward the setting sun;
  But just as the shot rang out; he soared
  Up and up through the splinters of golden light;
  Till he turned right over; feathers ruffled;
  With some of the down of him floating near;
  And fell like a plummet into the grass。
  I tramped about; parting the tangles;
  Till I saw a splash of blood on a stump;
  And the quail lying close to the rotten roots。
  I reached my hand; but saw no brier;
  But something pricked and stung and numbed it。
  And then; in a second; I spied the rattler
  The shutters wide in his yellow eyes;
  The head of him arched; sunk back in the rings of him;
  A circle of filth; the color of ashes;
  Or oak leaves bleached under layers of leaves。
  I stood like a stone as he shrank and uncoiled
  And started to crawl beneath the stump;
  When I fell limp in the grass。
  Lambert Hutchins
  I HAVE two monuments besides this granite obelisk:
  One; the house I built on the hill;
  With its spires; bay windows; and roof of slate。
  The other; the lake…front in Chicago;
  Where the railroad keeps a switching yard;
  With whistling engines and crunching wheels
  And smoke and soot thrown over the city;
  And the crash of cars along the boulevard;
  A blot like a hog…pen on the harbor
  Of a great metropolis; foul as a sty。
  I helped to give this heritage
  To generations yet unborn; with my vote
  In the House of Representatives;
  And the lure of the thing was to be at rest
  From the neverending fright of need;
  And to give my daughters gentle breeding;
  And a sense of security in life。
  But; you see; though I had the mansion house
  And traveling passes and local distinction;
  I could hear the whispers; whispers; whispers;
  Wherever I went; and my daughters grew up
  With a look as if some one were about to strike them;
  And they married madly; helter…skelter;
  Just to get out and have a change。
  And what was the whole of the business worth?
  Why; it wasn't worth a damn!
  Lillian Stewart
  I WAS the daughter of Lambert Hutchins;
  Born in a cottage near the gristmill;
  Reared in the mansion there on the hill;
  With its spires; baywindows; and roof of slate。
  How proud my mother was of the mansion
  How proud of father's rise in the world!
  And how my father loved and watched us;
  And guarded our happiness。
  But I believe the house was a curse;
  For father's fortune was little beside it;
  And when my husband found he had married
  A girl who was really poor;
  He taunted me with the spires;
  And called the house a fraud on the world;
  A treacherous lure to young men; raising hopes
  Of a dowry not to be had;
  And a man while selling his vote
  Should get enough from the people's betrayal
  To wall the whole of his family in。
  He vexed my life till I went back home
  And lived like an old maid till I died;
  Keeping house for father。
  Hortense Robbins
  MY name used to be in the papers daily
  As having dined somewhere;
  Or traveled somewhere;
  Or rented a house in Paris;
  Where I entertained the nobility。
  I was forever eating or traveling;
  Or taking the cure at Baden…Baden。
  Now I am here to do honor
  To Spoon River; here beside the family whence I sprang。
  No one cares now where I dined;
  Or lived; or whom I entertained;
  Or how often I took the cure at Baden…Baden。
  Jacob Godbey
  How did you feel; you libertarians;
  Who spent your talents rallying noble reasons
  Around the saloon; as if Liberty
  Was not to be found anywhere except at the bar
  Or at a table; guzzling?
  How did you feel; Ben Pantier; and the rest of you;
  Who almost stoned me for a tyrant
  Garbed as a moralist;
  And as a wry…faced ascetic frowning upon Yorkshire pudding;
  Roast beef and ale and good will and rosy cheer
  Things you never saw in a grog…shop in your life?
  How did you feel after I was dead and gone;
  And your goddess; Liberty; unmasked as a strumpet;
  Selling out the streets of Spoon River
  To the insolent giants
  Who manned the saloons from afar?
  Did it occur to you that personal liberty
  Is liberty of the mind;
  Rather than of the belly?
  Walter Simmons
  MY parents thought that I would be
  As great as Edison or greater:
  For as a boy I made balloons
  And wondrous kites and toys with clocks
  And little engines with tracks to run on
  And telephones of cans and thread。
  I played the cornet and painted pictures;
  Modeled in clay and took the part
  Of the villain in the 〃Octoroon。〃
  But then at twentyone I married
  And had to live; and so; to live
  I learned the trade of making watches
  And kept the jewelry store on the square;
  Thinking; thinking; thinking; thinking;
  Not of business; but of the engine
  I studied the calculus to build。
  And all Spoon River watched and waited
  To see it work; but it never worked。
  And a few kind souls believed my genius
  Was somehow hampered by the store。
  It wasn't true。
  The truth was this:
  I did not have the brains。
  Tom Beatty
  I WAS a lawyer like Harmon Whitney
  Or Kinsey Keene or Garrison Standard;
  For I tried the rights of property;
  Although by lamp…light; for thirty years;
  In that poker room in the opera house。
  And I say to you that Life's a gambler
  Head and shoulders above us all。
  No mayor alive can close the house。
  And if you lose; you can squeal as you will;
  You'll not get back your money。
  He makes the percentage hard to conquer;
  He stacks the cards to catch your weakness
  And not to meet your strength。
  And he gives you seventy years to play:
  For if you cannot win in seventy
  You cannot win at all。
  So; if you lose; get out of the room
  Get out of the room when your time is up。
  It's mean to sit and fumble the cards
  And curse your losses; leaden…eyed;
  Whining to try and try。
  Roy Butler
  IF the learned Supreme Court of Illinois
  Got at the secret of every case
  As well as it does a case of rape
  It would be the greatest court in the world。
  A jury; of neighbors mostly; with 〃Butch〃 Weldy
  As foreman; found me guilty in ten minutes
  And two ballots on a case like this:
  Richard Bandle and I had trouble over a fence
  And my wife and Mrs。 Bandle quarreled
  As to whether Ipava was a finer town than Table Grove。
  I awoke one morning with the love of God
  Brimming over my heart; so I went to see Richard
  To settle the fence in the spirit of Jesus Christ。
  I knocked on the door; and his wife opened;
  She smiled and asked me in。
  I entered She slammed the door and began to scream;
  〃Take your hands off; you low down varlet!〃
  Just then her husband entered。
  I waved my hands; choked up with words。
  He went for his gun; and I ran out。
  But neither the Supreme Court nor my wife
  Believed a word she said。
  Searcy Foote
  I WANTED to go away to college
  But rich Aunt Persis wouldn't help me。
  So I made gardens and raked the lawns
  And bought John Alden's books with my earnings
  And toiled for the very means of life。
  I wanted to marry Delia Prickett;
  But how could I do it with what I earned?
  And there was Aunt Persis more than seventy
  Who sat in a wheel…chair half alive
  With her throat so paralyzed; when she swallowed
  The soup ran out of her mouth like a duck
  A gourmand yet; investing her income
  In mortgages; fretting all the time
  About her notes and rents and papers。
  That day I