第 6 节
作者:爱之冰点      更新:2021-02-19 20:34      字数:9322
  her eyes and covered me with a glance which seemed at first to denote
  a placid curiosity; but in which; as I saw it repeated; I thought I
  perceived the dim glimmer of an attempt to establish an understanding
  with me at the expense of our companion。  Meanwhile; as mindful as
  possible of Theobald's injunction of reverence; I considered the
  lady's personal claims to the fine compliment he had paid her。
  That she was indeed a beautiful woman I perceived; after recovering
  from the surprise of finding her without the freshness of youth。  Her
  beauty was of a sort which; in losing youth; loses little of its
  essential charm; expressed for the most part as it was in form and
  structure; and; as Theobald would have said; in 〃composition。〃  She
  was broad and ample; low…browed and large…eyed; dark and pale。  Her
  thick brown hair hung low beside her cheek and ear; and seemed to
  drape her head with a covering as chaste and formal as the veil of a
  nun。  The poise and carriage of her head were admirably free and
  noble; and they were the more effective that their freedom was at
  moments discreetly corrected by a little sanctimonious droop; which
  harmonised admirably with the level gaze of her dark and quiet eye。
  A strong; serene; physical nature; and the placid temper which comes
  of no nerves and no troubles; seemed this lady's comfortable portion。
  She was dressed in plain dull black; save for a sort of dark blue
  kerchief which was folded across her bosom and exposed a glimpse of
  her massive throat。  Over this kerchief was suspended a little silver
  cross。  I admired her greatly; and yet with a large reserve。  A
  certain mild intellectual apathy belonged properly to her type of
  beauty; and had always seemed to round and enrich it; but this
  bourgeoise Egeria; if I viewed her right; betrayed a rather vulgar
  stagnation of mind。  There might have been once a dim spiritual light
  in her face; but it had long since begun to wane。  And furthermore;
  in plain prose; she was growing stout。  My disappointment amounted
  very nearly to complete disenchantment when Theobald; as if to
  facilitate my covert inspection; declaring that the lamp was very
  dim; and that she would ruin her eyes without more light; rose and
  fetched a couple of candles from the mantelpiece; which he placed
  lighted on the table。  In this brighter illumination I perceived that
  our hostess was decidedly an elderly woman。  She was neither haggard;
  nor worn; nor gray; she was simply coarse。  The 〃soul〃 which Theobald
  had promised seemed scarcely worth making such a point of; it was no
  deeper mystery than a sort of matronly mildness of lip and brow。  I
  should have been ready even to declare that that sanctified bend of
  the head was nothing more than the trick of a person constantly
  working at embroidery。  It occurred to me even that it was a trick of
  a less innocent sort; for; in spite of the mellow quietude of her
  wits; this stately needlewoman dropped a hint that she took the
  situation rather less seriously than her friend。  When he rose to
  light the candles she looked across at me with a quick; intelligent
  smile; and tapped her forehead with her forefinger; then; as from a
  sudden feeling of compassionate loyalty to poor Theobald; I preserved
  a blank face; she gave a little shrug and resumed her work。
  What was the relation of this singular couple?  Was he the most
  ardent of friends or the most reverent of lovers?  Did she regard him
  as an eccentric swain; whose benevolent admiration of her beauty she
  was not ill pleased to humour at this small cost of having him climb
  into her little parlour and gossip of summer nights?  With her decent
  and sombre dress; her simple gravity; and that fine piece of priestly
  needlework; she looked like some pious lay…member of a sisterhood;
  living by special permission outside her convent walls。  Or was she
  maintained here aloft by her friend in comfortable leisure; so that
  he might have before him the perfect; eternal type; uncorrupted and
  untarnished by the struggle for existence?  Her shapely hands; I
  observed; wore very fair and white; they lacked the traces of what is
  called honest toil。
  〃And the pictures; how do they come on?〃 she asked of Theobald; after
  a long pause。
  〃Finely; finely!  I have here a friend whose sympathy and
  encouragement give me new faith and ardour。〃
  Our hostess turned to me; gazed at me a moment rather inscrutably;
  and then tapping her forehead with the gesture she had used a minute
  before; 〃He has a magnificent genius!〃 she said; with perfect
  gravity。
  〃I am inclined to think so;〃 I answered; with a smile。
  〃Eh; why do you smile?〃 she cried。  〃If you doubt it; you must see
  the bambino!〃  And she took the lamp and conducted me to the other
  side of the room; where on the wall; in a plain black frame; hung a
  large drawing in red chalk。  Beneath it was fastened a little howl
  for holy water。  The drawing represented a very young child; entirely
  naked; half nestling back against his mother's gown; but with his two
  little arms outstretched; as if in the act of benediction。  It was
  executed with singular freedom and power; and yet seemed vivid with
  the sacred bloom of infancy。  A sort of dimpled elegance and grace;
  mingled with its boldness; recalled the touch of Correggio。  〃That's
  what he can do!〃 said my hostess。  〃It's the blessed little boy whom
  I lost。  It's his very image; and the Signor Teobaldo gave it me as a
  gift。  He has given me many things besides!〃
  I looked at the picture for some time and admired it immensely。
  Turning back to Theobald I assured him that if it were hung among the
  drawings in the Uffizi and labelled with a glorious name it would
  hold its own。  My praise seemed to give him extreme pleasure; he
  pressed my hands; and his eyes filled with tears。  It moved him
  apparently with the desire to expatiate on the history of the
  drawing; for he rose and made his adieux to our companion; kissing
  her band with the same mild ardour as before。  It occurred to me that
  the offer of a similar piece of gallantry on my own part might help
  me to know what manner of woman she was。  When she perceived my
  intention she withdrew her hand; dropped her eyes solemnly; and made
  me a severe curtsey。  Theobald took my arm and led me rapidly into
  the street。
  〃And what do you think of the divine Serafina?〃 he cried with
  fervour。
  〃It is certainly an excellent style of good looks!〃 I answered。
  He eyed me an instant askance; and then seemed hurried along by the
  current of remembrance。  〃You should have seen the mother and the
  child together; seen them as I first saw themthe mother with her
  head draped in a shawl; a divine trouble in her face; and the bambino
  pressed to her bosom。  You would have said; I think; that Raphael had
  found his match in common chance。  I was coming in; one summer night;
  from a long walk in the country; when I met this apparition at the
  city gate。  The woman held out her hand。  I hardly knew whether to
  say; 'What do you want?' or to fall down and worship。  She asked for
  a little money。  I saw that she was beautiful and pale; she might
  have stepped out of the stable of Bethlehem!  I gave her money and
  helped her on her way into the town。  I had guessed her story。  She;
  too; was a maiden mother; and she had been turned out into the world
  in her shame。  I felt in all my pulses that here was my subject
  marvellously realised。  I felt like one of the old monkish artists
  who had had a vision。  I rescued the poor creatures; cherished them;
  watched them as I would have done some precious work of art; some
  lovely fragment of fresco discovered in a mouldering cloister。  In a
  monthas if to deepen and sanctify the sadness and sweetness of it
  allthe poor little child died。  When she felt that he was going she
  held him up to me for ten minutes; and I made that sketch。  You saw a
  feverish haste in it; I suppose; I wanted to spare the poor little
  mortal the pain of his position。  After that I doubly valued the
  mother。  She is the simplest; sweetest; most natural creature that
  ever bloomed in this brave old land of Italy。  She lives in the
  memory of her child; in her gratitude for the scanty kindness I have
  been able to show her; and in her simple religion!  She is not even
  conscious of her beauty; my admiration has never made her vain。
  Heaven knows that I have made no secret of it。  You must have
  observed the singular transparency of her expression; the lovely
  modesty of her glance。  And was there ever such a truly virginal
  brow; such a natural classic elegance in the wave of the hair and the
  arch of the forehead?  I have studied her; I may say I know her。  I
  have absorbed her little by little; my mind is stamped and imbued;
  and I have determined now to clinch the impression; I shall at last
  invite her to sit for me!〃
  〃'At lastat last'?〃 I repeated; in much amazement。  〃Do you mean
  that she has never done