第 11 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-19 20:30      字数:9322
  realizing his   argument   was making   an  impression on   the violinist;  ‘‘you
  would see the agony in store for the daughter if she married a man such as
  you; a public servant; a public favorite。''
  ‘‘I would live my life not to excite her suspicions or jealousy;'' said the
  artist; with boyish enthusiasm and simplicity。
  ‘‘Foolish fellow;'' retorted Sanders; skeptically; ‘‘women imagine; they
  don't   reason。   A  scented   note   unopened   on   the   dressing   table   can   cause
  more unhappiness to your wife than the loss of his country to a king。 My
  advice to you is: do not marry; but if you must; choose one who is more
  interested in your gastronomic felicity than in your marital constancy。''
  Diotti was silent。 He was pondering the words of his host。 Instead of
  seeing in Mildred a possibly jealous woman; causing mental misery; she
  appeared   a   vision   of   single…hearted   devotion。   He   felt:   ‘‘To   be   loved   by
  such a one is bliss beyond the dreams of this world。''
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  A tipsy man is never interesting; and Sanders in that condition was no
  exception。 The old man arose with some effort; walked toward the window
  and; shading his eyes; looked out。 The snow was drifting; swept hither and
  thither   by   the   cutting   wind   that   came   through   the   streets   in   great   gusts。
  Turning to the violinist; he said; ‘‘It's an awful night; better remain here
  until morning。 You'll not find a cab; in fact; I will not let you go while this
  storm continues;'' and the old man raised the window; thrusting his head
  out for an instant。 As he did so the icy blast that came in settled any doubt
  in the young man's mind and he concluded to stop over night。
  It was nearly two o'clock; Sanders showed him to his room and then
  returned   down   stairs   to   see   that   everything   was   snug   and   secure。   After
  changing      his  heavy    shoes    for  a  pair   of  old  slippers    and   wrapping     a
  dressing gown around him; the old man stretched his legs toward the fire
  and sipped his toddy。
  ‘‘He isn't a bad sort for a violinist;'' mused the old man; ‘‘if he were
  worth a million; I believe I'd advise Wallace to let him marry her。 A fiddler!
  A million! Sounds funny;'' and he laughed shrilly。
  He   turned   his   head   and   his   eyes   caught   sight   of   Diotti's   violin   case
  resting on the center table。 He staggered from the chair and went toward it;
  opening      the  lid   softly;  he   lifted  the   silken   coverlet    placed   over    the
  instrument and examined the strings intently。 ‘‘I am right;'' he said; ‘‘it is
  wrapped with hair; and no doubt from a woman's head。 Eureka!'' and the
  old man; happy in the discovery that his surmises were correct; returned to
  his chair and his toddy。
  He sat looking into the fire。 The violin had brought back memories of
  the past and its dead。 He mumbled; as if to the fire; ‘‘she loved me; she
  loved my violin。 I was a devil; my violin was a devil;'' and the shadows on
  the wall swayed like accusing spirits。 He buried his face in his hands and
  cried piteously; ‘‘I was so young; too young to know。'' He spoke as if he
  would   conciliate   the   ghastly   shades   that   moved   restlessly   up   and   down;
  when suddenly ‘‘Sanders; don't be a fool!''
  He ambled toward the table again。   ‘‘I wonder   who made   the violin?
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  He would not tell me when I asked him to… night; thank you for your pains;
  but I will find out myself;'' and he took the violin from the case。 Holding it
  with the light slanting over it; he peered inside; but found no inscription。
  ‘‘No maker's namestrange;'' he said。 He tiptoed to the foot of the stairs
  and     listened    intently;   ‘‘he    must    be   asleep;    he   won't    hear   me;''   and
  noiselessly   he   closed   the   door。   ‘‘I   guess   if   I   play   a   tune   on   it   he   won't
  know。''
  He took the bow from its place in the case and tightened it。 He listened
  again。   ‘‘He   is   fast   asleep;''   he   whispered。   ‘‘I'll   play   the   song   I   always
  played for heruntil;'' and the old man repeated the words of the refrain:
  ‘‘Fair as a lily; joyous and free; Light of the prairie home was she;
  Every   one   who   knew   her   felt   the   gentle   power   Of   Rosalie;   the   Prairie
  Flower。''
  He   sat   again   in   the   arm…chair   and   placed   the   violin   under   his   chin。
  Tremulously   he        drew   the   bow     across   the   middle   string;    his   bloodless
  fingers moving slowly up and down。
  The theme he played was the melody to the verse he had just repeated;
  but the expression was remorse。
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  Diotti   sat   upright   in   bed。   ‘‘I   am   positive   I   heard   a   violin!''   he   said;
  holding one hand toward his head in an attitude of listening。 He was wide
  awake。   The   drifting   snow   beat   against   the   window   panes   and   the   wind
  without shrieked like a thousand demons of the night。 He could sleep no
  more。 He arose and hastily dressed。 The room was bitterly cold; he   was
  shivering。   He   thought   of   the   crackling   logs   in   the   fire…place   below。   He
  groped      his  way   along     the  darkened   staircase。       As   he  opened     the   door
  leading into the sitting…room the fitful gleam of the dying embers cast a
  ghastly light over the face of a corpse。
  Diotti stood a moment; his eyes transfixed with horror。 The violin and
  bow still in the hands of the dead man told him plainer than words what
  had   happened。   He   went   toward   the   chair;   took   the   instrument   from   old
  Sanders' hands and laid it on the table。 Then he knelt beside the body; and
  placing his ear close over the heart; listened for some sign of life; but the
  old man was beyond human aid。
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  He wheeled the chair to the side of the room and moved the body to
  the sofa。 Gently he covered it with a robe。 The awfulness of the situation
  forced itself upon him; and bitterly he blamed himself。 The terrible power
  of the instrument dawned upon him in all its force。 Often he had played on
  the strings telling of pity; hope; love and joy; but now; for the first time; he
  realized what that fifth string meant。
  ‘‘I must give it back to its owner。''
  ‘‘If you do you can never regain it;'' whispered a voice within。
  ‘‘I do not need it;'' said the violinist; almost audibly。
  ‘‘Perhaps   not;''   said   the   voice;   ‘‘but   if   her   love   should  wane   how
  would you rekindle it? Without the violin you would be helpless。''
  ‘‘Is it not possible that; in this old man's death; all its fatal power has
  been expended?''
  He went to the table and took the instrument from its place。 ‘‘You won
  her for me; you have brought happiness and sunshine into my life。 No! No!
  I can not; will not give you up;'' then placing the violin and bow in its case
  he locked it。
  The day was breaking。 In an hour the baker's boy came。 Diotti went to
  the   door;   gave   him   a   note   addressed   to   Mr。   Wallace   and   asked   him   to
  deliver it at once。 The boy consented and drove rapidly away。
  Within an hour Mr。 Wallace arrived; Diotti told the story of the night。
  After the undertaker had taken charge of the body he found on the dead
  man's neck; just to the left of the chin; a dullish; black bruise which might
  have been caused by the pressing of some blunt instrument; or by a man's
  thumb。 Considering it of much importance; he notified the coroner; who
  ordered an inquest。
  At six o'clock that evening a jury was impaneled; and two hours later
  its verdict was reported。
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  XIII
  On   leaving   the   house   of   the   dead   man   Diotti   walked   wearily   to   his
  hotel。 In flaring type at every street corner he saw the announcement for
  Thursday  evening;  March   thirty…first; of Angelo   Diotti's   last   appearance:
  ‘‘To…night   I   play   for   the   last   time;''   he   murmured   in   a   voice   filled   with
  deepest regret。
  The feeling of exultation so common to artists who finally reach the
  goal of their ambition was wanting in Diotti this morning。 He could not rid
  himself of the memory of Sanders' tragic dea