第 3 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-19 20:30      字数:9322
  Perkins took his hat and cane and moved toward the door。 The violinist
  arose   and   extended   his   hand   wearily。  ‘‘Good…day''   came   simultaneously;
  then     ‘‘I'm    off。  We'll    turn    'em    away     to…morrow;       see    if  we    don't!''
  Whereupon Perkins left Diotti alone in his misery。
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  It was the evening of the fourteenth; In front of the Academy a strong…
  lunged   and   insistent   tribe   of   gentry;   known   as   ticket   speculators;   were
  reaping a rich harvest。 They represented a beacon light of hope to many
  tardy   patrons   of   the   evening's   entertainment;   especially   to   the   man   who
  had   forgotten   his   wife's   injunction   ‘‘to   be sure  to   buy  the  tickets on   the
  way down town; dear; and get them in the family circle; not too far back。''
  This    man's    intentions     were    sincere;   but   his   newspaper      was    unusually
  interesting   that   morning。   He   was   deeply   engrossed   in   an   article   on   the
  causes      leading    to   matrimonial      infelicities    when     his  'bus   passed     the
  Academy box…office。
  He was six blocks farther down town when he finished the article; only
  to   find   that   it   was   a   carefully   worded   advertisement   for   a   new   patent
  medicine;   and   of   course   he   had   not   time   to   return。   ‘‘Oh;   well;''   said   he;
  ‘‘I'll get them when I go up town to…night。''
  But he did not。 So with fear in his heart and a red…faced woman on his
  arm he approached the box…office。 ‘‘Not a seat left;'' sounded to his hen…
  pecked ears like the concluding words of the black…robed judge: ‘‘and may
  the Lord have mercy upon your soul。'' But a reprieve came; for one of the
  aforesaid beacon lights of hope rushed forward; saying: ‘‘I have two good
  seats; not far back; and only ten apiece。'' And the gentleman with fear in
  his heart and the red…faced woman on his arm passed in。
  They saw the largest crowd in the history of the Academy。 Every seat
  was occupied; every foot of standing room taken。 Chairs were placed in
  the side aisles。 The programs announced that it was the second appearance
  in America of Angelo Diotti; the renowed Tuscan violinist。
  The     orchestra    had    perfunctorily     ground     out   the  overture     to  ‘‘Der
  Freischuetz;''   the   baritone   had   stentorianly   emitted   ‘‘Dio   Possente;''   the
  soprano   was   working   her   way  through   the   closing   measures   of   the   mad
  scene   from   ‘‘Lucia;''   and   Diotti   was   number   four   on   the   program。   The
  conductor stood beside his platform; ready to ascend as Diotti appeared。
  The   audience;   ever   ready   to   act   when   those   on   the   stage   cease   that
  occupation;   gave   a   splendid       imitation   of   the   historic   last   scene   at   the
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  Tower of Babel。 Having accomplished this to its evident satisfaction; the
  audience proceeded; like the closing phrase of the ‘‘Goetterdaemmerung''
  Dead March; to become exceedingly quietthen expectant。
  This   expectancy   lasted   fully   three   minutes。   Then         there   were   some
  impatient   handclappings。   A   few   persons   whispered:   ‘‘Why   is   he   late?''
  ‘‘Why   doesn't   he   come?''   ‘‘I   wonder   where   Diotti   is;''   and   then   came
  unmistakable        signs    of   impatience。      At    its  height    Perkins     appeared;
  hesitatingly。 Nervous and jerky he walked to the center of the stage; and
  raised his hand begging silence。 The audience was stilled。
  ‘‘Ladies   and   gentlemen;''   he   falteringly   said;   ‘‘Signor   Diotti   left   his
  hotel at seven o'clock and was driven to the Academy。 The call…boy rapped
  at his dressing…room; and not receiving a reply; opened the door to find the
  room   empty。   We   have   despatched   searchers   in   every   direction   and   have
  sent out a police alarm。 We fear some accident has befallen the Signor。 We
  ask your indulgence for the keen disappointment; and beg to say that your
  money will be refunded at the box…office。''
  Diotti     had   disappeared       as   completely      as   though     the    earth   had
  swallowed him。
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  My   Dearest   Sister:     You   doubtless   were   exceedingly   mystified   and
  troubled over the report that was flashed to Europe regarding my sudden
  disappearance on the eve of my second concert in New York。
  Fearing; sweet Francesca; that you might mourn me as dead; I sent the
  cablegram you received some weeks since; telling you to be of good heart
  and await my letter。 To make my action thoroughly understood I must give
  you   a   record   of   what   happened   to   me   from   the   first   day   I   arrived   in
  America。 I found a great interest mani… fested in my premiere; and socially
  everything was done to make me happy。
  Mrs。   James   Llewellyn;   whom;   you   no   doubt   remember;   we   met   in
  Florence      the  winter    of  18;   immediately      after  I  reached    New     York
  arranged a reception for me; which was elegant in the extreme。 But from
  that night dates my misery。
  You ask her name?Mildred Wallace。 Tell me what she is like; I hear
  you   say。   Of   graceful   height;   willowy   and   exquisitely   molded;   not   over
  twenty… four; with the face of a Madonna; wondrous eyes of darkest blue;
  hair indescribable in its maze of tawny color in a word; the perfection of
  womanhood。   In   half   an   hour   I   was   her   abject   slave;   and   proud   in   my
  serfdom。 When I returned to the hotel that evening I could not sleep。 Her
  image ever was before me; elusive and shadowy。 And yet we seemed to
  grow farther and farther apartshe nearer heaven; I nearer earth。
  The next evening I gave my first and what I fear may prove my last
  concert in America。 The vision of my dreams was there; radiant in rarest
  beauty。 Singularly enough; she was in the direct line of my vision while I
  played。 I saw only her; played but for her; and cast my soul at her feet。 She
  sat indifferent and silent。 ‘‘Cold?'' you say。 No! No! Francesca; not cold;
  superior   to   my   poor   efforts。   I   realized   my   limitations。   I   questioned   my
  genius。     When     I  returned   to   bow    my   acknowledgments         for  the   most
  generous applause I have ever received; there was no sign on her part that
  I had interested her; either through my talent or by appeal to her curiosity。
  I   hoped   against   hope   that   some   word   might   come   from   her;   but   I   was
  doomed to disappointment。 The critics were fulsome in their praise and the
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  public was lavish with its plaudits; but I was abjectly miserable。 Another
  sleepless   night   and   I   was   determined   to   see   her。   She   received   me   most
  graciously; although   I fear she  thought my  visit one  of  vanitywounded
  vanity and me petulant because of her lack of appreciation。
  Oh;   sister   mine;   I   knew   better。   I   knew   my   heart   craved   one   word;
  however       matter…of…fact;    that   would    rekindle    the   hope    that  was    dying
  within me。
  Hesitatingly;      and   like   a  clumsy     yokel;    I  blurted:    ‘‘I  have    been
  wondering whether you cared for the performance I gave?''
  ‘‘It certainly ought to make little difference to you;'' she replied; ‘‘the
  public was enthusiastic enough in its endorsement。''
  ‘‘But I want your opinion;'' I pleaded。
  ‘‘My   opinion   would   not   at   all   affect   the   almost   unanimous   verdict;
  ‘‘she replied calmly。
  ‘‘And;'' I urged desperately; ‘‘you were not affected in the least?''
  Very coldly she answered; ‘‘Not in the least;'' and then fearlessly; like
  a princess in the Palace of Truth: ‘‘If ever a man comes who can awaken
  my heart; frankly and honestly I will confess it。''
  ‘‘Perhaps such a one lives;'' I said;
  but has yet to reach the height to win youyour''
  ‘‘Speak it;'' she said; ‘‘to win my love!''
  ‘‘Yes;'' I cried; startled at her candor; ‘‘to win your love。'' Hope slowly
  rekindled within my breast; and then with half…closed eyes; and wooingly;
  she said:
  ‘‘No drooping Clytie could be more constant th