第 37 节
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  have two languages; two faiths in our heart; and a cause of perpetual
  dissension? Would you condemn me to weep tears over the state of your
  soul;tears that I must ever conceal from you? Could I address myself
  in peace to God when I see his arm stretched out in wrath against you?
  Must my children inherit the blood of a deist and his convictions? Oh!
  God; what misery for a wife! No; no; these ideas are intolerable。
  Felix! be of my faith; for I cannot share yours。 Do not put a gulf
  between us。 If you loved me; you would already have read 'The
  Imitation of Jesus Christ。'〃
  The Phellion class; sons of the 〃Constitutionnel;〃 dislike the
  priestly mind。 Felix had the imprudence to reply to this sort of
  prayer from the depths of an ardent heart:
  〃You are repeating; Celeste; the lessons your confessor teaches you;
  nothing; believe me; is more fatal to happiness than the interference
  of priests in a home。〃
  〃Oh!〃 cried Celeste; wounded to the quick; for love alone inspired
  her; 〃you do not love! The voice of my heart is not in unison with
  yours! You have not understood me; because you have not listened to
  me; but I forgive you; for you know not what you say。〃
  She wrapped herself in solemn silence; and Felix went to the window
  and drummed upon the panes;music familiar to those who have indulged
  in poignant reflections。 Felix was; in fact; presenting the following
  delicate and curious questions to the Phellion conscience。
  〃Celeste is a rich heiress; and; in yielding against the voice of
  natural religion; to her ideas; I should have in view the making of
  what is certainly an advantageous marriage;an infamous act。 I ought
  not; as father of a family; to allow the priesthood to have an
  influence in my home。 If I yield to…day; I do a weak act; which will
  be followed by many others equally pernicious to the authority of a
  husband and father。 All this is unworthy of a philosopher。〃
  Then he returned to his beloved。
  〃Celeste; I entreat you on my knees;〃 he said; 〃not to mingle that
  which the law; in its wisdom; has separated。 We live in two worlds;
  society and heaven。 Each has its own way of salvation; but as to
  society; is it not obeying God to obey the laws? Christ said: 'Render
  unto Caesar that which is Caesar's。' Caesar is the body politic。 Dear;
  let us forget our little quarrel。〃
  〃Little quarrel!〃 cried the young enthusiast; 〃I want you to have my
  whole heart as I want to have the whole of yours; and you make it into
  two parts! Is not that an evil? You forget that marriage is a
  sacrament。〃
  〃Your priesthood have turned your head;〃 exclaimed the mathematician;
  impatiently。
  〃Monsieur Phellion;〃 said Celeste; interrupting him hastily; 〃enough
  of this!〃
  It was at this point of the quarrel that Theodose considered it
  judicious to enter the room。 He found Celeste pale; and the young
  professor as anxious as a lover should be who has just irritated his
  mistress。
  〃I heard the word 'enough'; then something is too much?〃 he said;
  inquiringly; looking in turn from Celeste to Felix。
  〃We were talking religion;〃 replied Felix; 〃and I was saying to
  mademoiselle how dangerous ecclesiastical influence is in the bosom of
  families。〃
  〃That was not the point; monsieur;〃 said Celeste; sharply; 〃it was to
  know if husband and wife could be of one heart when the one is an
  atheist and the other Catholic。〃
  〃Can there be such a thing as atheists?〃 cried Theodose; with all the
  signs of extreme wonderment。 〃Could a true Catholic marry a
  Protestant? There is no safety possible for a married pair unless they
  have perfect conformity in the matter of religious opinions。 I; who
  come from the Comtat; of a family which counts a pope among its
  ancestorsfor our arms are: gules; a key argent; with supporters; a
  monk holding a church; and a pilgrim with a staff; or; and the motto;
  'I open; I shut'I am; of course; intensely dogmatic on such points。
  But in these days; thanks to our modern system of education; it does
  not seem to me strange that religion should be called into question。 I
  myself would never marry a Protestant; had she millions; even if I
  loved her distractedly。 Faith is a thing that cannot be tampered with。
  'Una fides; unus Dominus;' that is my device in life。〃
  〃You hear that!〃 cried Celeste; triumphantly; looking at Felix
  Phellion。
  〃I am not openly devout;〃 continued la Peyrade。 〃I go to mass at six
  every morning; that I may not be observed; I fast on Fridays; I am; in
  short; a son of the Church; and I would not undertake any serious
  enterprise without prayer; after the ancient fashion of our ancestors;
  but no one is able to notice my religion。 A singular thing happened to
  our family during the Revolution of 1789; which attached us more
  closely than ever to our holy mother the Church。 A poor young lady of
  the elder branch of the Peyrades; who owned the little estate of la
  Peyrade;for we ourselves are Peyrades of Canquoelle; but the two
  branches inherit from one another;well; this young lady married; six
  years before the Revolution; a barrister who; after the fashion of the
  times; was Voltairean; that is to say; an unbeliever; or; if you
  choose; a deist。 He took up all the revolutionary ideas; and practised
  the charming rites that you know of in the worship of the goddess
  Reason。 He came into our part of the country imbued with the ideas of
  the Convention; and fanatical about them。 His wife was very handsome;
  he compelled her to play the part of Liberty; and the poor unfortunate
  creature went mad。 She died insane! Well; as things are going now it
  looks as if we might have another 1793。〃
  This history; invented on the spot; made such an impression on
  Celeste's fresh and youthful imagination that she rose; bowed to the
  young men and hastened to her chamber。
  〃Ah! monsieur; why did you tell her that?〃 cried Felix; struck to the
  heart by the cold look the young girl; affecting profound
  indifference; cast upon him。 She fancied herself transformed into a
  goddess of Reason。
  〃Why not? What were you talking about?〃 asked Theodose。
  〃About my indifference to religion。〃
  〃The great sore of this century;〃 replied Theodose; gravely。
  〃I am ready;〃 said Madame Colleville; appearing in a toilet of much
  taste。 〃But what is the matter with my poor daughter? She is crying!〃
  〃Crying? madame;〃 exclaimed Felix; 〃please tell her that I will study
  'The Imitation of Christ' at once。〃
  Felix left the house with Theodose and Flavie; whose arm the barrister
  pressed to let her know he would explain in the carriage the apparent
  dementia of the young professor。
  An hour later; Madame Colleville and Celeste; Colleville and Theodose
  were entering the Thuilliers' apartment to dine there。 Theodose and
  Flavie took Thuillier into the garden; where the former said to him:
  〃Dear; good friend! you will have the cross within a week。 Our
  charming friend here will tell you about our visit to the Comtesse du
  Bruel。〃
  And Theodose left Thuillier; having caught sight of Desroches in the
  act of being brought by Mademoiselle Thuillier into the garden; he
  went; driven by a terrible and glacial presentiment; to meet him。
  〃My good friend;〃 said Desroches in his ear; 〃I have come to see if
  you can procure at once twenty…five thousand francs plus two thousand
  six hundred and eighty for costs。〃
  〃Are you acting for Cerizet?〃 asked the barrister。
  〃Cerizet has put all the papers into the hands of Louchard; and you
  know what you have to expect if arrested。 Is Cerizet wrong in thinking
  you have twenty…five thousand francs in your desk? He says you offered
  them to him and he thinks it only natural not to leave them in your
  hands。〃
  〃Thank you for taking the step; my good friend;〃 replied Theodose。 〃I
  have been expecting this attack。〃
  〃Between ourselves;〃 replied Desroches; 〃you have made an utter fool
  of him; and he is furious。 The scamp will stop at nothing to get his
  revenge upon youfor he'll lose everything if he forces you to fling
  your barrister's gown; as they say; to the nettles and go to prison。〃
  〃I?〃 said Theodose。 〃I'm going to pay him。 But even so; there will
  still be five notes of mine in his hands; for five thousand francs
  each; what does he mean to do with them?〃
  〃Oh! after the affair of this morning; I can't tell you; my client is
  a crafty; mangy cur; and he is sure to have his little plans。〃
  〃Look here; Desroches;〃 said Theodose; taking the hard; unyielding
  attorney round the waist; 〃those papers are in your hands; are not
  they?〃
  〃Will you pay them?〃
  〃Yes; in three hours。〃
  〃Very good; then。 Be at my office at nine o'clock; I'll receive the
  money and give you your notes; BUT; at half…past nine o'clock; they
  will be in the sheriff's hands。〃
  〃To…night; then; at nine o'clock;〃 said Theodose。
  〃Nine o'clock;〃 repeated Desroches; whose glance had taken in the
  whole family; then assembled in the garden。
  Celeste; with red eyes; was talking to her godmother; Colleville and
  Brigitte; Flavie and Thuillier were on the steps of the broad portico
  leading to the entrance…hall。 Desroches remarked to Theodose; who
  followed him to the door:
  〃You can pay off those notes。〃
  At a single glance the shrewd attorney had compre