第 15 节
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  love a noble nature struggling against misfortune; Christian charity
  enfolds both the strong and the weak; its treasure belongs to both。
  Refined; graceful; elegant as you are; made to be an ornament of the
  highest society; what man could see you without feeling an immense
  compassion in his heartburied here among these odious bourgeois; who
  know nothing of you; not even the aristocratic value of a single one
  of your attitudes; or those enchanting inflections of your voice! Ah!
  if I were only rich! if I had power! your husband; who is certainly a
  good fellow; should be made receiver…general; and you yourself could
  get him elected deputy。 But; alas! poor ambitious man; my first duty
  is to silence my ambition。 Knowing myself at the bottom of the bag
  like the last number in a family lottery; I can only offer you my arm
  and not my heart。 I hope all from a good marriage; and; believe me; I
  shall make my wife not only happy; but I shall make her one of the
  first in the land; receiving from her the means of success。 It is so
  fine a day; will you not take a turn in the Luxembourg?〃 he added; as
  they reached the rue d'Enfer at the corner of Colleville's house;
  opposite to which was a passage leading to the gardens by the stairway
  of a little building; the last remains of the famous convent of the
  Chartreux。
  The soft yielding of the arm within his own; indicated a tacit consent
  to this proposal; and as Flavie deserved the honor of a sort of
  enthusiasm; he drew her vehemently along; exclaiming:
  〃Come! we may never have so good a momentBut see!〃 he added; 〃there
  is your husband at the window looking at us; let us walk slowly。〃
  〃You have nothing to fear from Monsieur Colleville;〃 said Flavie;
  smiling; 〃he leaves me mistress of my own actions。〃
  〃Ah! here; indeed; is the woman I have dreamed of;〃 cried the
  Provencal; with that ecstasy that inflames the soul only; and in tones
  that issue only from Southern lips。 〃Pardon me; madame;〃 he said;
  recovering himself; and returning from an upper sphere to the exiled
  angel whom he looked at piously;〃pardon me; I abandon what I was
  saying; but how can a man help feeling for the sorrows he has known
  himself when he sees them the lot of a being to whom life should bring
  only joy and happiness? Your sufferings are mine; I am no more in my
  right place than you are in yours; the same misfortune has made us
  brother and sister。 Ah! dear Flavie; the first day it was granted to
  me to see youthe last Sunday in September; 1838you were very
  beautiful; I shall often recall you to memory in that pretty little
  gown of mousseline…de…laine of the color of some Scottish tartan! That
  day I said to myself: 'Why is that woman so often at the Thuilliers';
  above all; why did she ever have intimate relations with Thuillier
  himself?'〃
  〃Monsieur!〃 said Flavie; alarmed at the singular course la Peyrade was
  giving to the conversation。
  〃Eh! I know all;〃 he cried; accompanying the words with a shrug of his
  shoulders。 〃I explain it all to my own mind; and I do not respect you
  less。 You now have to gather the fruits of your sin; and I will help
  you。 Celeste will be very rich; and in that lies your own future。 You
  can have only one son…in…law; chose him wisely。 An ambitious man might
  become a minister; but you would humble your daughter and make her
  miserable; and if such a man lost his place and fortune he could never
  recover it。 Yes; I love you;〃 he continued。 〃I love you with an
  unlimited affection; you are far above the mass of petty
  considerations in which silly women entangle themselves。 Let us
  understand each other。〃
  Flavie was bewildered; she was; however; awake to the extreme
  frankness of such language; and she said to herself; 〃He is not a
  secret manoeuvrer; certainly。〃 Moreover; she admitted to her own mind
  that no one had ever so deeply stirred and excited her as this young
  man。
  〃Monsieur;〃 she said; 〃I do not know who could have put into your mind
  so great an error as to my life; nor by what right you〃
  〃Ah! pardon me; madame;〃 interrupted the Provencal with a coolness
  that smacked of contempt。 〃I must have dreamed it。 I said to myself;
  'She is all that!' But I see I was judging from the outside。 I know
  now why you are living and will always live on a fourth floor in the
  rue d'Enfer。〃
  And he pointed his speech with an energetic gesture toward the
  Colleville windows; which could be seen through the passage from the
  alley of the Luxembourg; where they were walking alone; in that
  immense tract trodden by so many and various young ambitions。
  〃I have been frank; and I expected reciprocity;〃 resumed Theodose。 〃I
  myself have had days without food; madame; I have managed to live;
  pursue my studies; obtain my degree; with two thousand francs for my
  sole dependence; and I entered Paris through the Barriere d'Italie;
  with five hundred francs in my pocket; firmly resolved; like one of my
  compatriots; to become; some day; one of the foremost men of our
  country。 The man who has often picked his food from baskets of scraps
  where the restaurateurs put their refuse; which are emptied at six
  o'clock every morningthat man is not likely to recoil before any
  means;avowable; of course。 Well; do you think me the friend of the
  people?〃 he said; smiling。 〃One has to have a speaking…trumpet to
  reach the ear of Fame; she doesn't listen if you speak with your lips;
  and without fame of what use is talent? The poor man's advocate means
  to be some day the advocate of the rich。 Is that plain speaking? Don't
  I open my inmost being to you? Then open your heart to me。 Say to me;
  'Let us be friends;' and the day will come when we shall both be
  happy。〃
  〃Good heavens! why did I ever come here? Why did I ever take your
  arm?〃 cried Flavie。
  〃Because it is in your destiny;〃 he replied。 〃Ah! my dear; beloved
  Flavie;〃 he added; again pressing her arm upon his heart; 〃did you
  expect to hear the vulgarities of love from me? We are brother and
  sister; that is all。〃
  And he led her towards the passage to return to the rue d'Enfer。
  Flavie felt a sort of terror in the depths of the contentment which
  all women find in violent emotions; and she took that terror for the
  sort of fear which a new passion always excites; but for all that; she
  felt she was fascinated; and she walked along in absolute silence。
  〃What are you thinking of?〃 asked Theodose; when they reached the
  middle of the passage。
  〃Of what you have just said to me;〃 she answered。
  〃At our age;〃 he said; 〃it is best to suppress preliminaries; we are
  not children; we both belong to a sphere in which we should understand
  each other。 Remember this;〃 he added; as they reached the rue d'Enfer。
  〃I am wholly yours。〃
  So saying; he bowed low to her。
  〃The iron's in the fire now!〃 he thought to himself as he watched his
  giddy prey on her way home。
  CHAPTER VI
  A KEYNOTE
  When Theodose reached home he found; waiting for him on the landing; a
  personage who is; as it were; the submarine current of this history;
  he will be found within it like some buried church on which has risen
  the facade of a palace。 The sight of this man; who; after vainly
  ringing at la Peyrade's door; was now trying that of Dutocq; made the
  Provencal barrister tremblebut secretly; within himself; not
  betraying externally his inward emotion。 This man was Cerizet; whom
  Dutocq had mentioned to Thuillier as his copying…clerk。
  Cerizet was only thirty…eight years old; but he looked a man of fifty;
  so aged had he become from causes which age all men。 His hairless head
  had a yellow skull; ill…covered by a rusty; discolored wig; the mask
  of his face; pale; flabby; and unnaturally rough; seemed the more
  horrible because the nose was eaten away; though not sufficiently to
  admit of its being replaced by a false one。 From the spring of this
  nose at the forehead; down to the nostrils; it remained as nature had
  made it; but disease; after gnawing away the sides near the
  extremities; had left two holes of fantastic shape; which vitiated
  pronunciation and hampered speech。 The eyes; originally handsome; but
  weakened by misery of all kinds and by sleepless nights; were red
  around the edges; and deeply sunken; the glance of those eyes; when
  the soul sent into them an expression of malignancy; would have
  frightened both judges and criminals; or any others whom nothing
  usually affrights。
  The mouth; toothless except for a few black fangs; was threatening;
  the saliva made a foam within it; which did not; however; pass the
  pale thin lips。 Cerizet; a short man; less spare than shrunken;
  endeavored to remedy the defects of his person by his clothes; and
  although his garments were not those of opulence; he kept them in a
  condition of neatness which may even have increased his forlorn
  appearance。 Everything about him seemed dubious; his age; his nose;
  his glance inspired doubt。 It was impossible to know if he were
  thirty…eight or sixty; if his faded blue trousers; which fitted him
  well; were of a coming or a past fashion。 His boots; worn at the
  heels; but scrupulously blacked; resoled for the third time; and very
  choice; originally; may have trodden in their day a ministerial
  carpet。 The frock coat; soake