第 184 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:48      字数:9322
  quite the reverse from a pleasurable one; he made use of
  a brief but improper expression regarding a poor woman
  in distress; saying; in fact; 〃The little minx; has she
  come to light again?〃 He never had had the slightest liking
  for her; but had heartily mistrusted her from the very
  first moment when her green eyes had looked at; and
  turned away from; his own。
  〃That little devil brings mischief wherever she goes;〃
  the Major said disrespectfully。  〃Who knows what sort of
  life she has been leading? And what business has she
  here abroad and alone? Don't tell me about persecutors
  and enemies; an honest woman always has friends and
  never is separated from her family。  Why has she left her
  husband? He may have been disreputable and wicked; as
  you say。  He always was。  I remember the confounded
  blackleg and the way in which he used to cheat and
  hoodwink poor George。  Wasn't there a scandal about their
  separation? I think I heard something;〃 cried out Major
  Dobbin; who did not care much about gossip; and whom
  Jos tried in vain to convince that Mrs。 Becky was in all
  respects a most injured and virtuous female。
  〃Well; well; let's ask Mrs。 George;〃 said that arch…
  diplomatist of a Major。  〃Only let us go and consult her。
  I suppose you will allow that she is a good judge at any
  rate; and knows what is right in such matters。〃
  〃Hm!  Emmy is very well;〃 said Jos; who did not
  happen to be in love with his sister。
  〃Very well? By Gad; sir; she's the finest lady I ever
  met in my life;〃 bounced out the Major。  〃I say at once;
  let us go and ask her if this woman ought to be visited
  or notI will be content with her verdict。〃 Now this
  odious; artful rogue of a Major was thinking in his own
  mind that he was sure of his case。  Emmy; he remembered;
  was at one time cruelly and deservedly jealous of
  Rebecca; never mentioned her name but with a shrinking
  and terrora jealous woman never forgives; thought
  Dobbin:  and so the pair went across the street to Mrs。
  George's house; where she was contentedly warbling at
  a music lesson with Madame Strumpff。
  When that lady took her leave; Jos opened the business
  with his usual pomp of words。  〃Amelia; my dear;〃
  said he; 〃I have just had the most extraordinaryyes
  God bless my soul!  the most extraordinary adventure
  an old friendyes; a most interesting old friend of
  yours; and I may say in old times; has just arrived here;
  and I should like you to see her。〃
  〃Her!〃 said Amelia; 〃who is it? Major Dobbin; if you
  please not to break my scissors。〃 The Major was twirling
  them round by the little chain from which they sometimes
  hung to their lady's waist; and was thereby endangering
  his own eye。
  It is a woman whom I dislike very much;〃 said the
  Major; doggedly; 〃and whom you have no cause to love。〃
  〃It is Rebecca; I'm sure it is Rebecca;〃 Amelia said;
  blushing and being very much agitated。
  〃You are right; you always are;〃 Dobbin answered。
  Brussels; Waterloo; old; old times; griefs; pangs;
  remembrances; rushed back into Amelia's gentle
  heart and caused a cruel agitation there。
  〃Don't let me see her;〃 Emmy continued。  〃I couldn't
  see her。〃
  〃I told you so;〃 Dobbin said to Jos。
  〃She is very unhappy; andand that sort of thing;〃
  Jos urged。  〃She is very poor and unprotected; and has
  been illexceedingly illand that scoundrel of a
  husband has deserted her。〃
  〃Ah!〃 said Amelia
  〃She hasn't a friend in the world;〃 Jos went on; not
  undexterously; 〃and she said she thought she might trust in
  you。  She's so miserable; Emmy。  She has been almost mad
  with grief。  Her story quite affected me'pon my word
  and honour; it didnever was such a cruel persecution
  borne so angelically; I may say。  Her family has been
  most cruel to her。〃
  〃Poor creature!〃 Amelia said。
  〃And if she can get no friend; she says she thinks she'll
  die;〃 Jos proceeded in a low tremulous voice。  〃God bless
  my soul!  do you know that she tried to kill herself? She
  carries laudanum with herI saw the bottle in her room
  such a miserable little roomat a third…rate house;
  the Elephant; up in the roof at the top of all。  I went
  there。〃
  This did not seem to affect Emmy。  She even smiled a
  little。  Perhaps she figured Jos to herself panting up the
  stair。
  〃She's beside herself with grief;〃 he resumed。  〃The
  agonies that woman has endured are quite frightful to
  hear of。  She had a little boy; of the same age as Georgy。〃
  〃Yes; yes; I think I remember;〃 Emmy remarked。
  〃Well?〃
  〃The most beautiful child ever seen;〃 Jos said; who
  was very fat; and easily moved; and had been touched by
  the story Becky told; 〃a perfect angel; who adored his
  mother。  The ruffians tore him shrieking out of her arms;
  and have never allowed him to see her。〃
  〃Dear Joseph;〃 Emmy cried out; starting up at once;
  〃let us go and see her this minute。〃 And she ran into her
  adjoining bedchamber; tied on her bonnet in a flutter;
  came out with her shawl on her arm; and ordered
  Dobbin to follow。
  He went and put her shawlit was a white cashmere;
  consigned to her by the Major himself from Indiaover
  her shoulders。  He saw there was nothing for it but to
  obey; and she put her hand into his arm; and they went
  away。
  〃It is number 92; up four pair of stairs;〃 Jos said;
  perhaps not very willing to ascend the steps again; but he
  placed himself in the window of his drawing…room; which
  commands the place on which the Elephant stands; and
  saw the pair marching through the market。
  It was as well that Becky saw them too from her garret;
  for she and the two students were chattering and laughing
  there; they had been joking about the appearance of
  Becky's grandpapawhose arrival and departure they
  had witnessedbut she had time to dismiss them; and
  have her little room clear before the landlord of the
  Elephant; who knew that Mrs。 Osborne was a great favourite
  at the Serene Court; and respected her accordingly; led
  the way up the stairs to the roof story; encouraging
  Miladi and the Herr Major as they achieved the ascent。
  〃Gracious lady; gracious lady!〃 said the landlord;
  knocking at Becky's door; he had called her Madame the
  day before; and was by no means courteous to her。
  〃Who is it?〃 Becky said; putting out her head; and she
  gave a little scream。  There stood Emmy in a tremble;
  and Dobbin; the tall Major; with his cane。
  He stood still watching; and very much interested at
  the scene; but Emmy sprang forward with open arms
  towards Rebecca; and forgave her at that moment; and
  embraced her and kissed her with all her heart。  Ah; poor
  wretch; when was your lip pressed before by such pure
  kisses?
  CHAPTER LXVI
  Amantium Irae
  Frankness and kindness like Amelia's were likely to
  touch even such a hardened little reprobate as Becky。  She
  returned Emmy's caresses and kind speeches with
  something very like gratitude; and an emotion which; if it was
  not lasting; for a moment was almost genuine。  That was
  a lucky stroke of hers about the child 〃torn from her
  arms shrieking。〃 It was by that harrowing misfortune
  that Becky had won her friend back; and it was one of the
  very first points; we may be certain; upon which our poor
  simple little Emmy began to talk to her new…found
  acquaintance。
  〃And so they took your darling child from you?〃 our
  simpleton cried out。  〃Oh; Rebecca; my poor dear suffering
  friend; I know what it is to lose a boy; and to feel
  for those who have lost one。  But please Heaven yours
  will be restored to you; as a merciful merciful Providence
  has brought me back mine。〃
  〃The child; my child? Oh; yes; my agonies were frightful;〃
  Becky owned; not perhaps without a twinge of conscience。
  It jarred upon her to be obliged to commence
  instantly to tell lies in reply to so much confidence and
  simplicity。  But that is the misfortune of beginning with
  this kind of forgery。  When one fib becomes due as it
  were; you must forge another to take up the old
  acceptance; and so the stock of your lies in circulation
  inevitably multiplies; and the danger of detection increases
  every day。
  〃My agonies;〃 Becky continued; 〃were terrible (I hope
  she won't sit down on the bottle) when they took him
  away from me; I thought I should die; but I fortunately
  had a brain fever; during which my doctor gave me up;
  andand I recovered; andand here I am; poor and
  friendless。〃
  〃How old is he?〃 Emmy asked。
  〃Eleven;〃 said Becky。
  〃Eleven!〃 cried the other。  〃Why; he was born the same
  year with Georgy; who is〃
  〃I know; I know;〃 Becky cried out; who had in fact
  quite forgotten all about little Rawdon's age。  〃Grief has
  made me forget so many things; dearest Amelia。  I am
  very much changed:  half…wild sometimes。  He was eleven
  when they took him away from me。  Bless his sweet
  face; I have never seen it again。〃
  〃Was he fair or dark?〃 went on that absurd little
  Emmy。  〃Show me his hair。〃
  Becky almost laughed at her simplicity。  〃Not to…day;
  lovesome other time; when my trunks arrive from
  Leipzig; whence I came to this placeand a little drawing
  of him; which I made in happy days。〃
  〃Poor Becky; poor Becky!〃 said Emmy。  〃How thankful;
  how thankful I ought to be〃; (though I doubt whether
  that practice of piety inculcated upon us by our
  womankind in early youth; namely; to be thankful because
  we are better off than some