第 166 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:48      字数:9320
  could enjoy his hookah there with such perfect ease; and
  could swagger down to the theatres; when minded; so
  agreeably; that; perhaps; he would have remained
  altogether at the Slaughters' had not his friend; the Major;
  been at his elbow。  That gentleman would not let the
  Bengalee rest until he had executed his promise of having
  a home for Amelia and his father。  Jos was a soft fellow
  in anybody's hands; Dobbin most active in anybody's
  concerns but his own; the civilian was; therefore; an easy
  victim to the guileless arts of this good…natured diplomatist
  and was ready to do; to purchase; hire; or relinquish
  whatever his friend thought fit。  Loll Jewab; of whom the
  boys about St。  Martin's Lane used to make cruel fun
  whenever he showed his dusky countenance in the street; was
  sent back to Calcutta in the Lady Kicklebury East
  Indiaman; in which Sir William Dobbin had a share; having
  previously taught Jos's European the art of preparing
  curries; pilaus; and pipes。  It was a matter of great delight
  and occupation to Jos to superintend the building of a
  smart chariot which he and the Major ordered in the
  neighbouring Long Acre:  and a pair of handsome horses
  were jobbed; with which Jos drove about in state in the
  park; or to call upon his Indian friends。  Amelia was not
  seldom by his side on these excursions; when also Major
  Dobbin would be seen in the back seat of the carriage。
  At other times old Sedley and his daughter took
  advantage of it; and Miss Clapp; who frequently
  accompanied her friend; had great pleasure in being recognized
  as she sat in the carriage; dressed in the famous yellow
  shawl; by the young gentleman at the surgery; whose face
  might commonly be seen over the window…blinds as she
  passed。
  Shortly after Jos's first appearance at Brompton; a
  dismal scene; indeed; took place at that humble cottage at
  which the Sedleys had passed the last ten years of their
  life。  Jos's carriage (the temporary one; not the chariot
  under construction) arrived one day and carried off old
  Sedley and his daughterto return no more。  The tears
  that were shed by the landlady and the landlady's
  daughter at that event were as genuine tears of sorrow as any
  that have been outpoured in the course of this history。
  In their long acquaintanceship and intimacy they could
  not recall a harsh word that had been uttered by Amelia
  She had been all sweetness and kindness; always
  thankful; always gentle; even when Mrs。 Clapp lost her own
  temper and pressed for the rent。  When the kind creature
  was going away for good and all; the landlady reproached
  herself bitterly for ever having used a rough expression to
  herhow she wept; as they stuck up with wafers on the
  window; a paper notifying that the little rooms so long
  occupied were to let!  They never would have such lodgers
  again; that was quite clear。  After…life proved the truth of
  this melancholy prophecy; and Mrs。 Clapp revenged
  herself for the deterioration of mankind by levying the most
  savage contributions upon the tea…caddies and legs of
  mutton of her locataires。  Most of them scolded and
  grumbled; some of them did not pay; none of them stayed。
  The landlady might well regret those old; old friends; who
  had left her。
  As for Miss Mary; her sorrow at Amelia's departure
  was such as I shall not attempt to depict。  From childhood
  upwards she had been with her daily and had attached
  herself so passionately to that dear good lady that when
  the grand barouche came to carry her off into splendour;
  she fainted in the arms of her friend; who was indeed
  scarcely less affected than the good…natured girl。  Amelia
  loved her like a daughter。  During eleven years the girl had
  been her constant friend and associate。  The separation was
  a very painful one indeed to her。  But it was of course
  arranged that Mary was to come and stay often at the
  grand new house whither Mrs。 Osborne was going; and
  where Mary was sure she would never be so happy as
  she had been in their humble cot; as Miss Clapp called it;
  in the language of the novels which she loved。
  Let us hope she was wrong in her judgement。  Poor
  Emmy's days of happiness had been very few in that
  humble cot。  A gloomy Fate had oppressed her there。  She
  never liked to come back to the house after she had left
  it; or to face the landlady who had tyrannized over her
  when ill…humoured and unpaid; or when pleased had
  treated her with a coarse familiarity scarcely less odious。
  Her servility and fulsome compliments when Emmy was
  in prosperity were not more to that lady's liking。  She
  cast about notes of admiration all over the new house;
  extolling every article of furniture or ornament; she
  fingered Mrs。 Osborne's dresses and calculated their price。
  Nothing could be too good for that sweet lady; she
  vowed and protested。  But in the vulgar sycophant who
  now paid court to her; Emmy always remembered the
  coarse tyrant who had made her miserable many a time;
  to whom she had been forced to put up petitions for
  time; when the rent was overdue; who cried out at her
  extravagance if she bought delicacies for her ailing mother
  or father; who had seen her humble and trampled upon
  her。
  Nobody ever heard of these griefs; which had been
  part of our poor little woman's lot in life。  She kept them
  secret from her father; whose improvidence was the cause
  of much of her misery。  She had to bear all the blame of
  his misdoings; and indeed was so utterly gentle and
  humble as to be made by nature for a victim。
  I hope she is not to suffer much more of that hard
  usage。  And; as in all griefs there is said to be some
  consolation; I may mention that poor Mary; when left at her
  friend's departure in a hysterical condition; was placed
  under the medical treatment of the young fellow from
  the surgery; under whose care she rallied after a short
  period。  Emmy; when she went away from Brompton;
  endowed Mary with every article of furniture that the house
  contained; only taking away her pictures (the two
  pictures over the bed) and her pianothat little old piano
  which had now passed into a plaintive jingling old age;
  but which she loved for reasons of her own。  She was a
  child when first she played on it; and her parents gave it
  her。  It had been given to her again since; as the reader
  may remember; when her father's house was gone to ruin
  and the instrument was recovered out of the wreck。
  Major Dobbin was exceedingly pleased when; as he
  was superintending the arrangements of Jos's new house
  which the Major insisted should be very handsome and
  comfortablethe cart arrived from Brompton; bringing
  the trunks and bandboxes of the emigrants from that
  village; and with them the old piano。  Amelia would have it
  up in her sitting…room; a neat little apartment on the
  second floor; adjoining her father's chamber; and where
  the old gentleman sat commonly of evenings。
  When the men appeared then bearing this old music…
  box; and Amelia gave orders that it should be placed
  in the chamber aforesaid; Dobbin was quite elated。  〃I'm
  glad you've kept it;〃 he said in a very sentimental
  manner。  〃I was afraid you didn't care about it。〃
  〃I value it more than anything I have in the world;〃
  said Amelia。
  〃Do you; Amelia?〃 cried the Major。  The fact was;
  as he had bought it himself; though he never said
  anything about it; it never entered into his head to suppose
  that Emmy should think anybody else was the purchaser;
  and as a matter of course he fancied that she knew the
  gift came from him。  〃Do you; Amelia?〃 he said; and
  the question; the great question of all; was trembling
  on his lips; when Emmy replied
  〃Can I do otherwise?did not he give it me?〃
  〃I did not know;〃 said poor old Dob; and his
  countenance fell。
  Emmy did not note the circumstance at the time; nor
  take immediate heed of the very dismal expression which
  honest Dobbin's countenance assumed; but she thought
  of it afterwards。  And then it struck her; with inexpressible
  pain and mortification too; that it was William who
  was the giver of the piano; and not George; as she had
  fancied。  It was not George's gift; the only one which she
  had received from her lover; as she thoughtthe thing
  she had cherished beyond all othersher dearest relic
  and prize。  She had spoken to it about George; played
  his favourite airs upon it; sat for long evening hours;
  touching; to the best of her simple art; melancholy
  harmonies on the keys; and weeping over them in silence。
  It was not George's relic。  It was valueless now。  The next
  time that old Sedley asked her to play; she said it was
  shockingly out of tune; that she had a headache; that
  she couldn't play。
  Then; according to her custom; she rebuked herself
  for her pettishness and ingratitude and determined to
  make a reparation to honest William for the slight she
  had not expressed to him; but had felt for his piano。
  A few days afterwards; as they were seated in the
  drawing…room; where Jos had fallen asleep with great comfort
  after dinner; Amelia said with rather a faltering voice
  to Major Dobbin
  〃I have to beg your pardon for something。〃
  〃About what?〃 said he。
  〃Aboutabout that little square piano。  I never thanked
  you for it when you gave it me; many; many years ago;
  before I was married。