第 145 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:48      字数:9322
  brought thither convenient for burning hard by。  Henry
  VIII; the Defender of the Faith; seized upon the
  monastery and its possessions and hanged and tortured some
  of the monks who could not accommodate themselves to
  the pace of his reform。  Finally; a great merchant bought
  the house and land adjoining; in which; and with the help
  of other wealthy endowments of land and money; he
  established a famous foundation hospital for old men
  and children。  An extern school grew round the old almost
  monastic foundation; which subsists still with its
  middle…age costume and usagesand all Cistercians pray
  that it may long flourish。
  Of this famous house; some of the greatest noblemen;
  prelates; and dignitaries in England are governors:  and
  as the boys are very comfortably lodged; fed; and
  educated; and subsequently inducted to good scholarships
  at the University and livings in the Church; many little
  gentlemen are devoted to the ecclesiastical profession
  from their tenderest years; and there is considerable
  emulation to procure nominations for the foundation。  It
  was originally intended for the sons of poor and
  deserving clerics and laics; but many of the noble governors
  of the Institution; with an enlarged and rather capricious
  benevolence; selected all sorts of objects for their bounty。
  To get an education for nothing; and a future livelihood
  and profession assured; was so excellent a scheme that
  some of the richest people did not disdain it; and not
  only great men's relations; but great men themselves; sent
  their sons to profit by the chanceRight Rev。  prelates
  sent their own kinsmen or the sons of their clergy; while;
  on the other hand; some great noblemen did not disdain
  to patronize the children of their confidential servants
  so that a lad entering this establishment had every
  variety of youthful society wherewith to mingle。
  Rawdon Crawley; though the only book which he studied
  was the Racing Calendar; and though his chief
  recollections of polite learning were connected with the
  floggings which he received at Eton in his early youth;
  had that decent and honest reverence for classical learning
  which all English gentlemen feel; and was glad to think
  that his son was to have a provision for life; perhaps;
  and a certain opportunity of becoming a scholar。  And
  although his boy was his chief solace and companion; and
  endeared to him by a thousand small ties; about which
  he did not care to speak to his wife; who had all along
  shown the utmost indifference to their son; yet Rawdon
  agreed at once to part with him and to give up his own
  greatest comfort and benefit for the sake of the welfare
  of the little lad。  He did not know how fond he was of
  the child until it became necessary to let him go away。
  When he was gone; he felt more sad and downcast than
  he cared to ownfar sadder than the boy himself; who
  was happy enough to enter a new career and find
  companions of his own age。  Becky burst out laughing once
  or twice when the Colonel; in his clumsy; incoherent way;
  tried to express his sentimental sorrows at the boy's
  departure。  The poor fellow felt that his dearest pleasure
  and closest friend was taken from him。  He looked often
  and wistfully at the little vacant bed in his dressing…room;
  where the child used to sleep。  He missed him sadly of
  mornings and tried in vain to walk in the park without
  him。  He did not know how solitary he was until little
  Rawdon was gone。  He liked the people who were fond of
  him; and would go and sit for long hours with his
  good…natured sister Lady Jane; and talk to her about
  the virtues; and good looks; and hundred good qualities
  of the child。
  Young Rawdon's aunt; we have said; was very fond
  of him; as was her little girl; who wept copiously when
  the time for her cousin's departure came。  The elder
  Rawdon was thankful for the fondness of mother and
  daughter。  The very best and honestest feelings of the
  man came out in these artless outpourings of paternal
  feeling in which he indulged in their presence; and
  encouraged by their sympathy。  He secured not only Lady
  Jane's kindness; but her sincere regard; by the feelings
  which he manifested; and which he could not show to his
  own wife。  The two kinswomen met as seldom as possible。
  Becky laughed bitterly at Jane's feelings and softness;
  the other's kindly and gentle nature could not but revolt
  at her sister's callous behaviour。
  It estranged Rawdon from his wife more than he knew
  or acknowledged to himself。  She did not care for the
  estrangement。  Indeed; she did not miss him or anybody。
  She looked upon him as her errand…man and humble
  slave。  He might be ever so depressed or sulky; and she
  did not mark his demeanour; or only treated it with a
  sneer。  She was busy thinking about her position; or her
  pleasures; or her advancement in society; she ought to
  have held a great place in it; that is certain。
  It was honest Briggs who made up the little kit for the
  boy which he was to take to school。  Molly; the housemaid;
  blubbered in the passage when he went away
  Molly kind and faithful in spite of a long arrear of
  unpaid wages。  Mrs。 Becky could not let her husband have
  the carriage to take the boy to school。  Take the horses
  into the City!such a thing was never heard of。  Let a
  cab be brought。  She did not offer to kiss him when he
  went; nor did the child propose to embrace her; but
  gave a kiss to old Briggs (whom; in general; he was very
  shy of caressing); and consoled her by pointing out that
  he was to come home on Saturdays; when she would
  have the benefit of seeing him。  As the cab rolled towards
  the City; Becky's carriage rattled off to the park。  She
  was chattering and laughing with a score of young dandies
  by the Serpentine as the father and son entered at the
  old gates of the schoolwhere Rawdon left the child
  and came away with a sadder purer feeling in his heart
  than perhaps that poor battered fellow had ever known
  since he himself came out of the nursery。
  He walked all the way home very dismally; and dined
  alone with Briggs。  He was very kind to her and grateful
  for her love and watchfulness over the boy。  His
  conscience smote him that he had borrowed Briggs's money
  and aided in deceiving her。  They talked about little
  Rawdon a long time; for Becky only came home to dress
  and go out to dinnerand then he went off uneasily to
  drink tea with Lady Jane; and tell her of what had
  happened; and how little Rawdon went off like a trump; and
  how he was to wear a gown and little knee…breeches; and
  how young Blackball; Jack Blackball's son; of the old
  regiment; had taken him in charge and promised to be
  kind to him。
  In the course of a week; young Blackball had
  constituted little Rawdon his fag; shoe…black; and breakfast
  toaster; initiated him into the mysteries of the Latin
  Grammar; and thrashed him three or four times; but not
  severely。  The little chap's good…natured honest face won
  his way for him。  He only got that degree of beating which
  was; no doubt; good for him; and as for blacking shoes;
  toasting bread; and fagging in general; were these offices
  not deemed to be necessary parts of every young English
  gentleman's education?
  Our business does not lie with the second generation
  and Master Rawdon's life at school; otherwise the present
  tale might be carried to any indefinite length。  The Colonel
  went to see his son a short time afterwards and found
  the lad sufficiently well and happy; grinning and laughing
  in his little black gown and little breeches。
  His father sagaciously tipped Blackball; his master; a
  sovereign; and secured that young gentleman's good…will
  towards his fag。  As a protege of the great Lord Steyne;
  the nephew of a County member; and son of a Colonel
  and C。B。; whose name appeared in some of the most
  fashionable parties in the Morning Post; perhaps the
  school authorities were disposed not to look unkindly on
  the child。  He had plenty of pocket…money; which he
  spent in treating his comrades royally to raspberry tarts;
  and he was often allowed to come home on Saturdays
  to his father; who always made a jubilee of that day。
  When free; Rawdon would take him to the play; or send
  him thither with the footman; and on Sundays he went to
  church with Briggs and Lady Jane and his cousins。
  Rawdon marvelled over his stories about school; and
  fights; and fagging。  Before long; he knew the names of all
  the masters and the principal boys as well as little
  Rawdon himself。  He invited little Rawdon's crony from
  school; and made both the children sick with pastry; and
  oysters; and porter after the play。  He tried to look knowing
  over the Latin grammar when little Rawdon showed
  him what part of that work he was 〃in。〃 〃Stick to it; my
  boy;〃 he said to him with much gravity; 〃there's nothing
  like a good classical education!  Nothing!〃
  Becky's contempt for her husband grew greater every
  day。  〃Do what you likedine where you pleasego and
  have ginger…beer and sawdust at Astley's; or psalm…
  singing with Lady Janeonly don't expect me to busy
  myself with the boy。  I have your interests to attend to;
  as you can't attend to them yourself。  I should like to
  know where you would have been now; and in what sort
  of a position in socie