第 108 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:47      字数:9322
  porter; and; indeed; in their first Sunday walks was
  disposed to spoil little Georgy; sadly gorging the boy with
  apples and parliament; to the detriment of his health
  until Amelia declared that George should never go out
  with his grandpapa unless the latter promised solemnly;
  and on his honour; not to give the child any cakes;
  lollipops; or stall produce whatever。
  Between Mrs。 Sedley and her daughter there was a sort
  of coolness about this boy; and a secret jealousyfor
  one evening in George's very early days; Amelia; who
  had been seated at work in their little parlour scarcely
  remarking that the old lady had quitted the room; ran
  upstairs instinctively to the nursery at the cries of the
  child; who had been asleep until that momentand
  there found Mrs。 Sedley in the act of surreptitiously
  administering Daffy's Elixir to the infant。  Amelia; the
  gentlest and sweetest of everyday mortals; when she
  found this meddling with her maternal authority; thrilled
  and trembled all over with anger。  Her cheeks; ordinarily
  pale; now flushed up; until they were as red as they used
  to be when she was a child of twelve years old。  She
  seized the baby out of her mother's arms and then
  grasped at the bottle; leaving the old lady gaping at her;
  furious; and holding the guilty tea…spoon。
  Amelia flung the bottle crashing into the fire…place。
  〃I will NOT have baby poisoned; Mamma;〃 cried Emmy;
  rocking the infant about violently with both her arms
  round him and turning with flashing eyes at her mother。
  〃Poisoned; Amelia!〃 said the old lady; 〃this language
  to me?〃
  〃He shall not have any medicine but that which Mr。
  Pestler sends for hi n。  He told me that Daffy's Elixir was
  poison。〃
  〃Very good:  you think I'm a murderess then;〃 replied
  Mrs。 Sedley。  〃This is the language you use to your mother。
  I have met with misfortunes:  I have sunk low in life:  I
  have kept my carriage; and now walk on foot:  but I did
  not know I was a murderess before; and thank you for the
  NEWS。〃
  〃Mamma;〃 said the poor girl; who was always ready for
  tears〃you shouldn't be hard upon me。  II didn't mean
  I mean; I did not wish to say you would to any
  wrong to this dear child; only〃
  〃Oh; no; my love;only that I was a murderess; in
  which case I had better go to the Old Bailey。  Though I
  didn't poison YOU; when you were a child; but gave you
  the best of education and the most expensive masters
  money could procure。  Yes; I've nursed five children and
  buried three; and the one I loved the best of all; and
  tended through croup; and teething; and measles; and
  hooping…cough; and brought up with foreign masters;
  regardless of expense; and with accomplishments at Minerva
  Housewhich I never had when I was a girlwhen I was
  too glad to honour my father and mother; that I might
  live long in the land; and to be useful; and not to mope
  all day in my room and act the fine ladysays I'm a
  murderess。  Ah; Mrs。 Osborne! may YOU never nourish a
  viper in your bosom; that's MY prayer。〃
  〃Mamma; Mamma!〃 cried the bewildered girl; and the
  child in her arms set up a frantic chorus of shouts。
  〃A murderess; indeed!  Go down on your knees and
  pray to God to cleanse your wicked ungrateful heart;
  Amelia; and may He forgive you as I do。〃 And Mrs。
  Sedley tossed out of the room; hissing out the word
  poison once more; and so ending her charitable
  benediction。
  Till the termination of her natural life; this breach
  between Mrs。 Sedley and her daughter was never thoroughly
  mended。  The quarrel gave the elder lady numberless
  advantages which she did not fail to turn to account with
  female ingenuity and perseverance。  For instance; she
  scarcely spoke to Amelia for many weeks afterwards。
  She warned the domestics not to touch the child; as Mrs。
  Osborne might be offended。  She asked her daughter to
  see and satisfy herself that there was no poison prepared
  in the little daily messes that were concocted for Georgy。
  When neighbours asked after the boy's health; she
  referred them pointedly to Mrs。 Osborne。  SHE never
  ventured to ask whether the baby was well or not。  SHE
  would not touch the child although he was her grandson;
  and own precious darling; for she was not USED to
  children; and might kill it。  And whenever Mr。 Pestler came
  upon his healing inquisition; she received the doctor with
  such a sarcastic and scornful demeanour; as made the
  surgeon declare that not Lady Thistlewood herself; whom
  he had the honour of attending professionally; could
  give herself greater airs than old Mrs。 Sedley; from whom
  he never took a fee。  And very likely Emmy was jealous
  too; upon her own part; as what mother is not; of those
  who would manage her children for her; or become
  candidates for the first place in their affections。  It is certain
  that when anybody nursed the child; she was uneasy; and
  that she would no more allow Mrs。 Clapp or the
  domestic to dress or tend him than she would have let them
  wash her husband's miniature which hung up over her
  little bedthe same little bed from which the poor girl
  had gone to his; and to which she retired now for many
  long; silent; tearful; but happy years。
  In this room was all Amelia's heart and treasure。  Here
  it was that she tended her boy and watched him through
  the many ills of childhood; with a constant passion of
  love。  The elder George returned in him somehow; only
  improved; and as if come back from heaven。  In a
  hundred little tones; looks; and movements; the child was
  so like his father that the widow's heart thrilled as she
  held him to it; and he would often ask the cause of her
  tears。  It was because of his likeness to his father; she
  did not scruple to tell him。  She talked constantly to him
  about this dead father; and spoke of her love for George
  to the innocent and wondering child; much more than she
  ever had done to George himself; or to any confidante of
  her youth。  To her parents she never talked about this
  matter; shrinking from baring her heart to them。  Little
  George very likely could understand no better than they;
  but into his ears she poured her sentimental secrets
  unreservedly; and into his only。  The very joy of this
  woman was a sort of grief; or so tender; at least; that
  its expression was tears。  Her sensibilities were so weak
  and tremulous that perhaps they ought not to be talked
  about in a book。  I was told by Dr。 Pestler (now a most
  flourishing lady's physician; with a sumptuous dark green
  carriage; a prospect of speedy knighthood; and a house
  in Manchester Square) that her grief at weaning the child
  was a sight that would have unmanned a Herod。  He was
  very soft…hearted many years ago; and his wife was
  mortally jealous of Mrs。 Amelia; then and long afterwards。
  Perhaps the doctor's lady had good reason for her
  jealousy:  most women shared it; of those who formed the
  small circle of Amelia's acquaintance; and were quite
  angry at the enthusiasm with which the other sex regarded
  her。  For almost all men who came near her loved
  her; though no doubt they would be at a loss to tell you
  why。  She was not brilliant; nor witty; nor wise over
  much; nor extraordinarily handsome。  But wherever she
  went she touched and charmed every one of the male
  sex; as invariably as she awakened the scorn and
  incredulity of her own sisterhood。  I think it was her
  weakness which was her principal charma kind of sweet
  submission and softness; which seemed to appeal to
  each man she met for his sympathy and protection。  We
  have seen how in the regiment; though she spoke but to
  few of George's comrades there; all the swords of the
  young fellows at the mess…table would have leapt from
  their scabbards to fight round her; and so it was in
  the little narrow lodging…house and circle at Fulham; she
  interested and pleased everybody。  If she had been Mrs。
  Mango herself; of the great house of Mango; Plantain;
  and Co。; Crutched Friars; and the magnificent proprietress
  of the Pineries; Fulham; who gave summer dejeuners
  frequented by Dukes and Earls; and drove about
  the parish with magnificent yellow liveries and bay horses;
  such as the royal stables at Kensington themselves could
  not turn outI say had she been Mrs。 Mango herself; or
  her son's wife; Lady Mary Mango (daughter of the
  Earl of Castlemouldy; who condescended to marry the
  head of the firm); the tradesmen of the neighbourhood
  could not pay her more honour than they invariably
  showed to the gentle young widow; when she passed by
  their doors; or made her humble purchases at their shops。
  Thus it was not only Mr。 Pestler; the medical man; but
  Mr。 Linton the young assistant; who doctored the servant
  maids and small tradesmen; and might be seen any day
  reading the Times in the surgery; who openly declared
  himself the slave of Mrs。 Osborne。  He was a personable
  young gentleman; more welcome at Mrs。 Sedley's lodgings
  than his principal; and if anything went wrong with
  Georgy; he would drop in twice or thrice in the day to
  see the little chap; and without so much as the thought
  of a fee。  He would abstract lozenges; tamarinds; and
  other produce from the surgery…drawers for little
  Georgy's benefit; and compounded draughts and mixtures
  for him of miraculous sweetness; so that it was quite a
  pleasure to the ch